u/asker1149

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A. Kazandığım vakıf ünide yatılı ve burslu okumak. Yurdu henüz görmedim ama tek kişiliklermiş ve aylık cebime harcamak için okul bursu + aile harçlığı 28-35K lira giricek. Yani finansal özgürlük. Ama okul Ankara'da. Ailem de Ankara'da daha kötüsü.

B. Berlin'de şartlı kabul için dil eğitimi ama masraflar çok çok artıyor. Almancamı geliştirene kadar iş falan bulmayı da deneyemem biraz daha rahatlatmak için. Ama Berlin'de ve kazandığım TR üniversitesi nedeniyle Almanya'da sonraki sene çok daha iyi erlere başvurabilirim. BERLİNDE. Berlinde 1 aylık dil eğitiminden döndüm kısa zaman önce ve ben bu şehirde yaşamayı çok istiyorum. Ama çook masraflı. Ama ben bir daha genç olmicam.

Yani karar vermek beni çok zorluyor. Siz ne yapardınız. Ya finansal özgürlük (dediğim gibi Almancamı geliştirene kadar işe falan girmeyi denemem bile yani aileme bağlı olmak zorundayım)ya da bölge olarak özgürlük.

Bilmediğim bir şey mi var yeni bi ülkücü akımı falan mı av

Kardeşim üniversiteyi kazandı. Önümüzdeki hafta boyunca hazır Ankara'da iken (farklı bir yerde okuyorum) elinde kalan kitapları dağıtmaya karar verdim. Kendisi dinleniyor o yüzden ben ilgilenicem. Çoğu EA ama Sayısallar için çok fazla matematik kitabı var boş veya az çözülmüş. DM gelin branş söyleyin elimde ne var söyleyim anlaşıp buluşuruz. Ayrıca kendim de 2 sene önce derece yaptım tavsiye falan verebilirim. Benimki sayısal.

If someone who has no luck wih IRL friendship uses it as a replacement. Like an accesibility thing for soemone who is too socially inept to have friends? And treat Ai bot as a friend and grow closer like a friend would rather than some all knowing being?

If y'all watched GoT, you'd know the quote "Never forget what you are. The rest of the world will not. Wear it like armor, and it can never be used to hurt you."

We are all ex-muslims. We know that. But at the same time, most of us come from ethinicities (Turk, Arab, Persian, Kurdish, North African, Bosnian, Albanian etc etc) which are associated with Islam whether we like it or not. And racists wont care about your real religion. So don't let them use it against you or your own pride. Dont let them think of yourself as lower than them because of this. Dont let people insult your race, something you can't change, with the pretty mask of insulting your other oppressor.

When they mean Muslims, most of the time they mean you too. Atheist Jews got killed in the holocaust too. Christian Syrians and Lebanese got attacked too.

Especially with echoes and such. That animal barks like thunder. It literally SOUNDS like a dog chasing you especially if you can't see it. Some of us are horrified of dogs. Its not a human nor a baby human. If people get to complain about crying babies I can say I'm scared of barking dogs. That giant thing barks like Im his next meal omfg I can't calm down wth

So this place seems to be mostly for corporate jobs and stuff (which is, no offense, my personal hell) but I will shoot my shot anyway

I basically took this summer to decide which country I wanted to study University in and have been a tourist in Germany for a while. So I like it here and I'll study here, probably. After I go back to my country for true vacation and get paperwork done.

I have a lot of financial support from my parents but yk, just in case, how is it going for part tine stuff?

I have little experience as a barista and a lot of Mixology knowledge so I always thought I could work part time as a Barista or Bartender wherever I go if I needed more money. Is anyone here looking for a job or have landed a job in those areas recently? I would love to hear from you. Thanks ☺️☺️☺️

"Oooh but there are free stuff" and its all shit. Don't lie that it isn't bcs we all know the truth. Just assholes who volunteer to feel good about THEMSELVES. I'm just a college student, I have a certain income. We talk to each other about our issues and your immediate first idea is "get a theraphist" when I can barely afford once a week luxuries or travel is insane. "maybe you should cut alcohol" and what is the cheaper and more effective option again?

I mean yeah I'm smart enough to understand theraphy is the thing I need but like, there is this man or woman, who is a human, with their thought and all kinds of stuff about me in their minds, and Im supposed to like, honestly talk to them? To a human? God knows what will be going on in their minds, and its not exactly like I'm very proud of my mind or anything about me. Like proud enough to just go tell about it to someone.

More detail, I'm a compulsive liar. I just lie when I feel insecure. Kinda out of my control. And embarassed when the focus is on me. Like, when the conversation is about me.

How can I even make it work? My best idea is getting wine drunk beforehand since it helps lie less 😅

I plan come at 10 o clock and study till the place closes at 2. Order desert and coffe every once in a while. This place closes at 2am and I desperately need a 3rd place to study that isnt my stupid student apartment 😅 (I'm not a resident of Germany, I just take German classes here for a month)

I always did this in my home country when libraries felt like too much. But I clearly know this country is wastly different from mine culturally.

Thanks

Vodkanın uyku getirmesi normal mi? Don birkaç gcedir böyle bir sorunum var

dışarı çıkacaktım falan da aşırı uykum geldi ben normalde bu saatte düşmezdim

that is my complaint. How the hell can people afford things man

Hiii! so I'm taking German classes here and wonder if there are any 24-7 places where studying is possible. Like libraries overnight. I have a Deutcheticket and Dott so transport isnt a problem