Help me figuring out my type?
I consider myself either LFEV or LEFV but what do you think? Everytime when I try to type myself I come to the conclusion that it’s like I don’t even know myself that much to be able to figure it out.
Logic: I almost always try to form my own opinion. Internal monologues. Sometimes I create difficulties for myself by refusing looking for explanations — for example, I tried to learn to solve a Rubik’s cube and to play chess, but I rejected guides and tactic manuals because I feel I must discover the logic behind them myself. However, sometimes I’m too lazy or lack the knowledge to dive deep, so I may adopt a superficial position just to fill the uncertainty. I like philosophy, but I read books about different concepts only to close gaps in my own worldview. I’m not inclined to enter heated debates — the situation itself makes me tense because you need to think quickly about how to respond, and unfortunately I can’t always do that. Still, in a more relaxed setting I enjoy good arguing; but the opponent’s position doesn’t interest me much except as a tool to fill gaps in my own stance. In general, I’m pretty relaxed when tell my opinion on different things.
Physics: I’d say I’m fairly relaxed in this area. I like discussing purchases and their advantages. I prefer practical accessories and loose clothing. I combine earthiness with pensiveness (I do daydream). My material situation matters to me (I’m afraid of living in poverty). I’m lazy and find it hard to keep my room tidy and stay in shape. I notice whether I like certain sensations or not. I’m not always confident about my appearance; I often check myself in the mirror to see how I change during the day and can spend half an hour changing hairstyles until I find one that fits me perfectly. That said, I wouldn’t say others’ opinions worry me — sometimes I do dress poorly, but that’s because I chose not to focus on my outfit. Sometimes I’m pretty comfortable with looking “unstylish”. If someone criticizes my “stylish” look, I tend to trust my own judgment but still can change small details. Bad with money, I try to spend money thoughtfully, but I sometimes find it hard to resist small purchases like snacks, inexpensive accessories, and other small items.
Emotions: I track my emotions and generally understand where they come from and what causes them. In conflicts I tend to hold them back, paying more attention to assessing the conflict and resolving it properly. I’m afraid of losing control over my emotions because I’m quick-tempered (cursing every person or situation that caused me micro aggression), and that would mean losing control over the situation. I feel insecure when asked about my feelings, and I’m also not very interested in hearing about other people’s emotions. However, I often take on the role of a psychologist and I’m interested in listening about a person’s motives — how they think and what guides them. Especially from the person that I’m really interested in.
Volition: I have little idea what I want to do or in which field I could develop my potential. I don’t know what kind of person I am or what set of qualities I have. I can’t say I have firm principles, because I either forget them over time, or I’m too lazy to follow them, or they stop mattering to me. I easily give the leadership role to whoever wants it, but I try to express my own desires as well as logical observations and remarks. However, when I meet someone equally lacking in drive, I usually take the reins of leadership. I wouldn't say I become a leader — I just behave more actively and am more likely to make the final decision based on the group's general wishes.