Restarted another attempt to stop drinking. I think this was the worst withdrawals I ever experienced. I finally have been able to eat my first solid piece of food in 3 days, and yesterday I noticed blood in my vomit but today I can actually function without wanting to die.
I seen a post from some guy (I think) saying they have a thing for lesbian looking women. I have also seen posts asking how to look more lesbian.
I’ve heard this before but honestly, it’s never fully clicked in my brain. Maybe it’s the autism, maybe I’m just a dumbass. How do I know if I look like a lesbian? (Not serious) 🙂↕️ I know some people claim they can tell, but I don’t believe you. Prove me wrong. I honestly think I need someone to hold my hand and explain this concept to me like I’m 5.
Is it because I’m getting old and now recognize most of the patterns?
I feel like I can read how people, situations, etc are going to be before even experiencing it. I give it a chance anyway hoping I’m wrong but I’m always right 😭
Where do they go?
Idk why but it bothers me I can’t use my own descriptor 💀
She can just turn off her hearing aide and not have to listen to anything anymore. Seems like a super power to me.
I have horrible vision beyond what glasses can correct. I can’t even get contacts for my prescription. I already started developing cataracts before 30. When I take off my glasses the world is a smudge. It comes in handy with my autistic brain. Whenever I’ve seen enough, I can just take off my glasses. If I could turn off my hearing too, I would be unstoppable.
I like coffee as a side character as opposed to the main flavor. So whenever I make coffee I steep a couple of black tea bags in it, so then the flavor is more enjoyable. I recommend you all try this if you haven’t. Also, you get double caffeine because of the tea.
I seen a post of a 28 year old woman with some forehead fine lines and some mf said she looked 50 💀 I noticed when someone looks slightly older than their age, people get all dramatic and go 20+ years. I also think the obsession with looking younger is rather cringe as a whole. Most of the time people look their actual age. Even so, looking 30 at 50 means nothing, you’re still going to die sooner anyway (in general).
I want to look for it and couldn’t find it. So I did a google search because I was paranoid that I did something to get myself banned (maybe I did, I can’t think of what though because I don’t really say controversial things because I don’t have the energy to argue with people). It says private but when I went to request I got an error 😡 let me in
I’m feeling doom and gloom, so I need to know there are lesbians out there that had a “happily ever after”.
I’ve recently started actively using Reddit, so excuse my ignorance.
To the invisible 2: show yourselves, you cowards.
I came across a group for late in life lesbians and it said for 30+. I feel so old rn, I turn 30 this year and didn’t realize I was late into my life 😭 (I’m assuming they mean in general, not just coming out because I did that as a teen). I thought it was going to be for like 60+.
I’m interested in hearing the opinions of other lesbians.
People call me weird, get mad at me, and then refuse to explain. So I’m not exactly sure “how” I’m weird. I’ll try my best to describe my personality.
I have a resting angry or confused face (depends who you ask but these are the ones I heard the most), I’m really into astronomy, video games, anime, large eclectic taste in music, proud non-reader of books, stoner, recovering alcoholic. I don’t really speak much unless spoken. I am from Russia but live in the USA, but I was considered weird back there too. I can talk a lot, like non-stop once you get me started and then people call me annoying.
Not to sound too full of myself, but I have this conspiracy theory it’s because I’m autistic but pretty. They expect one thing and get the complete opposite. I’ve got the comment a lot that I’m not what people expected when they first saw me. I can send pics privately but I don’t feel comfortable
publicly because I’m paranoid someone I know irl might see this.
Please ask me any questions you deem necessary to gage my level of “weirdness”. Be blunt, let me know how to be more “normal”
My ex told me she liked weird girls, so I leaned into it. Now here I am, 6 years later and weirder than ever.
I also have a very blunt way of speaking, that may come off as rude or callous. I don’t mean it, I’m working on being more sensitive to other people’s emotions. I’ve made good progress.
I’m ngl it’s actually really nice to revert back to my true form- a lazy slob. Now unless I leave the house, I will just chill at home in my pajamas all day. No longer doing chores I think are pointless, like making the bed (I never did this until I moved in with her, I never understood why you should, you’re going to go back in it the same night). Maybe I’ll stay this way for the rest of my life.