u/Competitive_Cup_4304

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I had this friend from my school bus because we lived in the same apartment. Sometimes I'd go to his house and play with him. His dad was also really kind to me.

Me, my friend and his dad used to play box cricket in this tiny room at their house. It was literally just us hitting a ball around in a small room but I used to enjoy the shit out of it.

My friend also knew how to use phones and play games way before I did. I wasn't really exposed to phones until 7th grade, while he already had games and everything. He had some cricket game, I think Real Cricket, and I used to sit there watching him play.

We'd be shouting like complete idiots:

“YEAHHHH SIX!”

“FOURRR!”

“WIDEEE!”

“OUTTT!”

One day while we were waiting for the school bus, he told me he wanted to show me something.

I asked him what, but he wouldn't tell me. He just said I should come to his house.

So one weekend I went over.

He took his dad's phone, opened the gallery and showed me two videos. One was a cartoon version and the other was a real one.

At first I had absolutely no fucking clue what I was looking at.

He played the cartoon one first, and because we obviously didn't want his parents to know what we were watching, we started pretending we were watching cricket. We'd randomly scream “SIX!” “FOUR!” and name random cricketers while watching it.

The woman in the cartoon was saying some stuff that made us laugh, and we were also kinda confused about what the hell we were watching.

Then he played the real one.

It started with a girl pleasuring herself.

Wtf? Where's her dick? That's what I thought

My friend apparently had the exact same question.

Then he came up with the most ridiculous explanation possible:

“Maybe she cut it off.” and when I asked why he said it looked pink and that's how things look when they're cut

And because I was an equally clueless kid, I actually believed him.

I remember thinking, “Damn, that must've hurt.”

Then a man came in and started doing sexual stuff with her. We genuinely thought he was doing it through her a**hole because we had absolutely no idea how any of this worked.She took that di*k in her mouth and then she was sitting on top of him and then later in front of him

And then, a few days later, I somehow learned that this was how babies were made.

I was even MORE confused.

I didn't know girls didn't have d*cks. I didn't know what a vagina was. I didn't even understand the difference between the vagina and the a**hole.

Years later, when I finally got my own phone and learned about anatomy properly.

It's fucking hilarious how we who knew absolutely nothing about sex were sitting there watching that shit and confidently creating their own explanations for what was happening.

And somehow that completely clueless childhood experience eventually led to me discovering p*rn properly years later.

And now I'm addicted to it and I'm not even trying to fix it😭

What a fucking character arc

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Ye mer galti bhi hosakti hai like as per ik pehle acap and ils honge uske baad jo bhi seats bachti hai use spot bolte hai right? Toh aadhe se jyada log Direct spot ke bare me baate kyun Kar rahe hain ?

Mostly im gonna withdraw my fees but my cousin there is saying me to atleast attend the freshers party. I didn't go to the college ever since it started. What do I do ? 😭😭😭😭

I made a mistake while uploading a document and have paid the fees what do I do ? Thadomal ILS form

They asked for escrutiny which I didn't do I had applied for physical verification. In the first place I didn't understand what they asked so gemini told me the steps and it told me to login and do print application form from cet site and upload it . The main problem is it doesn't have a verified stamp or something on it . I later realised it while filling the vesit acap form . So what do I do ?

They asked for escrutiny which I didn't do I had applied for physical verification. In the first place I didn't understand what they asked so gemini told me the steps and it told me to login and do print application form from cet site and upload it . The main problem is it doesn't have a verified stamp or something on it . I later realised it while filling the vesit acap form . So what do I do ?

I've got 94.57 percentile in cet and had applied for kj somaiya and was allotted the CE branch there . College started 2 weeks ago . I didn't get the scholarship so Ill have to pay freakin 25.54 lakhs for whole four years. I know three friends from my class ( they're rich ) so they posted stories about their events and it's giving me fomo like they have less percentile than me but still. I've been allotted sies aids and I'm continuously applying for betterment since cap2 . I'll have to try in acap or spot . ILS ke liye bethunga but fir fees bhi jyada hongi.

I'm scared and not risking 25.5 lakhs is cuz I'm not sure if I'll get a good roi of it . And if I want to do an mba later it'll put a financial burden on me . My mom is ready to pay that much but I'm still scared . After my father passed in April my mom and my brother are the only ones who earn .My brother ain't providin me shi (didn't even wish me on my birthday).My mom doesn't earn that high but earns enough that I can't get a need based scholarship