u/themermaidmuse

This is frequent for me but at the moment it's all day and night every minute. The spirits leeched pretty much all night my energy and aura non stop it was very much felt non stop, now they're digging into my heart space as I speak, like literally digging out the soul parts in my heart, they are constantly pillaging my soul/spirit, taking and taking til I don't know who I am or the things I love, they spend hours and hours leeching all my sexual energy from my yoni space that is the worst and truly gives me sexual trauma. I truly truly dwindle the more they do it, and i cant stop it in any way. I am on so many psych drugs to curb these spirits but it does nothing. oh I am so so exhausted and it all leaves me non functional. I can't even do anything during the night or day because as I said they take so much of me I don't recognise or register what I love or who I am..

That do it all day long draining you completely. What do you do about it? What drugs have worked to stop this for you? I’m on so much drugs but it not helping in the least? They feel incredibly demonic and I have never really suffered with such demonic spirits.

They violate my yoni energy all day long and all night, it drains me of my life force, my essence, my creative force and sexual energy, they are like parasites and I can barely think or function. they also use to taunt me or torment me before all day but now they do this instead. It use to be once or twice a day now they’ve seen how it drains me they do it all day long and all night. I can’t stand it anymore. I’m on a truckload of drugs 💊 and yet they’re not helping in the least, the drugs made alot of things worse. I say prayers but it never changes anything. Someone please any advice. These hell hound demonic spirits only came in the last two weeks. It drains me to nothing, it traumatises me severely too. They threaten my partners life to and they’re truly destroying our lives right now. They seem to thrive off the misery their causing.

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I had a posh rp British accent the most, that was so crisp, heavenly and beautiful and it just articulated in this totally magical way, went on for years, I had an Irish accent that I absolutely adored that was my favourite, and an American accent that was so old world and glorious. I believe it’s referred to as foreign accent syndrome? I really miss talking like that and it’s a major part of my episodes and unmedicated times.

Like I've had alot of content that really showed up in both dreams and episodes. Example; sovereignty goddesses of Ireland etc. I do think there is so much meaning inherent in these riddled episodes. But yes there's alot of falsified things too. Have you ever found things in your episodes that were actually the truth?

Like I deal with alot of spirits, ransacking me, stealing everything of me. Is this because I did something like this to someone in my karmic past? or because I just have these awful spirits who want to make my life hell? It really does feel like every day the spirits are trying to figure out how to ruin your life. Are people flooded with spirits, especially malignant ones owing karmic debt?

Whilst unimaginably cruel, mean hearted, evil people with no conscience whatsoever, who victimise and bully others have blessed lives of ease. That has always been what I've seen. Look at princess Diana the most angel hearted person that ever was, and all she did was suffer continually - first self harming and bulimia, probably caused by malignant spirits, and then being cheated on continually, watched and monitored by phone and in her home continually by the firm and the cia, obviously murdered, since people were known to be fiddling with the brakes in her car, and she wrote various letters to her butler saying they were trying to destroy her, and then eventually she was destroyed.

Like truly I can't see how someone so generous of heart, so incredibly kind, so open and honest can be so ill fated, and I see many parallels in my own life. Even since I was very young I use to use all my funds to buy sandwiches for all the homeless people in my neighbourhood where I was working, I always patted everyone on the back since I was a kid, always incredibly gentle, loving, warm, kind. And I've been nothing but the constant victim of every kind of abuse and trauma for the last eight years or so. like Diana abusers putting spyware on my phone and monitoring my every single word and everything I do too for years, it is beyond me. I really would just like to see a good person have a good life. didn't there use to be superman or someone who fought good and evil? seems like there's no one around in the higher realms taking care of that anymore 🌿🌚

I find that most books of folk tales are written for mass audience and rather simple and plain. I adored Italo calvino's retelling of Italian folk tales. I've been reading for days maiden, mother, crone by Joanna Harris, a retelling of child ballads and other British folktales. It is by far and away one of the best books I ever read, incredibly poetic and lyrical. Just hoping for suggestions of books like that?

I find that most books of folk tales are written for mass audience and rather simple and plain. I adored Italo calvino's retelling of Italian folk tales. I've been reading for days maiden, mother, crone by Joanna Harris, a retelling of child ballads and other British folktales. It is by far and away one of the best books I have ever read, incredibly poetic and lyrical. Just hoping for suggestions of books like that??