I have severe anxiety and love rollercoasters and thrill rides. I feel like a walking contradiction lol
I find it’s really hard to explain that I have panic disorder, OCD and generalised anxiety disorder and still adore theme parks. They feel like my safe space.
I freak out on trains or in public places, but being on a ride strips all of that away and i feel a huge weight lifted off my chest.
I hate queuing more than I do the rides, not because i’m nervous to ride but because i get claustrophobic.
This is just a bit of a vent because I don’t know how normal this is and people often don’t understand it, I’m hoping that at least some people can relate lol. My best friend calls me a mystery 💀
I think maybe the fact i’ve been riding them since i was 5 fairly regularly may play a part?