u/Humble_Pumpkin904

I don't know when this started, but my cats were my only reasons for living. I staked my life all my dreams and ambitions on them. I know it sounds a bit funny, but I don't know if it's because I have OCD or not, but the thought of them dying fills me with panic and intense fear. They're six years old now and they've been with me for a long time I've started to develop a fear of illness. I won't lie I've started spending a lot of money out of fear for their lives because if anything happens to them, my life will be over (the idea of ​​ending everything is growing stronger). I really need advice.