I'm not a bad player, but Gambit makes me feel like I am
Let me preface this, it's been a rough as hell week for me. My oldest got sick, my youngest has been up all night... so my form is nowhere near peak right now. I'm on a stupid quest to gain Lord for all the strategists, so when push comes to shove I'll be well versed in all healing roles for comp if they ban my mains (White Fox, CnD, Luna, Adam Warlock, Ultron are my top contenders). Gambit is next on my list and I am tryin so hard to learn him, to time the cleansing, to line up my ult to include everyone. My survivability is getting better, I'm dying less often... but holy shit I've had a battering these past 2 days alone. I'll win one qp, only to lose the next three, only to end up in a bot lobby and win that, only to rinse and repeat the entire thing.
I've considered cheesing it and going into 18 v 18 for the title, but Gambit is one of my favorite super heroes, he deserves the treatment of me learning and handling him properly. But with the current system it's neigh impossible. And it's really demoralizing to me. I logged out tonight not because I was tired and needed to sleep, but because I got tired of it. Out of the entire roster of strategists so far (CnD, WF, Ultron, Invis, Luna, Loki, Jeff, Rocket) that I've lorded or champed, Gambit is the one I'm struggling with the most. I'm sad, I know realistically I cannot expect to like and love and learn all of the heroes on the roster, but I'd like to at least learn instead of getting thrown into bot lobbies like "thanks for trying, have this participation trophy".
Also let me add on that a majority of my losses are due to dps going 12/12/0 or another healer pumping out 3k while I've got 10k+ going on. I could just be having bad luck and it may not even be a Gambit issue.