vent but also looking for advice
ok so I’ve never been into labels at all because i believe love is a concept that finds us through different lenses and I’ve gone through thinking I’m bi, lesbian and asexual so many times after having 1 boyfriend at age 15 and he cheated (i liked a girl who was straight and my best friend at the time so i depressingly ran into a straight “relationship” but this was 7+ years ago now)
when someone asks I usually say queer but I also feel like I relate to sapphic and femme more than just queer as a label
anyways I’ve known this girl for like months and we always dance with each other when we’re out with other friends right so she invited me out with friends and we ended up kissing (happy pride) but i genuinely don’t know if she’s into that but she says she loves yuri..
yall she liked the trending video that’s like “How i be acting like while reading abt 2 girls kissing in my room at 3 am” and it’s a girl screaming reacting idk idkk
also lowkey why did she start having a spiritual awakening right. after. LMAO I think we are like a year or two apart both adults but also just good friends coming up on a year of knowing each other idkkk we’re having fun nothing crazy but yes
the kiss was good and we only kissed like each other that night we also just like to hv fun but she’s like super into yuri and it throws me off because idk if it’s “larping” idk she has a bf she has been talking about breaking things off with for a while they don’t even hang out😭😭
idk what this is but obviously not gonna ruin the friendship but i actually just wanted to post this bc yeah ive had a couple girlfriends in the past but nothing serious and idk we are both pretty physical when it comes to partying and such and yeah