Today my cat died, and things got really bad afterward

I had a cat that I loved so much and took care of in our yard. My brother accidentally hit him with his car, and he died. He was my favorite cat, so I was already extremely upset.
Then my brother started making jokes about it and describing what happened to my cat. I couldn’t handle it anymore, so I got angry and said some things I shouldn’t have.
My mom was right there, but instead of trying to calm me down, she became physical with me. She knocked me to the floor and pulled my hair. I ended up with bruises, and my neck has been hurting since it happened.
Then my brother came over and said, “You’re not my sister anymore.” Honestly, that didn’t hurt me as much as it probably would have before. He crossed serious boundaries with me in the past( sexual harassment )including inappropriate behavior toward me, and I’ve already reached my limit with him.
I’m just exhausted. I lost my favorite cat today, my brother was making fun of me while I was grieving, and then my mom became physical with me because I got upset. I don’t even know what I’m supposed to feel right now.

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u/Humble_Pumpkin904 — 1 day ago

Am I the only one who feels that Alice is similar to me psychologically?

I don’t know when I started thinking about this, but whenever she spoke, I felt like she was talking about her own struggles with mental health just like me When she says things like, “I ruined everything” or “I messed everything up,” I can really relate to her, and it makes me love her even more I always feel like she talks about issues that I don’t hear many people talk about. She’s probably one of the most successful characters when it comes to shedding light on mental health issues. Not many games address these topics in such a meaningful way!

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u/Humble_Pumpkin904 — 5 days ago

Is Asperger's syndrome considered part of the autism spectrum?

I was diagnosed with Asperger’s syndrome when I was child Now that I’m older, I saw a psychiatrist who diagnosed me with OCD and said that I still meet the criteria for Asperger’s syndrome. Does that mean I’m considered autistic and neurodivergent?
The reason I’m asking is that my classmates conducted a survey, and one of the questions was, “Do you have a neurodivergent condition?” I found it difficult to answer with a simple “yes” or “no”

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u/Humble_Pumpkin904 — 15 days ago

I hate myself

I wish I could love myself but it's hard for me (I don't deserve that )Everything about me is bad. I'm a evil person who feels lonely I hate the way I look and I hate my personality even more

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u/Humble_Pumpkin904 — 17 days ago
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How should I study for the SAT?

I haven't started yet, and I'm afraid I won't get started because I'm busy and don't know what free resources are available for SAT prep and practice.

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u/Humble_Pumpkin904 — 26 days ago

I feel guilty about something I'm a victim of

I’ve been sexually harassed a lot since I was 4 years old, and to this day I’m still struggling with someone else (my uncle) Every time I feel sexual desire which is rare or a desire to be with someone, it makes me feel guilty and disgusted with myself, and I tell myself I don’t deserve to do this. And every time I get close to a child, I’m afraid to even touch them so I don’t feel like a molester. I remember one day I had a bad dream where I was trying to harassing a child (I was also very young, around 11 years old). When I woke up from the dream, all I wanted to do was kill myself because I’d allowed myself to dream about doing that. I’ve come to not know if I’m asexual, if I’m lying to myself, or both I just don’t know. Suicidal thoughts have started to fill my mind a lot. I’ve tried to kill myself many times, and many psychiatrists have tried have tried to help me, but to no avail

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u/Humble_Pumpkin904 — 1 month ago

I (17f)posted something on Reddit and regretted it because I was mean to my friend (18F) about the way I made a mistake

I don't know where the problem started but I was talking to my best friend I don't know why but she started talking relatively normally then suddenly became angry for no reason I posted this post : (I don't know how to explain my problem with her but she's a close friend of mine and I love her. She's always shown me how important I am to her, but sometimes she gets selfish or acts rudely, and she's always been quick to get angry. Despite that, I think she's affected me in a way I can't quite explain it's become hard for me to form social relationships, and I've started to think that other people might have the same problem as her.

She's also always hurting my feelings in ways like today—she was explaining some things to me in a rude way. I don't know, but what shocked me was that she actually believed what some people around me were saying (that there are people in my school environment who dislike me in a subtle way). Anyway, she rudely accused me of something I've never done and don't...) I even remember doing it Even when I told her I hadn't done it, she simply said that she believed and trusted this person, so I just accepted what she said.

Tbh this hurt me deeply and has always embarrassed me. She's treated me badly a lot of the time, but right now I feel a pang of guilt because she's my close friend—how can I just walk away from her so easily? )I don't know, but by chance she saw the post and knew I had shared it, but I don't know why she's been distancing herself from me. Today I think she's trying to avoid me, but I don't know what to do. I apologized to her and tried to explain my point of view, that I didn't mean what I said, and that I was just venting and i fucked up with her somewhat

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u/Humble_Pumpkin904 — 1 month ago
▲ 3 r/Advice

I (17f)posted something on Reddit and regretted it because I was mean to my friend (18F) about the way I made a mistake

I don't know where the problem started but I was talking to my best friend I don't know why but she started talking relatively normally then suddenly became angry for no reason I posted this post : (I don't know how to explain my problem with her but she's a close friend of mine and I love her. She's always shown me how important I am to her, but sometimes she gets selfish or acts rudely, and she's always been quick to get angry. Despite that, I think she's affected me in a way I can't quite explain it's become hard for me to form social relationships, and I've started to think that other people might have the same problem as her.

She's also always hurting my feelings in ways like today—she was explaining some things to me in a rude way. I don't know, but what shocked me was that she actually believed what some people around me were saying (that there are people in my school environment who dislike me in a subtle way). Anyway, she rudely accused me of something I've never done and don't...) I even remember doing it Even when I told her I hadn't done it, she simply said that she believed and trusted this person, so I just accepted what she said.

Tbh this hurt me deeply and has always embarrassed me. She's treated me badly a lot of the time, but right now I feel a pang of guilt because she's my close friend—how can I just walk away from her so easily? )I don't know, but by chance she saw the post and knew I had shared it, but I don't know why she's been distancing herself from me. Today I think she's trying to avoid me, but I don't know what to do. I apologized to her and tried to explain my point of view, that I didn't mean what I said, and that I was just venting and i fucked up with her somewhat

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u/Humble_Pumpkin904 — 1 month ago

I posted something on Reddit and regretted it because I was mean to my friend about the way I made a mistake

I don't know where the problem started but I was talking to my best friend I don't know why but she started talking relatively normally then suddenly became angry for no reason I posted this post : (I don't know how to explain my problem with her but she's a close friend of mine and I love her. She's always shown me how important I am to her, but sometimes she gets selfish or acts rudely, and she's always been quick to get angry. Despite that, I think she's affected me in a way I can't quite explain it's become hard for me to form social relationships, and I've started to think that other people might have the same problem as her.

She's also always hurting my feelings in ways like today—she was explaining some things to me in a rude way. I don't know, but what shocked me was that she actually believed what some people around me were saying (that there are people in my school environment who dislike me in a subtle way). Anyway, she rudely accused me of something I've never done and don't...) I even remember doing it Even when I told her I hadn't done it, she simply said that she believed and trusted this person, so I just accepted what she said.

Tbh this hurt me deeply and has always embarrassed me. She's treated me badly a lot of the time, but right now I feel a pang of guilt because she's my close friend how can I just walk away from her so easily? )I don't know, but by chance she saw the post and knew I had shared it, but I don't know why she's been distancing herself from me. Today I think she's trying to avoid me, but I don't know what to do. I apologized to her and tried to explain my point of view, that I didn't mean what I said, and that I was just venting and i fucked up with her somewhat

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u/Humble_Pumpkin904 — 2 months ago

Is there a romantic relationship between Nana and Hachi or are they just close friends?

the kissing scene between them I don't think that explains whether their relationship was a friendship or not It became clear to me that Nana really likes Hachi but Hachi was a straight girl However whenever she gets involved with a guy, it becomes very obvious how unconvinced she is of them unlike when she's with Nana? But when I watched the live action version it turned out to be exactly the opposite

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u/Humble_Pumpkin904 — 2 months ago

After I was diagnosed and examined, the doctor told me that if my health didn't improve, my risk of death would be high because of my eating disorder

I suffer from bulimia (and sometimes anorexia). but this has caused me serious symptoms and immune system problems. I wasn’t studying well, and even when I went to school, I would faint, so I was forced to stay in the hospital sometimes for days because of my very poor immune system. Even when those around me encouraged me to stop, I didn’t care, and now that the deadline has passed, I’m in a state where I don’t know if I’ll live or die, and this has caused my panic attacks to increase. Honestly, I really regret it, and I wish there had been someone to tell me that no one would judge me based on my body or my appearance, and that my weight isn’t a measure of beauty.

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u/Humble_Pumpkin904 — 2 months ago
▲ 20 r/zoology

I sooo confused because I love zoology

I’ve really loved animals, and I’d really like to major in something at college related to what I love. I see the selflessness in the animals around me, and I truly love them. But unfortunately, everyone around me is discouraging me from doing this, even though I really love zoology. I’d like to ask someone with experience who has studied this: should I pursue a different college major while still keeping my love for animals (like taking courses in zoology), or should I study it as a major?

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u/Humble_Pumpkin904 — 2 months ago
▲ 2 r/OCD

How can I focus on my studies?

I’ve noticed that whenever I start studying, my mind wanders i start daydreaming or thinking about other things I need to do. But right now, I really need to study in depth, yet my mind is preventing me from doing so. I’m really distracted, and I’m truly tired of doing the same things over and over again, to no avail and with no benefit. I’ve gone to mental health specialists , but unfortunately, none of them have been able to help. I really need time because I have an important exam in six days, and I still haven’t finished studying

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u/Humble_Pumpkin904 — 3 months ago

I've become unhealthily attached to my cats

I don't know when this started, but my cats were my only reasons for living. I staked my life all my dreams and ambitions on them. I know it sounds a bit funny, but I don't know if it's because I have OCD or not, but the thought of them dying fills me with panic and intense fear. They're six years old now and they've been with me for a long time I've started to develop a fear of illness. I won't lie I've started spending a lot of money out of fear for their lives because if anything happens to them, my life will be over (the idea of ​​ending everything is growing stronger). I really need advice.

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u/Humble_Pumpkin904 — 3 months ago