Progress
I have really focused on form this spring. I have been mainly going to an easy mat class but whenever it's too easy, I choose the harder variations of poses. When I couldn't make my regular class, I went to a "strength pilates" class instead and the instructor gave me more detailed cues that helped me engage my lower, transversal abs better.
I felt a bit bloated yesterday with some stomach gas and looked at myself, and I noticed that my belly was hanging a bit above my lower abs, and when I felt that area, it was super tight and muscular.
I call that progress, I never felt this before. Now that class is over for the summer, I plan to do a routine on my own. And I am transferring to the strength pilates group for the next season.