Can’t stay clean
I can go for about a week. I was on suboxone, but I haven’t taken it for about a week and have been going hard with the 7. I feel like I’ve backed myself into a corner.
This shit calls to me and it’s so fucking easy to get. I don’t have the self control to handle it until it’s unavailable to get.
I know I need therapy and group, but I don’t know where to find a therapist I like.
Feel like a loser, and no one knows I’ve relapsed.