u/Flower_princess12345

I think its floral gourmand but curious to see what others would think. Copped velvet sugar and wrapped in vanilla from the sale. Currently still feining to go again. Any product recs is also welcome

Luteal phase hits hard lol (im coping). He kept having a nasty attitude the whole day and it was already pissing me off. We (his family and I) picked up his family friend and went to a Chinese place. They were telling us to order and I asked him what we should order and he kept on dismissing me and telling me off. I ended up ordering for myself and the server was being super rude the whole interaction. I had to repeat myself multiple times while getting stared down like I murdered her bloodline and she was talking in the NASTIEST anti-customer service tone and for some reason I just snapped. I stopped ordering and started to text my sister because I have no friend for emotional support lmao. I can sense myself tearing up and idk abt y’all but I’m an ugly crier so I didn’t want to cry in front of them so I just got up and left the restaurant. Eventually he went out and told me to come back in and his dad also came out and comforted me. I went to the restroom to wash up and his mom ended up coming in and hugging me. Nobody brought it up again. Also in the same day his dad walked in on me butt naked in his room. I am not sure if he saw though because I had the blanket covering half of me and a laptop on my lap at a certain angle. Very heightened emotion day. Before y’all come in and say thats just how Chinese restaurants are, that does not excuse the poor level of customer service they displayed.

Cookies and cream somi somi after the dinner

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I’ve never really been insecure about how I look. Never thought I breathtakingly beautiful but never see myself as below average either. Not to toot my own horns but I hold myself and my looks to a pretty decent regards. When I met him, it was him approaching me because he thought I was cute. So I’ve always held onto that thought to convince myself he thinks I’m attractive and that I’m his type. After we ended things (we still continued talking after), he started insulting me a lot more. I convince myself they’re just jokes. Because he can’t possibly actually not be attracted to me right. Our whole relationship started because he thought I was pretty. Plus I also get attention from other guys from my looks (even sexual attention). So how could the man that I’ve been with for months not actually find me attractive in a regular and a sexual way…right???? I was coping HEAVILY. Until I saw one of his chat to his female friend about me. This was during the time when we just ended and started talking again. I can’t lie, I was desperate for him back. I couldn’t take the fact that I’m just another girl to him. So we were talking pretty…freaky. And he ended up screenshotting all of that and sent it to her. Originally we were talking about meeting up for “closure” iykyk. He agreed to it. Then suddenly changed his mind completely. Turns out it was because of her convincing. One of the thing he said was, and I quote “God, I’ve passed your test. Now please send me an actual bad bitch”. Mind you I had no idea for a whole year. All the shit that was thrown on my name, true and false, I didn’t find out about it until half a year later. In my mind he was still a “good” guy, right person wrong time. I had no idea how much shit he threw at me behind my back. And when I found out about what he said, we had already been physically intimate. He was my first everything. So imagine how much it hurts. It just makes me question myself so much. Is he just using me??? Is he just settling for anything he can get???

Beef sauté with onions, soy sauce, oyster sauce, brown sugar, vinegar, garlic powder, onion powder topped with spring onions and cilantro and white pepper. Eaten with leftover rice.

This is literally so true for me as a Scorpio Venus lol but I’m having a hard time understanding why that is. Is it just another case of opposite attracts?