u/freakbob_mattt

i say: will give randomly give you a green marker or a purple marker. if you get the green marker you HAVE TO drawing a heart, if you get the purple marker you HAVE TO draw a smiley face.

one person gets the purple marker and is *fine* with drawing a smiley face

the other gets the green marker and does want to draw a heart.

the marker is your sex. what you draw is your identity.

i say: will give randomly give you a green marker or a purple marker. if you get the green marker you HAVE TO drawing a heart, if you get the purple marker you HAVE TO draw a smiley face.

one person gets the purple marker and is *fine* with drawing a smiley face

the other gets the green marker and does want to draw a heart.

the marker is your sex. what you draw is your identity.

im looking to get them when i save up but im pre t

GOD. I DONT WANT TO SOUND CRINGE BUT, i just WISH i was a teen in the 2000s? just please let me be a little gay emo boy in 2006.

so, when i was pretty young (15-16) ish i started this extracurricular in school it was pretty niche and I had never heard anyone talk about it before. when I first started the class, the teacher seemed nice. Her name was Miss Chapel. but after a while, I started having really really bad feelings about her for example every single time she would come up to talk to me my palms would get sweaty and I would get so scared. she just freaked me out. and the worst part was whenever I talked to people about it. They always said that she was an amazing teacher. One day I was talking to my brother about the teacher. (he had never had her, but everyone pretty much knew her.) and he said she looks like a demon pretending to be a human. i couldn’t agree more. she left the year after i first started the class and whenever i talk to people about the name of the class, they say it never existed.

i just dont want to call myself a dionysus devotee before i fully understand it

ok, i have been practicing for about 8 months and i believe in everything, the creation of the world by gaea i just cant believe in the underworld. when i die i believe ill just be unconscious not go somewhere.

i hope this makes sense

i was raped. to clarify it was COCSA. her name was Eliana or something i cant really remember. i was 7? my parents had got divorced and dad got remarried so quickly. my “stepsister” was ‘r’ and she had the friend, eliana. eliana and R were 1 year older than me. at first it was just a normal friendship, we would hang out and such. then she started showing us porn and of course as a seven year old i was quite interested. i started watching it on my computer and ipad and me and R would watch it together in her room, just staring. it got more intense with eliana when she started showing us her mothers sex toys and telling us to use them, me and R. she would go on the website, omegle, and tell us to masterbait with the sex toys infront of the people on omegle. this was over the corse of a few months.

i cant stop , im hypersexual and ill masterbait cry after and possibly attempt suicide.

i just want to stop.