basically the title, I have heard both are good, but some also trash cengage, but it's high no. of questions have helped me in other subjects? somebody who is familiar with both? suggest.
any senior from VNIT Nagpur Engineering physics branch? I have some queries.
so basically I signed up for badminton through the online website and now the subscription shows 'active', what do I do now?
also, what is the uniform? white t-shirt and black pant? and timing?
please help
FOR THOSE WHO DO NOT POSSESS THE READING COMPREHENSION FOR READING LONG POSTS, IN BREVITY- WE WILL NEVER BE CONSIDERED NORMAL.
I write this not out of frustration or anger, but my observations, ranting about homophobia will just be stating the obvious.
As an adolescent myself, I have accepted this fact, even if we ever will be accepted wholeheartedly by the constitution, it will all be on paper, society would still not accept us as 'normal'. From childhood I was a little feminine, for which I had heard every derogatory remark "c*kka, g*ndu, etc" and whatnot, and mind you not in a friendly or joking manner, the school which should have been my safe haven was a suffocating place for me.
How can I be angry on uncles and aunties, when the majority of people in our age bracket do not see us as actual humans, but defects, disease or jokes(I am not even talking about Instagram), outside of their jokes, we do not exist.
Just look at this space, it is so dead in comparison to other teenage spaces. I would consider ourselves a bit privileged, for we are at the least, accepting of our truth, in anonymity, individuals like us are growing alone, or even getting executed or even assaulted throughout our country, from villages to cities.
Whenever I would see typical nibba-nibbi relationships, besides the second hand embarrassment, their would be sadness and anger in me, there is no restriction on them, it is considered a goal in teen years, I would and now see teen boys my age discuss girl crushes, everything is so heteronormative, you do not get shamed for life for asking a girl out as a boy.
Every young influencer wether it be a fitness influencer, always flaunts their girlfriends, nobody has the courage, including you and I.
will we ever be considered normal? like a boy asking out another boy in school/college and it being treated as normal there, boy influencers talking about their boyfriends? I do not think so, at least, I will not be alive to see it.
Same-sex marriage is not even legalized here.
my stats: JA: 25K CRL, JM:98.8%ILE, BITSAT:256(WITHDRAWN,NOT ENOUGH MONEY), so most probably I will be taking an okay NIT, since my parents are very much against drop, should I even take a partial drop or work on my career from NIT? I might be a little delusional, but I do not want to give up on college life if partial drop fails, can anyone guide me please?
I was in practice of khayal long ago, I had learnt both Kafi and Bhimpalasi, till now I can feel no difference between the two ragas, both have the exact swaras as komal, what is the difference in their chalan?
I do not even know how I might put what I feel into words, for it transgresses my understanding, but let's see. Upon an objective analysis, I am much too young to be mature, so forgive my lack of it thereof.
Previously, against my wishes I fell for someone, it was agonizing must I say, a pain brought upon me by no one but myself. Fortunately, I have forgiven myself. I would like to claim that I have moved on from him, unlike before when my whole brain was being consumed in his thoughts, much has disappeared, but still a weird feeling lingers, I still sometimes miss him for some god forsaken reason.
I had been wounded in a lot of ways due to this shenanigan, but what I resent is the scars that have been left, when I started to move on, I realized how shallow he was, his world, goals and aspirations so small, his mind so narrow.
I will not go into specifics, we lived in the same town, but he lives quite far away from me.
Now the problem arises, when the love stricken fever subsided, I realized his flaws, how insignificant I was to him, I started hating everything about him, but that has led me to hate a whole demographic for some reason, people who talk like him, people of his creed and caste, a sort of pattern recognition, although I am not bigoted in any way.
However, if I someone of same body type or a look-alike, a weird tingling feeling appears, followed by disappointment(now is a good time to reveal that I had a fantasy that he would reach my location, seeking me out to show how much I mattered to him, but I woke up 😊).
That is the problem, much of my emotions I have handled them by channeling them into a singular binary emotion, but I can't seem to do it here, I cannot just get myself to blindly hate him.
Also, I want no feelings for him, that is what enrages me, why are they even coming? I want complete apathy towards him, a freedom.
sorry for the long ass post(writing this so people do not think this AI.)
I see many aspirants addicted to gooning, and they claim that it is "ruining" their prep(not question solving and giving mocks🤫), I think I have a workable solution.
Now, I will not be giving you a method of abstinence, i.e, a method to stop jerking, but a structured method. To understand the goal, we need to know the reason for this action, and the answer is simple PLEASURE, to omit repetition, I need not write the biological workings behind this.
NOTE: THIS DOES NOT WORK IF YOU CANNOT DO IT WITHOUT WATCHING P*RN
Unlike other addictions, like smoking, alcohol, this does not have a negative impact on the body(if done properly), so we are going to treat jerking like SWEET TREAT, yes, you heard me correctly, we are going to treat it like eating a snack on a diet.
Now, there are two ways about it.
IF YOU LIKE EDGING:
If you love edging, then this method works best, because the orgasm is heightened. Before you start a goal, stroke a little, like 10% to completion, then keep edging until the goal is complete.
For example, if I am starting a DPP of 40-50 questions, I am gonna stroke or edge a little every 5 question, and if I get a question wrong, I am not gonna stroke until I solve 5 more, and keep doing that until you can.
IF YOU DO NOT LIKE EDGING:
If this is the case, your goals need to be bigger, like if you studied for 2 productive hours or solved 100-120 questions, then only you can allow yourself to goon.
Now, the second one does not work as much as the first one, reason being purely hormonal and psychological.
IF YOU EDGE WHILE STUDYING, YOUR BRAIN IS CONSTANTLY RELEASING DOPAMINE, A FEEL GOOD CHEMICAL, OVER TIME, YOUR MIND WILL ASSOCIATE SOLVING QUESTION TO THE RELEASE OF DOPAMINE, THIS CAN HELP A LOT, IT CAN ALMOST MAKE YOU LOVE STUDYING.
WARNING: This method is kind of a double-edged sword, if not done properly, it can insanely backfire, so if before applying this, clear any doubt in the comment section, hope this helps.
guys, in the offer section they are making us change password, but I am confused, what is the old password? is it the one we used to log in for admit card and preference form? if so, why is it showing invalid when I do so? I have also used the password sent to us in mail but still showing invalid credentials? also what if someone forgets the old password?
what to enter in the old password section?
guys, in the offer section they are making us change password, but I am confused, what is the old password? is it the one we used to log in for admit card and preference form? if so, why is it showing invalid when I do so? I have also used the password sent to us in mail but still showing invalid credentials? also what if someone forgets the old password?
what to enter in the old password section?
I've recently been hearing a lot of ragas being played on the Surbahar, but I have noticed something interesting, Surbahar is more resonant and tuned at a lower scale, and when seasoned players ( Pt. Mita Nag, Ustad Irshad Khan, Ustad Vilayat Khan, etc) the instrument has a lot of bass, it is very resonant and low, you can almost touch the vibrations, but when new or inexperienced students try to play it(even some youtubers) their renditions sound like a weirdly tuned Sitar, why is it so? like the difference between a novice and a master could be understood on how they play the raga, but why does the instrument sound entirely different? am I just hearing it wrong?
So basically, I have a very good trainer bhaiya who does not push me beyond a sensible limit, he was showing me leg day, I did not know my legs had become so weak(I used to do taekwondo before,so my legs were pretty good), so that day he took me on the leg press machine, I could not even do more than 3 reps and I removed my legs without putting on the safety, he was there so I was not injured, it was more like a reflex that I removed my leg, he scolded me, it felt bad. After that he made me do another workout(idk the name) where you like sit on a chair and use your legs to lift a padded bar, my legs were literally shaking so bad, he was very disappointed in me for some reason(idk why), after that leg day life was hell for almost like a week, I could not get up without pain and could not even squat or even bend my knees without awful pain, pair that with a little fever and college counselling stuff, I had to miss almost like 10 days of gym, now it has been 2 days since I have been going again, I have not lost any strength, but tomorrow is leg day again and I am afraid of consulting him again for leg day, I can't seem to forget the awful week I had after leg day (I am a complete beginner), what should I do? should I show up tomorrow and be prepared for humiliation, pain and shame or skip?
So basically, I have a very good trainer bhaiya who does not push me beyond a sensible limit, he was showing me leg day, I did not know my legs had become so weak(I used to do taekwondo before,so my legs were pretty good), so that day he took me on the leg press machine, I could not even do more than 3 reps and I removed my legs without putting on the safety, he was there so I was not injured, it was more like a reflex that I removed my leg, he scolded me, it felt bad. After that he made me do another workout(idk the name) where you like sit on a chair and use your legs to lift a padded bar, my legs were literally shaking so bad, he was very disappointed in me for some reason(idk why), after that leg day life was hell for almost like a week, I could not get up without pain and could not even squat or even bend my knees without awful pain, pair that with a little fever and college counselling stuff, I had to miss almost like 10 days of gym, now it has been 2 days since I have been going again, I have not lost any strength, but tomorrow is leg day again and I am afraid of consulting him again for leg day, I can't seem to forget the awful week I had after leg day (I am a complete beginner), what should I do? should I show up tomorrow and be prepared for humiliation, pain and shame or skip?
INTRODUCTION:
Something which I never understood was the 'aggravated' hate towards trans or intersex people, emphasis on the 'aggravated'. If one were to objectively observe, the hatred faced by homo/bisexual people is nothing in comparison to what trans people face. Generally, LGB people face societal exclusion as a maxima for cruelty(leaving aside exceptions of course), but trans people are disowned by their families, r*ped and killed. I do not understand the countries obsession with gender, it is not hard to add some more in UID, but it takes a hell lot of time and effort to go out of the way to hate someone.
OBSERVATION:
Few lucky people who are immediately not thrown from their houses face such a harsh life, in school and college, everyone mocks their whole existence, disgusting jokes, exclusion and treat them like smelly trash, beside the mental harrasment, physical is also in abundance, they get beaten up(few make it out alive), get groped at private places and people act like it is their right.
Government's role and it's implication:
The Government here still does not recognize such identities(as is evident by the advent of the recent trans-bill), they have only included 'third gender' for a mere formality, which is quite repulsive. The government provides no protection to such folk, children, the basic decency and security is not even extended to them, which the cis citizens can avail.
Due to this, what happens that this particular demographic remains illiterate and has to resort to begging, sex-work, there is no value for their life.
MY QUERY:
Now I understand slurs, derisions and hate exist for anything that does not feel 'normal' to the general populace, but why is there excessive hate for trans individuals, from what I have seen, people do not even acknowledge their existence, no employment for them too, there is always a certain sense of discomfort which everyone develops around them, is there a historical reason for this hate? I am trying to find anything which may be a cause for their plight but I am no good in history.
I have not been able to make myself as clear as was my intention, if something in this post was not to your liking, please understand that it is my lack of knowledge on the subject, I request you to correct me.
I do not know if I am seeing a pattern, but the medical influencers are a bit weird, they always appear bigoted to me, is it to appease the larger homophobic diaspora? I do not know, even if they do not hold good views on us, keep it to yourselves.
I see doctors of foreign countries, they appear very neutral and provide no personal opinion in their medical advice, they also advertise sponsored products with much higher transparency than here?
I don't know, the medical influencers in our country appear very homophobic to me, can anyone confirm?
Not a great percentile or rank, but you can ask me what to do and what not to do.
Background:
So, I started jee prep from class 11th, with regular school, I was pretty unserious and almost had no guidance, in 12th I changed coaching and studied as much as I can, I gave 20 Adv mock tests and 50+ jee main mocks with revision.
Result:
JM:98.8x%ile
JA:257XX
BITSAT:252 marks
I am not satisfied with my results, however my parents are very adamant that I should take a NIT or a BITS.
The problem comes now is, I am not feeling confident for a drop year, I am feeling nothing, not even fear, but dropping is risky as result could worsen and I am not able to think I can do better than what I did.
Now, after a lot of argument, my father said that you should go for partial drop, but I want to enjoy college life and extracurriculars, I want the IIT tag, but my father is saying the tag does not matter in this time period, but I know it does, pls should I take a drop?
If more info is needed, I will provide it in the comments.
Background:
So, I started jee prep from class 11th, with regular school, I was pretty unserious and almost had no guidance, in 12th I changed coaching and studied as much as I can, I gave 20 Adv mock tests and 50+ jee main mocks with revision.
Result:
JM:98.8x%ile
JA:257XX
BITSAT:252 marks
I am not satisfied with my results, however my parents are very adamant that I should take a NIT or a BITS.
The problem comes now is, I am not feeling confident for a drop year, I am feeling nothing, not even fear, but dropping is risky as result could worsen and I am not able to think I can do better than what I did.
Now, after a lot of argument, my father said that you should go for partial drop, but I want to enjoy college life and extracurriculars, I want the IIT tag, but my father is saying the tag does not matter in this time period, but I know it does, pls should I take a drop?
If more info is needed, I will provide it in the comments.
