u/Ok-Management-9298

It arived today, I'm soo happy

These are all just so cute and adorable, I want them sooooo badly :<

I feel like I'm just a failure while my siblings are the golden childs, they are succsessfull, have big friend group and are keep getting praised and loved by everyone and I have no one and I'm not good at anything and always got bullied :<

I'll probably be going to school again soon after a long time and I feel really scared, but it's a new one so i hopefully wont get bullied like how it was before

I'm also really sad and lonely and feel like that everyone hates me :<

I mainly feel like I'm pathetic because of my style and my Hobbys and things I like and also because I age regress, I like to dress in cutecore, kawaii and jojifuko clothes, it makes me really happy but they look bad at me and people stare and I still need to Upgrade my entire waredrobe in that style, and I like lego and jurassic world and manga and anime and splatoon and I also like to collect anime figures and Lego and jurassic world merch and plushies and other cute things

I also feel bad because I have autism and mutism and a anxiety disorder and skin desease, and many people tell me that I'm worse then a 6 year old and that I'm too childish, I just want to do what I enjoy :<

I also feel like that I'm ugly and Invalid to wear the styles I like and like the things I enjoy, and that i'll never be a real girl :<

But I finally have a consultation appointment for the first surgery i'll hopefully be getting :3 but it's still almost 2 months away

My room is a mess currently because i try to make it more cutecore >~< but I wanna make more outfit posts once it's more orginized and I also got more that I'm still waiting for to arive :3

I'm so excited to finally be able to see jane live, especially since I didn't manage to get a Ticket when she was in cologne last year

I will probably always look like a boy and ugly because I started to late and comments/insults like this are always pushing me over the edge, and its making everything even harder then it already is. I dont know what to do and ive been crying so much recendly. I'm also currently getting gatekeept of getting surgeries any time soon

I love the kawaii/cutecore style and aestehtic, and I want to know what I could do for make up or with my hair and what other clothes could maybe suit me

https://pin.it/2QjwqRdQE

I want to be a pretty adorable kawaii cute anime girly girl forever, pretty pweaseeee