u/PheonixGalaxy

No i’m not trolling, it was honestly really good. Like the watermelons sweetness complemented the spice. I never slept so good before. I ordered KFC and my roommate just happened to have brought some watermelon and offered me some. I may be an atheist but who am i to deny my sign from god, I knew what must be done.

We need to stop stereotyping food because i missed out on a fire combination for years. My only regret is not adding Kool-aid.

I now know why eve ate the forbidden apple, as to live without knowledge is the same as to not live at all.

Taking bites between the chicken and the watermelon back and forth like newton cradle, for i could not stop what was already in motion.

My ignorance has blinded me, it’s the first time in my life i knew what it truly meant to be lost in a meal.

I was in a maze in my own mind that only my tongue knew the way out.

hatred for disrespecting my bloodline but love for the nourishment that went through body, it was a sick yin and yang.

I wept as I ate, to this day I don’t know if it was the heat of my meal or the blow to my pride.

At some point I closed my eyes but I could still see the meal perfectly. I didn’t want to see the sin my body was committing but still wanted to be loved by the beauty of it all.

I hear your triple wells but before you make a remark, know this. My actions were dictated by mere chance, not instinct.

Anyway I told the roommate, who was white. he said that was the last thing he expected me to do and why the fuck I was telling him of all people that.

As a cis dude trying to educate himself on trans men and women I was told to come here.

FYI, If I say anything stupid I promise I’m not being malicious. Hell, I used to get Trans Men and Trans Women backwards until i was corrected only a week ago.

I got a machine gun called sum like the lord of bullets before i managed to get it 😭🙏

Also how do i grab? I am pressing Y but it doesn’t do anything

Tried using a throwaway but i couldn’t so it is what it is.

Like the title said, tried to fix my transphobia for over a year and i gotten nothing but hate. I try to have love for all people but i can’t after what happened to me in the past I also get told because i’m cis to stay out of trans business.

How can I fix myself when i can’t even speak up about it without getting hate. It’s not like i go around spewing hate, i just go about it silently and try and fix it on my own like i always do. I’m not saying it’s right but it’s what i’m used to doing.

I started when i had a bully that was in the LGBT then it snowballed, despite this i have nobody to blame but myself. i don’t even blame him anymore, but i won’t deny it’s what started it. I ended up fixing it for the most part, it definitely took a while but the transphobia still lingers. I had no issue openly supporting the other parts of the LGBT, even before that.

I’m trying hard to be the type of man i want to be but i can’t if i can’t do something as simple as this.

I won’t/haven’t said anything disrespectful but i don’t expect sympathy towards me anymore. I wouldn’t put it past some people to just type an insult and scroll away.

Even though I REALLY Hate AI generated channels with a passion for multiple reasons I can’t get into, (not to confuse them with channels who just use a tiny bit of AI for workflow purposes) at least to some extent they try to make original content somewhat. It doesn’t hurt other channels, it’s just extremely low effort and spammy.

Reactions channels are a glorified reupload that steals money from the creator and it seriously hurts channels. While they are two sides of the same coin, one is doing way more damage.