Is it bad that I hope I dont have autism
Im undiagnosed. However I do have very high functioning anxiety, depression, ocd, and inattentive adhd, and ive had a rough childhood and had to survive on my own early, so as a result of the combination of those things ive shown alot of autism traits including the lack of social skills, because I had 0 close connections through elementary, middle school, and high school, which are key developmental periods. Uni hasn’t been as bad but it’s still a lot lower than the norm of my age. Plus mental health. So as a result I tend to be highly logical, lack social ability and try to be on my own more due to bad experiences with people.
However, autism is bullied so much in 2026 that I really hope I dont have it. Its taken as a joke. Its used as an insult, and some people even use it as a substitute of the r word. If someone does something weird, disgusting or unacceptable? They say "oh that guy's probably autistic". Im just scared i guess. No one makes fun of ADHD but people definitely make fun of autism and some people view them differently in a negative way.