which universities offer good scholarships for international students

My grades are okay. I have 10 A* *and As in my o level and expected 4 A* and As in my A level. Honestly i didn't plan to go abroad so my extracurriculars are kind of weak. German universities do favour international universities in terms of scholarship but which other counties/universities are generous with it? Also if you know of any ngo that provide scholarships i would appreciate knowing

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u/jinxnotpowder_ — 2 days ago

Is it possible to get 80+ in p4 chem/physics

Im gonna appear in may june 2027 for chem and physics. I'm expecting a medium-high A in physics and a low A or B in chemistry. I dont really wanna retake chemistry but im aiming for an A in chemistry overall and A* in physics. Ive seen for the threshold most of the times an A is at 60ish. Is getting an 80+ possible? (Im gonna start studying today - 4 july)

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u/jinxnotpowder_ — 2 days ago

I am certain my mom loves me but she will never like me

Sometimes i think my mom hates me and I'm genuinely curious as to why. She told me when i was like 9 or 10 that she's scared of me and what i might do. I honestly don't think i was that bad of a kid. I was always a shy quiet kid but when i was like idk around 11-13 i was kinda rebellious. I would skip classes, leave my tests blank, yell and slam doors a lot, part of it was cos of hormones i suppose and part of it cos my dad died around that time. I did get better and since i was like 15 i have never gotten below an A.

My relationship with my mother is really rocky tho. For most of the part i don't answer back even tho I'm kinda short tempered. The days i do answer back we end up with awful fights. They always end with me apologising and trying to make her feel better, even when I'm not in the wrong.

I've always hated summer break. See my mothers ideal day would be getting up at 4, going for a walk, doing some gardening, fixing up house stuff, watching a drama, painting smth and going to sleep at 8. My ideal day would be getting up at 2pm. Probably skip breakfast, play some video games, read a book or comic, watch a drama, sleep at 4-5 am. We just don't get along, and my mom keeps trying to mold me into herself.

The day before yesterday we had a fight. It was a trivial thing really and i apologised for it later. She still isn't speaking to me properly. Whenever i try to talk to her she says she's not mad but her actions prove otherwise. Whenever she fights with my brother he apologises and they move on but im trying so hard and she isn't really responding to me

Ik that I'm not the ideal daughter. When my mom was my age she was really really pretty and so skinny. I'm not very pretty and I'm also kinda overweight so ik she's disappointed. Im also a very messy person and im kinda careless and yea

And the days we get along its so fun. We really do get along super well somedays so on days she hates me its kinda sad. Will my relationship with her get better once i move out and grow older?

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u/jinxnotpowder_ — 3 days ago

Lowkey the third movie really disappointed me

The whole movie was a mess, like it wasn't that bad but compared to the first two movies i was lowkey very disappointed. First of all the potholes were insane.

Also why did they dumbify sherlock sm 💔💔 The whole movie i was expecting him to have SOME trick up his sleeve but he didn't. Moriarty was HIS nemesis, not enola's!!! Sherlock shd have been the one to take down moriarty, not enola. If they wanted to make Enola shine they could have literally given her her own nemesis ☹️

Enola's charcater really disappointed me in this movie coz she literally stood Tewkesbury up ON THEIR WEDDING DAY. I understand her dilemma regarding marriage and given her character it would have been crazier if she didn't hesitate. But they could have shown it SOO MUCH BETTER. Like during the engagement maybe? The time in between the engagement and the wedding? She literally did not hesitate and said yes when he proposed but then left him standing at the altar

oh also Moriarty being a woman lowkey took me out lmfao

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u/jinxnotpowder_ — 3 days ago
▲ 3 r/Mommit

I am certain my mother loves me but she will never like me

Sometimes i think my mom hates me and I'm genuinely curious as to why. She told me when i was like 9 or 10 that she's scared of me and what i might do. I honestly don't think i was that bad of a kid. I was always a shy quiet kid but when i was like idk around 11-13 i was kinda rebellious. I would skip classes, leave my tests blank, yell and slam doors a lot, part of it was cos of hormones i suppose and part of it cos my dad died around that time. I did get better and since i was like 15 i have never gotten below an A.

My relationship with my mother is really rocky tho. For most of the part i don't answer back even tho I'm kinda short tempered. The days i do answer back we end up with awful fights. They always end with me apologising and trying to make her feel better, even when I'm not in the wrong.

I've always hated summer break. See my mothers ideal day would be getting up at 4, going for a walk, doing some gardening, fixing up house stuff, watching a drama, painting smth and going to sleep at 8. My ideal day would be getting up at 2pm. Probably skip breakfast, play some video games, read a book or comic, watch a drama, sleep at 4-5 am. We just don't get along, and my mom keeps trying to mold me into herself.

The day before yesterday we had a fight. It was a trivial thing really and i apologised for it later. She still isn't speaking to me properly. Whenever i try to talk to her she says she's not mad but her actions prove otherwise. Whenever she fights with my brother he apologises and they move on but im trying so hard and she isn't really responding to me

Ik that I'm not the ideal daughter. When my mom was my age she was really really pretty and so skinny. I'm not very pretty and I'm also kinda overweight so ik she's disappointed. Im also a very messy person and im kinda careless and yea

And the days we get along its so fun. We really do get along super well somedays so on days she hates me its kinda sad. Will my relationship with her get better once i move out and grow older?

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u/jinxnotpowder_ — 3 days ago
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Im gonna fail my university entrance test

I've always had good grades. That has led to a lot of expectations from others (especially my mother). In my country for university many top colleges consider ur high school gpa and an entrance test is usually necessary. I can get into any uni if i get a decent entrance test result since my gpa is really good. Like i said people have always had high expectations from me so i always pushed myself to the point my mental health was completely destroyed. (I started having frequent panic attacks, was sh and very very suicidal) At that point i decided i wanted to take a gap year, i just want to rest regain my spirits and start uni at a good headspace. Another reason i wanted to take a gap year was cos i have no idea which degree im gonna pursue and i dont wanna do something i will hate for the rest of my life so i figured i would take a year and find the stuff i like.

I told my mother around a year ago and at that point she didn't say no. She said we'll see. Now this year is supposed to be my last year of school. Early admissions will start around November. Me and my family were talking about part time jobs and i said i would take one during my gap year. My mother immediately stopped me and said absolutely not and that i will not be taking any gap year. I shd also mention I'm younger than pretty much everyone in my year. Anyhow it turned into an argument where she said she would not let me "destroy a whole year of my life." I didn't argue further atp. After that everytime i brought it up it would turn into a fight. Eventually i got tired and said i would do whatever she wants but thats when i secretly decided I'm getting that gap year one way or another. I'll pretend to study really hard and fail on purpose. Cant go to uni if no uni will take me right? And its not like im refusing to go to uni AT ALL. Im just saying ill go a year later. I'll bring it up one more time and if she doesn't agree ill just bomb my entrance test

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u/jinxnotpowder_ — 4 days ago

Is app/game development a good enough career

I'm considering majoring in computer science. In particular in drawn towards the app/game development industry. However idk much about it.

Is it a good enough career in terms of

  1. can i work remotely

  2. will i be able to have a work life balance

  3. will i earn a decent living

  4. is there a probability of the job market being replaced by ai?

I'm considering learning coding and developing one or two apps before i go off to university to see if the field really is for me. I'll really appreciate any sort of guidance since i have never studied cs before

I'll also appreciate it if someone could recommend other high paying cs degrees (or any degree for that matter)

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u/jinxnotpowder_ — 8 days ago
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Father's/mother's day should NOT exist

As someone who lost their father at 12 father's day always makes me feel like sh*t. I always miss him sm and seeing evb talk about their fathers and stuff always makes me realise what i dont really have. The same goes for mother's day. A lot of people don't have mothers or fathers and this kind of holiday i believe is kind of insensitive. It's not something anyone would realise unless they go through it themselves if I'm being honest. Ik a lot of people will disagree saying the world doesn't cater to the needs of a few but i still believe basic empathy should exist

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u/jinxnotpowder_ — 15 days ago
▲ 5 r/AITAH

AITAH for not celebrating my friends achievement

Hey guys so im in my last year of high school. The student council plays a very valid role in ur college applications right. I need a very strong application because my family cannot afford college if I don't get a scholarship. My grades are decent so that's not an issue. Now me and my friends were discussing last year which clubs we were applying too. I told my best friend i would apply to literature. She immediately jumped in and said no she wanted to apply to literature and asked me to apply to another club (keep in mind i had spent 3 years on the literature society and i got along very well with the teacher incharge) i was very put off by this but i still agreed to apply to another club and told her i was applying to science club. What I didn't know was that my friend applied for both positions (science and literature) and she ended up getting both. Now i get irrationality pissed off whenever i see her complaining about her duties or people praising her for being so diligent. I realise this makes me sound very toxic and kind of like a fake friend but I can't help it. Some of my friends believe i shd just let it go and no one forced me to do anything but i still feel insanely petty

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u/jinxnotpowder_ — 16 days ago

AITA for telling my friends secret

Hey guys so this happened around 3 years ago when i was 14 and sometimes i still think about it. I had this friend lets call her A. She and i met online and we quickly bonded. I was 14 and she was 13 at that time. Like i said we instantly clicked and got on well. At that time i was in a trio and they would make me feel left out all the time. Same was the case with A. Now A would randomly ghost me at that times. It bothered me a bit but i never really minded it that much. Until my very close friend died. At that time i was in a very dark period and messaged A who left me on seen. I never trauma dump or vent and stuff so apart from the message where i told her my friend committed suicide i didn't talk about my friend. i would just message her asking about her day and stuff and she would leave me on seen. At the same time she was posting stories and stuff. One day i got really mad and confronted her. She got defensive saying her mother took her phone and i didn't believe her because like i said she had opened my messages and was actively posting. (This fight was the first time we spoke after i told her my friend died) Anyhow our friendship would have died there. However later her friends started messaging me. They would literally keep on messaging me telling me what a b*tch i was and i didn't deserve friends bla bla bla. Now here is where i might be the AH. One of her friends was messaging me shi like this and i kinda snapped and said yea well if ur such an angel why do u treat A lile shit and make her feel bad about herself all the time. I also told her that A feels left out with you guys and u need to treat her better instead of beefing with someone u dont even know online. After that i blocked A and her friends. I kinda feel guilty about it at times because it wasn't my place to say that cos A had confided in me but at the same time i feel mad cos she had her friends harassing me for no reason. Am i in the wrong here and if i am shd i apologise to her? (I stalked her socials from my other acc and she no longer seems close to those friends)

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u/jinxnotpowder_ — 27 days ago

Workouts that actually work

Hey yall. I (18F) gained a lot of weight in the past year cos of a tough academic year so now I'm hoping to lose around 10 kg. I'll be visiting a dietician and will follow wtv diet plan i get. On the side ill obv need to exercise. So walking is a no as its very hot where i live and i dont really like using the treadmill very much. I've heard lee serifem and chloe ting workouts are dope for losing weight but idk. If anyone knows a workout that really does work can u plz lmk. Ttyy!!

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u/jinxnotpowder_ — 30 days ago

9701 practical

Yo guys question. So basically in our practical we had a question in which the bunsen burner was involved so i asked my lab attendant to turn it on. He said something about my arrangement being a bit wrong and disappeared. I asked for him again cos I didn't understand and ended up more confused but this time an invidualtor came up and i basically explained the situation to him and he fixed my setup for me. He didn't write or sign anything and he didn't note down my candidate number. Will i lose marks for setup help or will my examiner never know lmao

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u/jinxnotpowder_ — 1 month ago
▲ 20 r/alevels

HELP ☹️

GUYS IM SO SO COOKED FOR CHEMISTRY P1 IDK WHAT TO DO. LIKE I ALWAYS SCORED 55+ IN P2 WITH AROUND 20 IN P1 SO P2 ALWAYS CARRIED MY GRADE BUT IDK WHY I MESSED UP THE P2. I NEED TO GET AROUND 35 IN P1 TO GET AN A AND IDK HOW ILL DO THAT.. physical and inorganic isnt really that hard BUT OMG ORGANIC CHEMISTRY IS SUCH A B*TCH. Especially the mcqs bro like they're absolutely disgusting idk how to improve in that if someone knows how to improve plzplzplz tell ☹️☹️

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u/jinxnotpowder_ — 1 month ago

Maths 9709 p1 retake

Hey guys, I'm kinda contemplating withdrawing myself from the may June 2026 series. I'm kinda scared the threshold will be high cos those ppl whose p1 goes bad they'll obv withdraw themselves right. So that leaves ppl who did well and if they have to come up with a threshold between them it would prob be high. Should i withdraw myself and appear in oct/nov or should i go with the flow and just get it over with. (My m1 went really well) Im in AS and i have 3 other subjects apart from maths so it ought to be fine (i think)

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u/jinxnotpowder_ — 1 month ago
▲ 81 r/alevels

To all the indians

I've seen a lot of Indians (yes im only mentioning indians because majority were indians) blaming and hating pakistani students for the recent A level leaks (insane take btw) but like didn't ur neet 2026 get leaked too? Its insane yall are bashing Pakistanis for leaks when there are active leaks in ur own country 😭✌🏻 Edit: i realise this comes off as a bit insensitive too but the point of the whole post is you CANNOT generalize the entire student body over what a very small percentage are choosing to do. I do feel bad for all the ppl who gave neet because it is an insanely difficult test but yea

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u/jinxnotpowder_ — 2 months ago
▲ 166 r/pakistan

I absolutely despise the "daigh" culture on funerals

The whole thing about the daigh culture is very disgusting. I have seen people fight over food and pass comments on what the food tastes like and it's so insensitive cos wtf? Someone literally died and you guys can't even keep ur greed in check for a few hours??? Also am i the only one but i cannot eat funeral daigh at all like it makes me physically sick even if im not closed to the deceased

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u/jinxnotpowder_ — 2 months ago

HELP MY HAIR COLOUR IS FADING

heyy guys. I use the sunsilk onion and jobaba oil shampoo and personally for me it works really well. My hair comes out looking super smooth and silky and i have had people tell me it looks like I've got keratin treatment lol. However recently i have noticed my hair colour has started fading. Like i have jet black hair and some of my hair has started turning brown 😃 im worried if its because of the shampoo or something im doing wrong (maybe using too much shampoo or applying it every day? Idk.) Someone plz help!! For context i have straight and silky hair and most shampoos suit me fine. I dont use any other hair product

u/jinxnotpowder_ — 2 months ago