I will be getting a 5 gallon tank but I don’t know what I should do about the feeding process and what pebbles to use
Should I give back the parakeet food to the store or is it something that I should just give to them
Nobody has texted me all summer not a single notification from any of my friends and I feel just so depressed about it.
Well the only people that texted me were two of my friends and that’s cause I texted them.
I honestly don’t know if it’s me pushing people away or if I need to text people more or if nobody just wants to text me or ask to hang out with me and it’s just depressing.
I see a family member just get invited to so many things and they always get to go to the park with their friends or movies or whatever.
I really wish I was like that but I haven’t had anybody hang out with me during the summer or text and feel the only real person who talks and texts me is my bf we can’t hang out and it’s long distance.
I want to give this to two of the senior dogs and one young dog I want to make sure these are safe for three of the dogs and if it’s not please give me a suggestion on which is the right melatonin supplement I should give them and please no nasty comments
The senior dogs breeds are one is a Labrador pitbull mix and my other dog is a Pomeranian and the last one is a minipoo terrier.
The Labrador pitbull mix is 10 and he is the one that goes crazy for fireworks
The Pomeranian I don’t know how old she is but she is old I know cause she’s been around sense I was a kid she barely has any teeth though so I would want basically no hard supplement
And for the minipoo terrier he reacts the same way but he barks a lot and is triggered by my senior dog so I want to make sure there both calm even if it is not triggered by my dog and he is 5
(I can’t go to take them to the vet I wish I could but it’s not a money thing just my parents won’t let me they will live with me in an apartment where I’ll be able to take care of them properly)
Hello so for instance they had plastic vowels for maybe seven months and finally recently changed to metal bowls and it helps a lot with easier cleaning no danger to them having or getting bacteria in there bowls but I am worried about there water in take they drink a little bit then they don’t drink at all during the day is it a problem that I am in the room with them or something or is it something else.
I always change there water for cleaner and then I make sure they eat and stuff I don’t think it is a trust issue thing I read that parakeets eat when there safe they eat in front of me and they eat when I have food on my hand but I am worried about there water in water.
I heard that parakeets can die much quicker from not drinking so much water and stuff
So today my dad yelled at me so much like my fucking god is this what I get for babysitting a child I hate kids so much I don’t like there energy and I can’t even handle it. I do it for free to and it’s my sibling he is at a toddler age but I really can’t I know it’s a responsible thing for me to look after my sibling but I’m tired of that I wish my parents never had other children I wish I was just an only child i get stressed so easily.
Like throughout my childhood I got yelled at by my parent constantly I got hit by a belt I got slapped one time by one and I got hit by the belt for just wanting to study.
I wish I had the childhood experience some of my friends did they never got yelled at there childhood was away from trauma and emotional abuse and abuse.
Like I can’t why the fuck can’t I be heard by my parents they ignore me go on there phones and only listen to my other siblings I hate being in a Christian household so much it’s toxic manipulative and so much.
I can’t even my parents when they found out I was as’d they blamed it on me and they only did it because they found out I wanted to be trans still am never gunna listen to them but I just can’t what the fuck I hate them so much.
My family members when they found out I dated a girl one time they all looked at me weird like I was the odd one and everything.
I wish I had parents who actually love me not pretend to be someone I’m not. Like if you want kids don’t treat them like build a bears and expect them as you picked them that’s just fucked up they should be loving and supportive no matter what happens.
I can’t talk to a therapist because I was taking out of it by my parents because I was suicidal and thought about Sh.
Like I’m moving to college just one more year and I just need to find a college quickly as possible get accepted there quick and just get my apartment. Anyways thanks for reading
So my parakeet won’t get back in his cage I tried giving him seed and I tried millet to lead him to my hand I know I’m supposed to be patient I tried twice and I had to grab him I feel really bad that I did that I did put some millet in his cage for an apology I guess and I just need some advice on how to take him inside the cage to sleep instead of him having to either probably be stressed or be anxious about it.
I’ve been worried about that part
I hate my hair length everytime I ask like I tried asking my parents if I could get a haircut my parents basically said no told me I should just get my hair dyed instead I hate them so much like why can’t they just listen to me I feel so uncomfortable I just want it short I hate my forehead I wish I could just get bangs or something.
I hate how my chest looks i wish it could just be flat I hate how my stomach looks I feel so overweight or feel like I eat too much I just don’t understand it I hate everything so bad I wish I could just feel comfortable in my own skin I hate it I envy men so much I wish I was a guy so bad.
I wish I had accepting parents I wish I had parents who would just listen to me I don’t want to live like this anymore I hate myself.
I hate my hair length everytime I ask like I tried asking my parents if I could get a haircut my parents basically said no told me I should just get my hair dyed instead I hate them so much like why can’t they just listen to me I feel so uncomfortable I just want it short I hate my forehead I wish I could just get bangs or something.
I hate how my chest looks i wish it could just be flat I hate how my stomach looks I feel so overweight or feel like I eat too much I just don’t understand it I hate everything so bad I wish I could just feel comfortable in my own skin I hate it I envy men so much I wish I was a guy so bad.
I wish I had accepting parents I wish I had parents who would just listen to me I don’t want to live like this anymore I hate myself.
Hey so my parent has been calling me retard and they make fun of me for being afraid of my other parent because they yell at me so much it honestly hurts I can’t even tell my parent anything because then they make fun of it or if they call me retard a second later they act all nice and try to pretend like nothing ever happened.
I have so much parent issues like one parent straight up yells and when I was little they hit me with a belt later on discovered that my parent was abusing me by hitting me with a belt.
Then my other parent never did anything about it which what the fuck.
It doesn’t help that I got yelled at the day after my birthday which I get it whatever it was for being trans and shit like why do you give a shit it’s my body not yours and if you don’t accept me then kick me out I never wanted to be born in the first place I hate how I get treated I just want to have a good healthy relationship like how other kids have a good healthy relationship with there parents what the fuck man.
So I \[Ftm18\] and he \[male18\] have been dating right and so today I decided to grind on a game and stuff right he joins the game and I \[ftm18\]have been playing before he’s even been online or something.
He \[male18\] got mad at me for not texting him I \[ftm18\] said I didn’t have my phone on me which was the truth it was just fucking charging and this man just goes okay but you have Instagram why didn’t you text me there and tell me before hand.
Like mother fucker I was playing I didn’t even go on insta at all and he’s like ugh I spent my time on you and this is what I get it just upsets me that you didn’t even tell me before hand or anything like dude please i was just playing my game one time.
Yeah sorry I got overhead but um yeah I don’t I think I’m the problem or it’s him I don’t know or is it that he’s to strict or something he doesn’t let me even play with my friends to much either or even if I don’t tell him I’m playing with one of my friends he thinks I’m ignoring him or something idk um but I don’t even know if I can even save the relationship or maybe I should just break up with him but it wouldn’t be abt this specific think either like he doesn’t even let me just play a game by myself either idk wtf I’m doing wrong or if he’s the red flag.
So I \[Ftm18\] and he \[male18\] have been dating right and so today I decided to grind on a game and stuff right he joins the game and I \[ftm18\]have been playing before he’s even been online or something.
He \[male18\] got mad at me for not texting him I \[ftm18\] said I didn’t have my phone on me which was the truth it was just fucking charging and this man just goes okay but you have Instagram why didn’t you text me there and tell me before hand.
Like mother fucker I was playing I didn’t even go on insta at all and he’s like ugh I spent my time on you and this is what I get it just upsets me that you didn’t even tell me before hand or anything like dude please i was just playing my game one time.
Yeah sorry I got overhead but um yeah I don’t I think I’m the problem or it’s him I don’t know or is it that he’s to strict or something he doesn’t let me even play with my friends to much either or even if I don’t tell him I’m playing with one of my friends he thinks I’m ignoring him or something idk
Hello um yeah I couldn’t take it anymore i cut my hair due to dysphoria I hope that it isn’t so noticeable because it it is I probably will get yelled at but I hope it’s not the case and my parents don’t notice
It’s not really short or anything maybe medium or probably i cut it a little bit but I don’t think I’ll settle with that I hope I can just deal with it a little bit more
Ive been getting more body dysphoric I feel more self conscious about my chest and I just want to cry I hate it so much I wish I wasn’t born a girl so bad I wish I could just be in the male body I’ve always wanted this shit actually sucks
I can’t even talk to my family about it or any of my family members as they are the typical Christian family who follow the transphobic and homophobic believes
It sucks so much I can’t even talk to my boyfriend about it either he doesn’t know how to help me nor my friends I just hate it
I wish I could get top surgery already and I wish I could just be called he/him pronouns instead of she/her all my friends just call me by my dead name and she/her pronouns every-time I try to tell someone I just feel to afraid and sometimes they just flat out ignore me
A few friends of mine actually call me by my preferred name and pronouns and honestly I feel so happy about so at least that’s one good thing
I just don’t know what to do about the hair thing i did ask my parents for a haircut my parent said no and my other parents just told me I should just get my hair dyed and have it long I’m actually gunna cry I don’t know how long I can take this
I wish I could just get the short masculine hair all the other guys have and not stick with the whole girly short ones it’s always what my parents agree on like it’s not there fucking hair like I can’t I feel more upset and more uncomfortable and it just stresses me out
So usually when I get a crush on someone or something I get the usual butterflies in my stomach as the feeling goes on I get the question or they pop the question.
Hey I like you do you want to be more than friends
Or something like that and usually when I get in a relation with them i loose feelings quick.
But I feel like it’s never been like that kinda I mean my first relationship worked out well and stuff lasted two years since I guess it was a middle school relationship. But I kinda fucked it up but anyways yeah ever since I’ve been in relationships I fuck it up cause I feel that way every time I get in a relationship I have a crush on them then leave them once it’s a month in the relationship or like two weeks or something like that
I’m in a relationship right now and it’s a two year relationship now but I think I’m starting to lose feelings.
I feel that it’s honestly too serious for me or I generally do not care about the person and I feel horrible for not caring about him
Anyways yeah that’s my rant
For context I have known my friend since elementary school so that’s why I haven’t had her dropped at all
I told her our friend talked bad about me a long time ago and it made me comfortable still that he talked bad about which I will stop being friends with him.
Anyways to the actual point my friend clearly ignored me when I told them that our friend talked bad at me through text and honestly it made me rethink everything and I think she isn’t honestly a good friend to begin with I feel should I drop her as a friend to or keep her?
It honestly hurt me so much when I found out she actually didn’t care if my friend talked bad about me is she going to be the same if she actually hears someone talking bad about me and just not care about it or my feelings like what the heck I feel like my friendship with her had been built up with no trust and just nothing good in general like what the heck the worst part is when I came out to her that I was trans she flat out didn’t care she used my deadname multiple times she never called me by my preferred pronouns or preferred name and by the way I came out to her twice the first time I thought hey maybe she just forgot so that’s why I came out again but she just didn’t care either.
Worst part is she laughed about me when I was in a serious situation where I could have gotten my life ended too.