u/Affectionate-Comb113

Hello everyone. I’m writing this because I don’t know where else to turn, and I’m hoping that someone here might understand what I’m going through or at least pray for me.

Two years ago, I meditated and later listened to a subliminal audio track that included certain frequencies. I didn’t think much of it at the time — I had no idea it could affect me in any way. But ever since that day, my life has changed completely, and not in a good way.

After that experience, I began feeling intense energies moving through my body. My cognitive abilities dropped sharply. I used to be sharp, motivated, and able to study at a high level. Now I can barely concentrate on anything. My mind feels foggy, almost like it has turned into mush. I’ve failed every university course since this started, which is something that never happened before.

I’ve also had severe headaches, strange sensations in my head that feel like energy or pressure, sometimes accompanied by internal “sounds.” My legs sometimes go numb or feel paralyzed. My voice has changed, I’m constantly exhausted, and I can yawn up to a hundred times a day. My body feels weak, and I barely recognize myself anymore.

I’ve struggled with health issues like fungal infections and candida, and I’ve been sick almost every day. When I look at myself in photos or in the mirror, I look different — almost frightening. My eyes look angry or distorted in a way that doesn’t feel like me. People around me have noticed how depressed I’ve become.

I’ve gone to healthcare professionals and was diagnosed with a depressive episode. I’m trying to accept that, but at the same time, the physical sensations are so overwhelming that I don’t know how to make sense of them. Sometimes I feel a choking, constricting energy in my back and head. It’s terrifying.

At night, I’ve heard whisper-like sounds while falling asleep, and sometimes I feel energy moving in my head. I don’t know if it’s neurological, psychological, or spiritual — I just know it’s real to me and deeply distressing.

I’ve prayed for two years. I’ve begged God for relief. The only thing that gives me temporary ease is fasting, but even that doesn’t last.

I’m not writing this to claim any specific spiritual interpretation. I’m not trying to label this as anything supernatural. I’m simply overwhelmed, scared, and exhausted. I feel like I’m losing myself, and sometimes I feel like I can’t keep going like this.

I’m asking for prayer, for guidance, and for compassion.
If anyone has gone through something similar — whether physical, psychological, or spiritual — I would appreciate hearing your experience. And if not, I would still be grateful for your prayers.

Thank you for reading this. I’m trying to hold on.

KUNDALINI SYNDROME
Hello everyone. I’m writing this because I don’t know where else to turn, and I’m hoping that someone here might understand what I’m going through or at least pray for me.

Two years ago, I meditated and later listened to a subliminal audio track that included certain frequencies. I didn’t think much of it at the time — I had no idea it could affect me in any way. But ever since that day, my life has changed completely, and not in a good way.

After that experience, I began feeling intense energies moving through my body. My cognitive abilities dropped sharply. I used to be sharp, motivated, and able to study at a high level. Now I can barely concentrate on anything. My mind feels foggy, almost like it has turned into mush. I’ve failed every university course since this started, which is something that never happened before.

I’ve also had severe headaches, strange sensations in my head that feel like energy or pressure, sometimes accompanied by internal “sounds.” My legs sometimes go numb or feel paralyzed. My voice has changed, I’m constantly exhausted, and I can yawn up to a hundred times a day. My body feels weak, and I barely recognize myself anymore.

I’ve struggled with health issues like fungal infections and candida, and I’ve been sick almost every day. When I look at myself in photos or in the mirror, I look different — almost frightening. My eyes look angry or distorted in a way that doesn’t feel like me. People around me have noticed how depressed I’ve become.

I’ve gone to healthcare professionals and was diagnosed with a depressive episode. I’m trying to accept that, but at the same time, the physical sensations are so overwhelming that I don’t know how to make sense of them. Sometimes I feel a choking, constricting energy in my back and head. It’s terrifying.

At night, I’ve heard whisper-like sounds while falling asleep, and sometimes I feel energy moving in my head. I don’t know if it’s neurological, psychological, or spiritual — I just know it’s real to me and deeply distressing.

I’ve prayed for two years. I’ve begged God for relief. The only thing that gives me temporary ease is fasting, but even that doesn’t last.

I’m not writing this to claim any specific spiritual interpretation. I’m not trying to label this as anything supernatural. I’m simply overwhelmed, scared, and exhausted. I feel like I’m losing myself, and sometimes I feel like I can’t keep going like this.

I’m asking for prayer, for guidance, and for compassion.
If anyone has gone through something similar — whether physical, psychological, or spiritual — I would appreciate hearing your experience. And if not, I would still be grateful for your prayers.

Thank you for reading this. I’m trying to hold on.

I’m currently in law school, and by nature I’m a social, warm, and open person. I’ve made a few genuinely good friends here — people I enjoy studying and spending time with. But as the workload has intensified, I’ve noticed something strange happening with others in the program.

Some classmates I thought I was getting to know have slowly become distant. A few have even dropped out, and others have become more withdrawn as the pressure increases. That part I can understand — law school is demanding, and everyone copes differently.

What confuses me is what happens when I try to connect with new people. I’ve sent follow requests to a few classmates who seemed interesting or kind. Nothing personal or intense — just a normal attempt to get to know people in my cohort.

But several of them removed my request almost immediately, while accepting people they don’t even know. And when I see them on campus afterward, they act nervous, avoid eye contact, or give this awkward little laugh like they don’t know how to behave around me.

It feels like they’ve created a negative image of me in their minds without me doing anything. I haven’t been pushy, inappropriate, or intrusive. I’m literally just existing and trying to be friendly.

There’s also something else that has been sitting in the back of my mind. Earlier in the semester, a man — someone who openly told me he used to struggle with drug addiction and had been diagnosed as a psychopath — said something extremely unsettling to me. Out of nowhere, he told me that “people in the program would have sex with me,” but he didn’t explain what he meant. Then he added that I should come to him if anyone ever hurt me.

I told him that no one has hurt me and that I wouldn’t be doing that. But the whole interaction left me confused. I don’t know how seriously to take comments from someone who openly says they have psychological issues, but it still made me uncomfortable. And I can’t help but wonder if that strange moment has colored the way I interpret other people’s behavior — or if it’s completely unrelated.

Either way, I’m left with this feeling of being quietly rejected by people I genuinely wanted to get to know.

So I’m asking: How do you stop caring about people who judge or avoid you without knowing you? And how do you handle the emotional sting of being dismissed by classmates when all you’re trying to do is build normal connections?

I’m currently in law school, and by nature I’m a social, warm, and open person. I’ve made a few genuinely good friends here — people I enjoy studying and spending time with. But as the workload has intensified, I’ve noticed something strange happening with others in the program.

Some classmates I thought I was getting to know have slowly become distant. A few have even dropped out, and others have become more withdrawn as the pressure increases. That part I can understand — law school is demanding, and everyone copes differently.

What confuses me is what happens when I try to connect with new people. I’ve sent follow requests to a few classmates who seemed interesting or kind. Nothing personal or intense — just a normal attempt to get to know people in my cohort.

But several of them removed my request almost immediately, while accepting people they don’t even know. And when I see them on campus afterward, they act nervous, avoid eye contact, or give this awkward little laugh like they don’t know how to behave around me.

It feels like they’ve created a negative image of me in their minds without me doing anything. I haven’t been pushy, inappropriate, or intrusive. I’m literally just existing and trying to be friendly.

There’s also something else that has been sitting in the back of my mind. Earlier in the semester, a man — someone who openly told me he used to struggle with drug addiction and had been diagnosed as a psychopath — said something extremely unsettling to me. Out of nowhere, he told me that “people in the program would have sex with me,” but he didn’t explain what he meant. Then he added that I should “come to him if anyone ever hurt me.”

I told him that no one has hurt me and that I wouldn’t be doing that. But the whole interaction left me confused. I don’t know how seriously to take comments from someone who openly says they have psychological issues, but it still made me uncomfortable. And I can’t help but wonder if that strange moment has colored the way I interpret other people’s behavior — or if it’s completely unrelated.

Either way, I’m left with this feeling of being quietly rejected by people I genuinely wanted to get to know.

So I’m asking:

How do you stop caring about people who judge or avoid you without knowing you?
And how do you handle the emotional sting of being dismissed by classmates when all you’re trying to do is build normal connections?

Any advice or perspective is welcome.

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