u/autismtea

I have been trying but indont know if I'm doing it right. I feel my best when I'm in clothes I like tho.

It is NOT the solution to everything and it will NOT fix all of the world's problems. Saying this as a person who has been in therapy all their life and with different therapists. Therapy is a luck thing. You get fortunate if you find someone who actually helps you in your precise area and price range. Luck.

Shit is tiring every single day and on top of that, if you don't want it to be tiring you have to work. When you work shit is still draining. Inhabitant had a good day. A good single good day in years and Im so over this shit. I either want the world to stop for 5 fucking seconds so I can catch up or suicide so I don't have to deal with this shit any longer.

Ontop of that I have nothing. No family that's mentally here for me. No friends. At least real ones. No hope. Im not even pretty enough to find a boy/girl friend. Im suck if this shit.

I want to start this off by saying I'm black. A teenage black girl. She said my style gives asian, old homeless style. Not what I was going for duh but it hurts. She even tried to say I used to dress nicely when I was 14-15. But that wasn't who I am. I hated who I was and how I looked. She's insane but I'm not worried about her. It just made me feel less confident about myself. If your trying to understand the style. I can't put pictures here but it's sorta like a cozy autumn style clothing. With turtle necks and stuff. If you search it on Pinterest its pretty much my style.

She also said I'm having an identity crisis.

Studying for exams and crying because I don't understand anything. I don't know much. Why can't I just read? Cook? Bake? If I fail this exam will I fail in life? I can't keep doing this. I want to chill and bathe in the sun. Is life only meant for suffering?

Christ y'all I'm not spoiled I know I have to work.

Studying for exams and crying because I don't understand anything. I don't know much. Why can't I just read? Cook? Bake? If I fail this exam will I fail in life? I can't keep doing this. I want to chill and bathe in the sun. Is life only meant for suffering?

I want a sweet one but not to sweet. Under $30 please. Tasty one.

I need help. Alot. Reading and english i can handle but math and science? I am fully prepared to fail. Also im not doing good mentally. How do you memorize and study when your mental is shit? I have 56 days until i take it and i dont even know what to study for science. Im failing the practice test on math.

I need help. Alot. Reading and english i can handle but math and science? I am fully prepared to fail. Also im not doing good mentally. How do you memorize and study when your mental is shit?

no judgement! genuine question. why dont you go to humans instead? remember : no judgement !!

may I add it would be awesome if a human answered it , as best as you can. imagine not judging seriously!

Its like everyone is always and constantly in a bad mood. You ask for advice they get upset.

In r/nostupidquestions they get upset if you ask a stupid question???!

In r/mentalhealth they do not give one fuck about your mental health they will bully you for whatever you are saying

Even in the advice one they will NOT give advice. Why the hell are yall so damn rude. People claim its being blunt or truthful or honest. You can be all that and not a dick.

ALSO STALKISH

People live to stalk people its weird

Don’t want him. Just want to be loved. And now it doesn’t even feel like my friend anymore. Like shes always otp with him and talking about him. Its like not even her own person anymore but also I’m insecure because she probably got loved by being skinny.

Me and her have been close for a while, and before I continue this story may I add, none of this is on her, all of this is on me and im not sure what to dow itht he friendship anymore.

We have been close and we know everything about each other. but recently she got a boyfriend, she's always otp with me and him and hes nice, chill. but the problem is hes cute. no I dont want him shh but he treats her well, and they are happy together. what did she do to deserve that? ever since I saw them tg and seen how happy they are I realized I might not ever have that... does she have that. because she's skinny? quiet? will I ever get that until im my goal weight and not known my horrendous past.

she's the only friend I have. literally only. im not sure how to find other IRL friends.

it feels like she changed. like she respects herself more, takes care of herself, and maybe if I did that I would too be loved.

I dont want to be friends with her anymore because I have to figure out this emotional problem within myself, im also noticing im distant and uncomfortable with her. how do I fix this ?

Me and her have been close for a while, and before I continue this story may I add, none of this is on her, all of this is on me and im not sure what to dow itht he friendship anymore.

We have been close and we know everything about each other. but recently she got a boyfriend, she's always otp with me and him and hes nice, chill. but the problem is hes cute. no I dont want him shh but he treats her well, and they are happy together. what did she do to deserve that? ever since I saw them tg and seen how happy they are I realized I might not ever have that... does she have that. because she's skinny? quiet? will I ever get that until im my goal weight and not known my horrendous past.

she's the only friend I have. literally only. im not sure how to find other IRL friends.

it feels like she changed. like she respects herself more, takes care of herself, and maybe if I did that I would too be loved.

I dont want to be friends with her anymore because I have to figure out this emotional problem within myself, im also noticing im distant and uncomfortable with her. how do I fix this ?

Me and her have been close for a while, and before I continue this story may I add, none of this is on her, all of this is on me and im not sure what to dow itht he friendship anymore.

We have been close and we know everything about each other. but recently she got a boyfriend, she's always otp with me and him and hes nice, chill. but the problem is hes cute. no I dont want him shh but he treats her well, and they are happy together. what did she do to deserve that? ever since I saw them tg and seen how happy they are I realized I might not ever have that... does she have that. because she's skinny? quiet? will I ever get that until im my goal weight and not known my horrendous past.

she's the only friend I have. literally only. im not sure how to find other IRL friends.

it feels like she changed. like she respects herself more, takes care of herself, and maybe if I did that I would too be loved.

I dont want to be friends with her anymore because I have to figure out this emotional problem within myself, im also noticing im distant and uncomfortable with her. how do I fix this ?

I have big thighs so they rub against eachother and cause discoloration. Also im black. So this question is more so for dark girls. Especially the girls who does content.

+ before you say “love yourself” im doing this for myself. This is what i want. This is what i like.