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I have lohen c0 r1 I need replacements for Nicole I’ll get her when I can’t but obviously I can’t rn, please help me.

I’m confident I’m esfp and ese but ppl r telling me jungian and mbti have to be the same or jungian and soconics so which one is it??

in Mbti I’m esfp and I relate to it a lot and I’m sure of it! I also relate a lot to ESE and ef(s) and I understand they all are different systems and I believed they could work at the start but then people kept telling me they all had to be the same so I’m confused—any advice???

(This is my second post here but something came up on my mind so I thought to speak of it) I have severe social anxiety—I can’t speak at all when talked to due to fear so I decided to try out tiktok lives to maybe help reduce it a little bit? It worked great I would text knowing that I’m gonna be safe and remind myself multiple times that online is incognito so if I do get embarrassed no one will know, uhm it went kind of good? I even joined a couple lives and talked in them, gained a couple mutuals, but one live uhm they were talking bad suddenly about gay people so then I don’t know why maybe it’s my impulsiveness but since I got too comfortable with them I asked them why are they homophobic and I mentioned I was gay and then they immediately started to make fun of me and insult me before blocking me—and I feel like my progress has reset to zero I’m back at not being able to speak and being extremely anxious with people and I don’t know what to do I’m already getting my dose of anti anxiety meds doubled but whatever I guess I’ll stick to trying to communicate through texting again:((( but a progress is I’m able to talk ASLONG as I have my bf with me:) (when I do it’s just like a bit quiet and I might stutter) but without him im stuck to being to scared to talk:( but hey! Progress is progress I need to have a positive attitude

My cousin okay? I haven’t talked to her in MONTHS actually I think last time we talked was a year and a half ago or even more okay? She texted me since I had a kpop idol (hoshi) as my pfp on instagram and was like ‘omg I didn’t recognise you’ and I was like ‘hahaha yeah I changed a lot from when you last saw me’ THATSSUCH A STUPID REPLY??? And then timeskip she says ‘I don’t even have motivation for kpop anymore lol I just use them for pfp pics!’ And do you want to know what I said? ‘Hahaha! Yeah! I don’t know why I have still motivation LMAO’ and then she just liked the reply I think I messed up I was so anxious and didn’t know what to say—problem is I thought I was recovering (but to be honest I only talked to my bsf my bf and my parents this whole year and didn’t even attend school LMFAO) but whatever I want to die why did I even say that oh my god.. and me being autistic and not knowing what to reply or say makes things worse. I don’t even know what I was supposed to say I think I messed up ong

I’m too lazy to build chev and fischl so is there any replacements for them? I’m already trying to build wrio and wanderer so I can’t rlly focus on building them alongside faruzan and whatever so is there a replacement until I can finish what I have on my hands and build them eventually? And is there any better c3 Lyney teams that are not overload? Also if you want share your builds with me, I want to see how other people built this magician ^^

Having bpd in general is hard—and having all 9 symptoms that are extremely severe is harder but when you’re a minor and everyone around you is fake claiming you DESPITE you literally having it in your diagnosis papers pisses me off, it says to be careful while diagnosing minors not to only diagnose adults + the people insulting the same doctors that saved my life? Mhm trying to kill myself and ending up in a psych ward because I imagined someone leaving me multiple times is hormones! Yes me telling people that’ll I’ll hurt myself if they leave is also hormones! Oh yeah I’m just a boy going through puberty! It’s not like I almost killed somebody because I was raging! Pffttt me chain smoking and running away out of the house multiple times and getting myself almost killed more times oh yeah! That’s puberty! I understand that hormones can cause mood swings and more but I don’t think it’ll cause someone to end up in psych wards multiple times just because someone’s tone was a bit off, yes it’s unlikely for a minor to be diagnosed, no that doesn’t mean my doctor is a bad doctor, someone told me my doctors should get their license revoked and my diagnosis shld be available for other people and not me? Without that diagnosis to be honest? I don’t think I’d be here, i tried taking my life multiple times, with a knife, paracetamol pills, poisoning myself on purpose, jumping infront of cars—and without a professional treating me and giving me the right name for what I have, I would’ve died honestly I quite literally had huge episodes on the daily and now it’s mostly in a week but I’m getting better with abilify, Zoloft and dbt treatments obviously but it pisses me off when someone thinks they’re so clever that they can say a stranger doesn’t have shit just because they said so without even reading a page of the dsm5, i literally remember having a mental breakdown and falling onto my knees just because I thought my fp would leave me, threatening to kill myself to my parents, hitting the chairs, I don’t even remember much it’s hard but yeah my doctor is wrong, it’s puberty (apparently)

I’ve been looking everywhere and I can’t find them—the one place I found them didn’t have all of the types and only some and was extremely summarised, any advice?

I’ve believed I was a sp2 before doing more research on the sexual instinct and the subtype sx2 in general I’m sure I’m social blind and my enneagram is e2 but I’m not sure about subtype—any help to differentiate between these two types? How do you tell sp2 apart from sx2 or the opposite?

The game now sucks after they’re using ai in everything. I miss the old bitlife so fucking much it was so fun—now they’re just money greedy. Do they even have people on the team or are they just asking a fucking chat bot for everything?

Having adhd and bpd when both of those disorders cause you to be impulsive sucks ass, I may or may not have probably got nic sick rn—I keep stealing my dad’s cigarettes and smoking it because it’s the only thing helping me other than cutting and i genuinely don’t know what to do—fuck bpd man problem is I don’t really care for my wellbeing, I just care about my parents thoughts about me, and I’m 99% sure I’ll get beaten up if he finds out lol, it isn’t even a trying to be cool thing, because I don’t tell anybody about this but I genuinely need help to stop bad habits—I even tried overdosing on shit js to see how it feels like or crossing roads running immediately without noticing, stealing shit, spending all of my money at once, dying my hair, drinking 4+ energy drinks in one day, even ending my friendships on impulse or ranting about shit I don’t even mean when im in an episode without thinking. Most of those stuff are caused because it’s the only shit helping me not being empty but it causes me to split on myself or others 80% of the time.

My last two dbt appointments were canceled because my psychologist was sick—but I still don’t know how to deal with the emptiness—nobody I see mentions how they deal with it, but I struggle, no matter what I do, it never goes away, what helped you come over it if you did? Because it’s too painful, I can’t handle this anymore, I feel empty no matter what I do and it hurts, it hurts physically. I used to cut to deal with it and it helped alot. But since I’m sober now—for two weeks and I don’t want to ruin that, I don’t know how to deal with it at all. Please help me, nothing I do takes it away temporarily, unless it’s dangerous, impulsive or just stupid, I don’t even know what to do, I feel so unhealthy that I just want to die, I don’t want to live like this.

Such as DCNH (i assume that’s how it’s spelled), I’ve been trying to figure it out but it’s extremely hard, any tips?

Tell me why back then I friended this guy—he would call me with masc terms and stuff but when I told him I was trans, he immediately went ‘ugh why can’t I find any cis ppl?’ And immediately started talking to me with stuff like ‘she—oops I mean he’ IN TEXT, don’t piss me off istg..