u/IFeeLikeMoreTonight

I've asked something similar long ago. I'm a 36 years old virgin man, i have nothing in my life worth telling. I don't like animals or having hobbies besides gaming and even that is decreasing but i wish i could feel being desired or wanted once.

How do i fight this feeling of feeling so alone and touch neglected? Feels genuinely cold

Obviously aimed towards the ones who haven't dated. People say hobbies but I'll never get that, hobbies can't hug me, fuck me or make me desired, basically they won't give me that sensation of being "enjoyed"

Same goes with pets.

Seriously, the only reason i don't kill myself is because I'm too coward and if for whatever reason ghost and stuff actually exist i don't wanna see my siblings suffering due their older 36 years old brother ending himself.

But i just don't see any purpose of my life.

It sucks but it seems that's the end of it for guys like me. I have no romantic or sexual experiences.

Or better yet, mostly indifferent? I'm very mediocre at everything except my "ability" of knowing English (which has 0 use in my life) and i don't consider myself a good person, I'm not awful either. But i don't know how to live in any other way. This world has killed my empathy and the extreme loneliness had made me just jaded and blunt according to my mother. I'm 36 years old.

I'll die alone and without kids or my own family due the way i am. But i wish i could find peace inside me. I can only feel... coldness and indifference.

I have almost no empathy and my life is just really mediocre, i don't remember the last time i had a very happy moment, buying stuff that i like doesn't give me that anymore and I'm still a virgin in my late 30s so sex or a relationships are not coming in my life to make me feel better.

I really don't know. And no i don't believe in being grateful of being alive or not being under a bridge. That's not going to work.

I destroyed the crap elite 2 controller, those things aren't worth the money, the controller that came with the series x lasted more. Any alternatives?

I'm not asking for a dating advice since i know they won't work on me. I'm just extremely bitter and frustrated. Sometimes i feel like there's an hole in my chest. I'm 36 years old and every year that passes it gets worse and no hobby or porn can replace dating so i don't see how that would "help" me.

At least I'm less suicidal thinking these last years, but thats more of me being tired. I live with my family since we're low income immigrants in Europe, unless i get with someone there's no point of leaving plus i barely work. I've seen people doing worse with gfs so that makes me feel even worse.

I just wanna stop feeling anything.

I'm 36 and I've never dated in my life. It sucks

Like... there's has to be a way right? I've got nothing worth mentioning on my life (barely working a job i hate, virgin, living with my family... etc) and i spent already (i hope) half of my life in this earth.

The problem is that i still feeling sad and miserable half of the time, so no. Being grateful or trying to be my best isn't going to help, I'm just not wired like that. I can't fake myself and i have no grit or desire...

Also unfortunately I'm against drugs and medicines. I don't have the money anyways.

Here's mine.

In re2 remake i was jogging away from X in the library, he was on the second floor near the ladder and i was right below that, i didn't knew it was possible but he jumped down from the top of the ladder and goomba stomped me basically lol

Ho 36 anni e non ho avuto nessun tipo di rapporto sentimentale o sessuale con nessuno, a questo punto penso che sia finita per me. E il futuro nel quale sarò VERAMENTE da solo, senza genitori e senza figli mi fa paura ogni volta che ci penso. A voi non fa un po di paura un futuro così? (Se siete in condizioni simili alla mia).

I'm talking about romantic love and affection. How to just not feel the need of what i can't have? Btw hobbies and stuff doesn't help. Sometimes that makes me feel even more alone.

I wish i could ever experience that...

Le previsioni della settimana scorsa mandavano un calo di temperature per questa settimana che comincia... e niente, nuova onda di caldo anche per questa settimana...

Ugh

Al momento mi vengono in mente Baby one more time di Britney e Un break my heart di Toni Braxton...

Non sono uno che ascolta molte canzoni romantiche o a temi simili.

For me it gets the bronze, 3rd place. Well made game and the map does the heavy lifting making it memorable enough. But i wish the festival wouldn't feel so shallow and PG/ kids friendly. Horizon 1 gets the silver and the Gold goes to Horizon 2.

Horizon 2 vibes are unmatched to this day.