u/Zealousideal_Eye8277

I have to go back and undo complete so I can set it to skipped instead of complete, but I feel bad because it still gave me the rainbow stones for it.

It might just be my undiagnosed autism or something but I always feel like something clicks in my brain when I use an uncommon word correctly in a sentence, with the right context, etc. Its hard to explain but I always notice that feeling when using certain words. No I can't give an example unfortunately but it's a common feeling I have.

Sometimes I avoid even trying a new thing or hobby that I think I may like because I'm so scared that it will become boring to me eventually and therefore it's not worth the time, money, or effort. Its so disheartening.

And I would collect different Bandaids and other brands of bandages with fun prints on them and put them into a binder like Pokémon cards

Please don't remove this, I promise this is ADHD related because this is like the only way I can make my brain make dopamine sometimes. (I put celebrating success as the flair because at this time in my life, any happiness is a success for me.)

I am currently living somewhere where I almost always have to be quiet and people are always home. My living situation makes me so depressed but sometimes everyone leaves and I can finally sing. It makes me so happy, I feel flooded with dopamine which is a miracle for me because normally I am so depressed. It just feels so good to make noise and sing, and it makes me feel alive for once. Who else just absolutely loves singing when no one is home, and not caring how you sound because no one can hear you? 🥰🥰

Here are some of my favorite songs to sing:

- Bring Me To Life by Evanescence

- Toxic by Britney Spears

- Thinkin Bout You by Frank Ocean

- Misery Business by Paramore

- Even Flow by Pearl Jam

(31F) I have chronic post nasal drip that is always exacerbated by GERD, causing me a lot of discomfort where I feel like I'm constantly slightly choking on my own mucus in the back of my throat. A lot of the time, in order to push the mucus down (because its too far back to cough up) I have to make a throat clearing sound that is kind of like a honk noise. Its really embarrassing but I can't properly clear my throat unless I make this sound sometimes. The worst part is, people in my life (such as loved ones, not strangers) will be like "can you not make that sound, its gross." And I'm not trying to gross people out but am I supposed to just sit in discomfort so they don't hear me clear my throat?! 🙄 this is so frustrating and embarrassing.