To be closer to god am I able to simply fast and pray? I take medicine every morning. I was wondering if it was still possible. Even if it’s just a little bit, I can eat in the morning and then take my medicine and then I can pray every day for however many days I’m able to go. Is there a proper way to do this?
I pray but sometimes I don’t know what to say or talk to God about other than usually praying for myself and others. I mostly pray for safety and protection and blessings to help and survive through life. But most of the time I find myself unsure of what to say and I know God sees and feels that. Uncertainty in myself. As I live alone and I’m always alone I don’t have anyone to talk to but god. Not much is happening in my life and I always feel like when I talk to anybody it’s not really important other than talking about my feelings or past events. What is something I can do for myself that helps me bring closer to God? I want to be more in contact with God and become closer to him than I already have been working on. I feel like many things I do is not enough.
I’ve been living alone for some time now and I was wondering if anyone else lives alone and doesn’t have anyone to hang out with but themselves? My area is mostly of old people it’s hard to find anyone to hang out with.
As in you’re not lonely you socialize with people but it feels like you don’t really fit in anymore? Or it seems like in my head nobody wants to hang out other than talk in general. Which makes me feel like an outcast or is that just me?
I made it clear weeks ago and yes it has been weeks since I said a single thing because the issue I have is I keep thinking if I reason with him he will leave me alone. I already changed my number once and he promised he wouldn’t bother me like this again after changing my number and he fucking did. I put false trust into this dude. He’s 30 years old and he’s still using another number (in May he did and sent an entire 2 paragraphs for a chance but I was already done) tried to get him off my back different ways. I told him I’d give him a chance back in May we only texted for a bit everything was normal after that bs he pulled (don’t even wanna go into detail) then sometime in June he tells me he’s not mentally well and doesn’t want a relationship or anything. Fine. I’m good lol.
So it was only texting in general nothing more. At some point I told him I’m going no contact again because I’m not okay and he used star67 a few days ago while I quit talking to him for WEEKS since June. Thinking it was finally over. I was so close to being convinced he wouldn’t do it again. But he used that instead of another number. My feelings came up this last week after not talking for almost a month and I was so close to not thinking about him anymore until that fucking call. Of course I answered it. I keep thinking if I reason with him he will stop. I sent him a message that I don’t wanna hear from him anymore and it doesn’t matter if it’s to ONLY ASK A QUESTION. Because that’s the only reason he “called” it had something to do with starting new meds.
I know nothing about medication but I’m about mental health and therapy. He literally has a doctor. Don’t know why he wanted to ask me. Then said Nevermind. What the fuck? Don’t waste my time. I’m just so fucking over it I’m just stressed out. Just because I didn’t hear from him most days doesn’t mean he needs to bug me now, ever again. He thinks I respond because I don’t wanna be done with him. I respond because he wouldn’t stop harassing me so many times in the past it affected me so much that I respond by reasoning with him. But he’s done it less and less so I believe I wore him down.
I don’t know what else to do I’m not gonna change my freaking number because I already had to bc someone else was harassing me. I told him I don’t need this fucking stress because our relationship was over so long ago and he won’t let me go. Doesn’t take no for an answer. And thinks “oh? You blocked me? Well I can just do this if I wanted to contact you. Dials star67 my number” that’s not fucking normal. If someone blocks you i do not care how often you do this or even if it’s just “one time” that’s an excuse to not take accountability for disrespecting someone’s boundaries. I’m so fucking over this shit. He has tried so many times in the past to manipulate my feelings just to have my stay but I’m so exhausted.
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I feel done I don’t want to hear from him at all anymore. But I am scared every time I block him he might use another number to text me again I’m tired of circles. How do I deal with this bs? I already changed my number while ago not wanting to change again just tired now
Why do people brush off god and not take Jesus seriously when he has helped and saved us our entire lives even those who don’t realize it? Why does gods work go so unnoticed? I don’t understand why it’s not taken seriously by many and is brushed off as if it’s the past when many things still currently happen today in our personal life. How people don’t realize that spiritual warfare is very real and intense and we are all a part of it. Why do so many not realize what’s really going on God wants us to see? Why are so many so blind to the eye? I don’t understand why more people are not asking questions and seeking answers. Why so many are not working toward being with god… it feels sad to me
I feel done I don’t want to hear from him at all anymore. But I am scared every time I block him he might use another number to text me again I’m tired of circles. How do I deal with this bs? I already changed my number while ago not wanting to change again just tired now
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When I’m sad and lonely? Or just alone in general. Would be nice… someone message me and I will respond when I wake up later…
Honest question. And what is your experience with this relationship?
Even after everything my twin flame would argue with me and say we are meant to be as in a romantic relationship and he told me he felt that way but I never really felt that way toward him I wasn’t really attracted to him in a romantic way… is having a twin flame meant to be in a relationship for eternity and not with anyone else specifically? What is everyone’s opinion on why we have a twin flame? What is the real meaning and purpose even if they are no longer in our life and we want to live our own separate lives?
I don’t like talking to him because every time he talks to me he tells me his only interest is to be with me but he has his own issues with relationships himself etc etc and I continue to work on myself. We both are high potential and work hard on our inner self and such. But what I want to know more about is why we have this connection because I still don’t fully understand myself.
I had a dream of interacting with these two girls and they seemed genuine at first and later slipped probably on purpose saying this other girl who went to the bathroom they told me she’s so easy to manipulate and they’re basically using her like a pet. I felt bad but I didn’t say anything cause it was a dream but still I rather be careful in my dream and they were like a friend group of 3 girls. I was also in a friend group of 3 different girls and only one of them were fake and would gossip to these girls and i saw her do it before. I think this identifies my trust in other women or people idk.
I had a dream of interacting with these two girls and they seemed genuine at first and later slipped probably on purpose saying this other girl who went to the bathroom they told me she’s so easy to manipulate and they’re basically using her like a pet. I felt bad but I didn’t say anything cause it was a dream but still I rather be careful in my dream and they were like a friend group of 3 girls. I was also in a friend group of 3 different girls and only one of them were fake and would gossip to these girls and i saw her do it before. I think this identifies my trust in other women or people idk.
What does it mean when you feel someone else’s sadness and know when they cry being able to feel their pain and emotions? I have had these senses for a long time. I know it’s being an empath but I also question is this a way of knowing the Holy Spirit flows through me? And how god is able to feel everyone’s emotions and pain? Etc. I’m curious and wish to know how this works so I’m self aware this brings me closer to god, or if I have the Holy Spirit within me. Or anything that is showing me in different ways I am doing something right to align myself with God again.
Most days I feel okay but I have these moments where I feel dread inside I feel this left over lingering feeling especially after trauma I had gone through being attacked by an entity. I never saw what it looked like this happened a year ago and my soul was so nosey and want to see what was going on. And too late I was being chased to the bathroom at work by this thing and I was so overwhelmed and confused the only thing and way I can describe the feeling is “a touch of death” I thought I literally was going to die. I stayed at the mental hospital for an entire week because I needed to be away and needed time to process what happened to me it took me two whole weeks when I finally came back to work and I saw a silhouette of the same entity right behind me attached to someone I work with. Thankfully I no longer see them around town at all I think they got arrested for drugs or something idk. But they never really made good choices based off what I heard. I have days where I read the Bible and pray other days I go back to old habits of being distracted and play video games again. And it’s just difficult. Between going back to old habits and trying to go back to God again aligning my life to his will because I am so scared of going to hell when I die. I really don’t wanna be there especially after my horrid experiences of getting attacked this isn’t even the first time I’ve been attacked by such a thing in my life. I’m sad and I am depressed and it’s hard to stay consistent allowing god into my life every day. Sometimes I don’t know what to do and it’s just a stuck feeling almost as if I’m convinced it’s just gonna happen anyways and I won’t be saved after all this. Why is it so hard to be alive? I went through hell in my own real life for so long on and off. It’s such a horrible feeling…. I haven’t returned to Christianity until this year and this is what made me want to really go back to god and find peace but it’s just so hard because I have this trauma stuck on my soul and I learned a new form of trauma because of all that. I’m just sad and lonely sometimes and I don’t know what to do because I don’t have money to go anywhere I’m broke and working and I don’t have friends.
I had a dream that I had this friend who was also added to this group chat like I was I think my ex in my dream added me but he wasn’t responding in it. In the dream all these guys he was in a group chat with were being mean about me and saying horrible things or really nasty things and degrading me etc. I’m not sure why I had this dream. The friend I was with was defending me and being there for me and I was upset inside. One of the disturbing things in the dream near the end was one of the guys said they deserve to be posted a back shot in the GC. That’s so humiliating and degrading… I’m not sure what else happened.
I had a dream that I had this friend who was also added to this group chat like I was I think my ex in my dream added me but he wasn’t responding in it. In the dream all these guys he was in a group chat with were being mean about me and saying horrible things or really nasty things and degrading me etc. I’m not sure why I had this dream. The friend I was with was defending me and being there for me and I was upset inside. One of the disturbing things in the dream near the end was one of the guys said they deserve to be posted a back shot in the GC. That’s so humiliating and degrading… I’m not sure what else happened.
I feel like and act as if I don’t care for a while and then my feelings change later and I start to worry and care so much and I hate it I’m trying not to reach out to him how does anyone distract themselves to not bug someone anymore? I feel so bad and guilty I know it’s not all me but it’s hard to move on with this spiral and then the cycle all over again.