u/Beginning-Wafer-3951

Hey. I am a camp counselor. I am a senior counselor (I am 18) and it is my second year working there. I have had a great time being with everyone and the kids! 

But there is this one kid who hates me. Let’s call him Boy 1. He was here last year too. I hate myself and I might have been a little annoying but I was helpful. I know I have a hellish personality but I am doing my job. This year, Boy 1 has not been the nicest to me but I have to controlled myself. 

But last year, I remember I was randomly talking about movies with him and said that I have so many movies to watch. Like I just put it out there for fun and he thought that because of this, all I do is sit around and eat. He also made fun of my appearance. 

One day, he was making an imaginary weapon (the kids are allowed to do that and it is not hurting others). When some parts dropped when he was walking, he was laughing at himself and I was laughing too and just having fun. He said that it is because of my appearance which is why he dropped it.

At camp, we have this bridge that we cannot cross (it is slippery and the rule was made last year) and over a month ago, I was watching the kids and some of them did cross the bridge. I told them to not do that and I was just doing my job. I was just making sure that they were safe and following the rules. Boy 1 crossed the bridge and did not care. I kept telling him to not do that and he would not listen. He was mocking me and imitating and making a joke out of the situation when I told them that they cannot cross the bridge. Since he was not listening, I reported him to the head counselor and he took care of it. 

Three weeks ago (July 21), I told Boy 1 to not use violence on anyone and told him to respect  the kids and counselors (me included). He then said “What if I said that you’re fat.” I controlled myself and told him to not say that to me or anyone. He did not care. He is around 9-10 or something, so he is still really young to know that saying stuff like this is wrong. When I was around that age, I learned that saying stuff like this is wrong so, I was trying to be understanding. But what is bad is that he is not listening to me. He does not care if he is disrespecting me. That Boy 1 told me to shut up when I told them that talking about Hitler or Epstein is inappropriate for camp. The head counselor told the kids that talking  about that stuff is not right and it is disturbing. I just let them know again that they cannot be mentioning it and Boy 1 told me to shut up when I told him what he cannot say at camp. On July 23, I said “hi” with a smile to a girl camper (I say “hi” to the counselors and the kids when I see them and I also say “bye” when they leave.) and Boy 1 came up to me and said “If I was a counselor, I would run away from you because I think you are creepy.” and I said not everything is about him and I was not talking to him. The counselors were like “Ooo” when I roasted him. I do not like calling kids names but he was being hypocrite here. He hates me but he is the one who came up to me and said that. I did not even go over to him. On July 24, he asked me to take him to the creek because he wanted to make a bamboo house and I took him there. I took him and some other kids for a walk. I got scared of taking them too far and that kid was like “Are you scared that you are going to be exhausted?” and “Are you out of shape?” I told him to stop taking to me like that. another kid was like “Why are you always so mean to her?“ I even asked him why he hates me and he said that it is because of my existence. And then he was like “What if I said that about my sister?” (he wanted to call his sister “fat”). I told him that he should not say that about anyone. He did not care.

One day, he asked me to take him down to the creek and I did. I asked him what he wants to do there and I was asking out of curiosity. And he was like “What I need is for you to shut up and let me do my own thing.” All I did was ask out of curiosity and he responds like this. You might have me for this but I was like “Quit talking to me like that.” and he would not listen. He was imitating me for telling him that he cannot be talking me or anyone like that. 

Yesterday, I had to tell some kids to not cross the bridge and one girl got it all mixed up. Boy 1 crossed the bridge even though I told him not to. He also said that I have no brain cells and he walked with his big boy feet. He got really angry at me for doing my own job. After that, I was done and had to report this to the head counselor. I also told him that Boy 1 is not very nice to me and I opened up about it after 5 weeks of him l not being nice to me. It took me this long because I thought I had to be embarrassed that a kid hates me and I also tried to put up with it and not make it a big deal. But I did open up and the head counselor took care of it. He also told the kid to not be mean to me anymore.

On Wednesday, I got into a car accident while going to my camp (I am a camp counselor). My car went upside down and it was unfortunately totaled. I had to go to Main Line Health and the ER. I got a CAT Scan even though there was nothing stuck in my body. I did have neck, chest, and abdominal pain after the accident. It was more of the abdominal pain and I threw up when I came home. Ever since the accident, my sleep has been disturbed. I keep imagining the car accident and sometimes, I am injured or dead in the images. It is all I can talk about now even though I am not trying to be annoying. It took me 2 hours to sleep last night even though I meditated and exercised. I was about to yell in my sleep because I was so disturbed. I think I also feel chest pains (I am used to it) a lot now and it is probably from shock.

I miss him so much. I actually ended up falling in love with a camp counselor at my camp. My 22nd crush.

Yesterday was his and his cousin’s last day (there is next week, which is the last week of camp). I canpt help it. He is kind, caring, helpful, positive, sweet, charming, handsome, cute, hot, immature, childish, and cringe. I am happy I said “bye“ to him but I still do miss him. I will miss the times when I would mess around with him. He is such a joy. Oh, he also has such a soft speaking voice. He is such a package. ❤️

Hello. I am a camp counselor and it is my summer job. On Wednesday, I had this dream where a counselor was late to camp because of a car accident, but thankfully, she ended up alive. While I was going to camp today, I was about to turn, and then a car hit me and my car turned upside down and it was damaged. I got a little sick. I did throw up. The guy was speeding and hit my car real hard but he did not get hurt and his car was not damaged at all. This is the most terrifying dream of my life. 

Hello. I am a camp counselor and it is my summer job. Today, I just had this dream where a counselor was late to camp because of a car accident, but thankfully, she ended up alive. While I was going to camp today, I was about to turn, and then a car hit me and my car turned upside down and it was damaged. I got a little sick. I did throw up.

Hello. I am a camp counselor and it is my summer job. Today, I just had this dream where a counselor was late to camp because of a car accident, but thankfully, she ended up alive. While I was going to camp today, I was about to turn, and then a car hit me and my car turned upside down and it was damaged. I got a little sick. I did throw up.

Just letting you know, I am 18F who works as a camp counselor. Yesterday, I had this dream where some kid asked me if I was 40. I said “no”. And then, he asked me if I was 50 and of course I said “no”. And then the kid asked me if I had children (specifically two kids - a boy and a girl). He showed me a picture of the children and the boy was probably around 10 and the girl was probably around 6. We do not know who the father is but the kids had mixed ethnicity (I am Indian). 

Also, I do not plan on having children. I do not know how this happened. This dream was so weirdly specific. 😂

Just letting you know, I am 18F who works as a camp counselor. Yesterday, I had this dream where some kid asked me if I was 40. I said “no”. And then, he asked me if I was 50 and of course I said “no”. And then the kid asked me if I had children (specifically two kids - a boy and a girl). He showed me a picture of the children and the boy was probably around 10 and the girl was probably around 6. We do not know who the father is but the kids had mixed ethnicity (I am Indian). 

Also, I do not plan on having children. I do not know how this happened. This dream was so weirdly specific. 😂

The dream was where I was sleeping. And then I was dreaming where Ray William Johnson (a YouTuber) was telling a story. The story was where some people from BC were waiting to enter a neon cave. They were arguing over something and were playing with glowsticks. They were wearing old fashion clothing but they barely aged. 😂 The scene looked very neon in my dream. It was a dream inside a dream.

The dream was where I was sleeping. And then I was dreaming where Ray William Johnson (a YouTuber) was telling a story. The story was where some people from BC were waiting to enter a neon cave. They were arguing over something and were playing with glowsticks. They were wearing old fashion clothing but they barely aged. 😂 The scene looked very neon in my dream. It was a dream inside a dream.

Hey. I am a 18F who is a camp counselor and there is this other guy who works in my camp and he is also 18M. He is just great! He is kind, fun, silly, playful, and weird. He is also handsome and tall. I am 25 days older than him. I knew him this during camp. I am going into my sophomore year of college and he is going to be a freshman in college. He is the 22nd crush I have had in my life.

I have had a great time with him! Sometimes, he calls my name and runs. I go and search for him. 😂 I know he is just playing around. He lies that he is going to  leave camp but then, he just hides somewhere so that I can find him. He did that yesterday. Today, me, him, and some other counselors were talking about my dreams and list of dreams. Yes, I have that list and it is 53 pages. It is fun to tell him about it! I love his reactions! This guy actually appeared in my dream a few days ago. It was where he sneaked into my phone and saw my list of dreams. He was scrolling through all of the 53 pages of that document. I got terrified that they were scrolling through all of it. It was a dream. He also told some kids to give me some random message and it was so silly. He even gave me a heart sign today.

Hey. I am a 18F who is a camp counselor and there is this other guy who works in my camp and he is also 18M. He is just great! He is kind, fun, silly, playful, and weird. He is also handsome and tall. I am 25 days older than him. I knew him this during camp. I am going into my sophomore year of college and he is going to be a freshman in college. 

I have had a great time with him! Sometimes, he calls my name and runs. I go and search for him. 😂 I know he is just playing around. He lies that he is going to  leave camp but then, he just hides somewhere so that I can find him. He did that yesterday. Today, me, him, and some other counselors were talking about my dreams and list of dreams. Yes, I have that list and it is 53 pages. It is fun to tell him about it! I love his reactions! This guy actually appeared in my dream a few days ago. It was where he sneaked into my phone and saw my list of dreams. He was scrolling through all of the 53 pages of that document. I got terrified that they were scrolling through all of it. It was a dream. He also told some kids to give me some random message and it was so silly. He even gave me a heart sign today.

Hey! I am sharing some of my dreams that seem like movie plots. Feel free to share your opinions on which movie plot it looks like and share why.

In December 2017, I had this dream where I was watching a movie with a couple of people. It was a movie about a half snake and half woman. Her name was snakewoman because she was a snakewoman. Her hair was long and black and she had bangs. One day, while some guy was meditating, the snakewoman but him and yelled and died. Me and a bunch of random people got terrified and ran away. Soon, we realized that the theater also had restaurant. Me and bunch of random people wanted to go home and we realized that it was raining hard so I asked some lady I could call my mom and I called her and she came and we went back home.

In January 2021, had this dream about an evil baby with red eyes. The baby was supposed to be extremely adorable but evil. It was evil because it had red eyes. One day, these two babysitters had babysit the evil baby during the weekend and they got terrified when they saw that baby. When the parents came to pick their baby up, they smacked the baby’s face on the babysitters face for in replace of a thank you and when they left, (this was paused in my dream) but they showed that this baby was super evil and their parents did not know that at all. 

In 2023, I had this dream where kids had to jump into hot soup whether they’re punished. They had a slide in which the kids would come. Children would say goodbye before going into the soup. This lady was mixing butter in the soup. It was tomato soup by the way.

On June 3rd, I had this dream where a guy had an argument with his girlfriend for not spending much time with him. And he was known to be obsessed with his mom. He wanted to be closer with his mom and he ended up being obsessed. He had a hard time choosing between his mom and his girlfriend. He would also pray to his deceased cat. 

On June 19th, I had this dream where there was a guy, and two women were living in the same apartment. The guy and girl 1 was his ex and girl 2 was his current girlfriend. One day, girl 2 character had some news to tell the guy. She accidentally fell on the floor and soon the news came out. She told him that she was pregnant Girl 2 and Girl 1’s characters were friends by the way. The guy was excited and said that he would come back but instead he left for somewhere. The women could not find him. 

On July 3rd, I had this dream was where a guy had a new girlfriend (let’s call her Girl 2). Girl 2 was kind and sweet but she did not like her boyfriend’s ex (let’s call her Girl 1) and was terrified of her. Girl 1 was jealous that her ex was dating someone else and wanted to get revenge at her. The guy also had a hard time talking about his past and what happened to his cat. One day, the video of that was shown. He was riding a bike with his cat and his cat jumped, fell, and died. Girl 1 hated him for that and probably broke up with him. Soon, she came back to her revenge at Girl 2. So yeah, both girls were fighting for the same guy. Girl 1 regretted breaking up with the guy and wanted him back. 

Hey! I am sharing some of my dreams that seem like movie plots. Feel free to share your opinions on which movie plot it looks like and share why.

In December 2017, I had this dream where I was watching a movie with a couple of people. It was a movie about a half snake and half woman. Her name was snakewoman because she was a snakewoman. Her hair was long and black and she had bangs. One day, while some guy was meditating, the snakewoman but him and yelled and died. Me and a bunch of random people got terrified and ran away. Soon, we realized that the theater also had restaurant. Me and bunch of random people wanted to go home and we realized that it was raining hard so I asked some lady I could call my mom and I called her and she came and we went back home.

In January 2021, had this dream about an evil baby with red eyes. The baby was supposed to be extremely adorable but evil. It was evil because it had red eyes. One day, these two babysitters had babysit the evil baby during the weekend and they got terrified when they saw that baby. When the parents came to pick their baby up, they smacked the baby’s face on the babysitters face for in replace of a thank you and when they left, (this was paused in my dream) but they showed that this baby was super evil and their parents did not know that at all. 

In 2023, I had this dream where kids had to jump into hot soup whether they’re punished. They had a slide in which the kids would come. Children would say goodbye before going into the soup. This lady was mixing butter in the soup. It was tomato soup by the way.

On June 3rd, I had this dream where a guy had an argument with his girlfriend for not spending much time with him. And he was known to be obsessed with his mom. He wanted to be closer with his mom and he ended up being obsessed. He had a hard time choosing between his mom and his girlfriend. He would also pray to his deceased cat. 

On June 19th, I had this dream where there was a guy, and two women were living in the same apartment. The guy and girl 1 was his ex and girl 2 was his current girlfriend. One day, girl 2 character had some news to tell the guy. She accidentally fell on the floor and soon the news came out. She told him that she was pregnant Girl 2 and Girl 1’s characters were friends by the way. The guy was excited and said that he would come back but instead he left for somewhere. The women could not find him. 

On July 3rd, I had this dream was where a guy had a new girlfriend (let’s call her Girl 2). Girl 2 was kind and sweet but she did not like her boyfriend’s ex (let’s call her Girl 1) and was terrified of her. Girl 1 was jealous that her ex was dating someone else and wanted to get revenge at her. The guy also had a hard time talking about his past and what happened to his cat. One day, the video of that was shown. He was riding a bike with his cat and his cat jumped, fell, and died. Girl 1 hated him for that and probably broke up with him. Soon, she came back to her revenge at Girl 2. So yeah, both girls were fighting for the same guy. Girl 1 regretted breaking up with the guy and wanted him back. 

Hey! I am sharing some of my dreams that seem like movie plots. Feel free to share your opinions on which movie plot it looks like and share why.

In December 2017, I had this dream where I was watching a movie with a couple of people. It was a movie about a half snake and half woman. Her name was snakewoman because she was a snakewoman. Her hair was long and black and she had bangs. One day, while some guy was meditating, the snakewoman but him and yelled and died. Me and a bunch of random people got terrified and ran away. Soon, we realized that the theater also had restaurant. Me and bunch of random people wanted to go home and we realized that it was raining hard so I asked some lady I could call my mom and I called her and she came and we went back home.

In January 2021, had this dream about an evil baby with red eyes. The baby was supposed to be extremely adorable but evil. It was evil because it had red eyes. One day, these two babysitters had babysit the evil baby during the weekend and they got terrified when they saw that baby. When the parents came to pick their baby up, they smacked the baby’s face on the babysitters face for in replace of a thank you and when they left, (this was paused in my dream) but they showed that this baby was super evil and their parents did not know that at all. 

In 2023, I had this dream where kids had to jump into hot soup whether they’re punished. They had a slide in which the kids would come. Children would say goodbye before going into the soup. This lady was butter in the soup. It was tomato soup by the way.

On June 3rd, I had this dream where a guy had an argument with his girlfriend for not spending much time with him. And he was known to be obsessed with his mom. He wanted to be closer with his mom and he ended up being obsessed. He had a hard time choosing between his mom and his girlfriend. He would also pray to his deceased cat. 

On June 19th, I had this dream where there was a guy, and two women were living in the same apartment. The guy and girl 1 was his ex and girl 2 was his current girlfriend. One day, girl 2 character had some news to tell the guy. She accidentally fell on the floor and soon the news came out. She told him that she was pregnant Girl 2 and Girl 1’s characters were friends by the way. The guy was excited and said that he would come back but instead he left for somewhere. The women could not find him. 

On July 3rd, I had this dream was where a guy had a new girlfriend (let’s call her Girl 2). Girl 2 was kind and sweet but she did not like her boyfriend’s ex (let’s call her Girl 1) and was terrified of her. Girl 1 was jealous that her ex was dating someone else and wanted to get revenge at her. The guy also had a hard time talking about his past and what happened to his cat. One day, the video of that was shown. He was riding a bike with his cat and his cat jumped, fell, and died. Girl 1 hated him for that and probably broke up with him. Soon, she came back to her revenge at Girl 2. So yeah, both girls were fighting for the same guy. Girl 1 regretted breaking up with the guy and wanted him back. 

In December 2017, I had this dream where I was watching a movie with a couple of people. It was a movie about a half snake and half woman. Her name was snakewoman because she was a snakewoman. Her hair was long and black and she had bangs. One day, while some guy was meditating, the snakewoman but him and yelled and died. Me and a bunch of random people got terrified and ran away. Soon, we realized that the theater also had restaurant. Me and bunch of random people wanted to go home and we realized that it was raining hard so I asked some lady I  could call my mom and I called her and she came and we went back home.

In 2019, I had this dream where my parents were watching a movie where a guy left his family for 22 years. I did not feel like watching and I was upstairs doing I don’t know what. So, the main character went on a bike ride with 16 friends. One of the friends brought his child along with him and both were wearing the same shirt and had sunglasses during the ride. After some time, this person felt like going back home and did some reason, he knocked non some random person’s door and wanted some advice. While he was talking, the other person fell asleep and both started having a fight and he ran away and wanted to go back home. When he went back home, his wife and kids did not age that much and they were happy that he back home. After the movie ended, I felt like watching this and regretted not watching it with my parents.

In 2023, I had this dream where kids had to jump into hot soup whether they’re punished. They had a slide in which the kids would come. Children would say goodbye before going into the soup. This lady was mixing butter in the soup. Sometimes kids would swim or drink some while chilling in hot soup. It was tomato soup by the way.

On June 3, I had this one dream where a guy had an argument with his girlfriend for not spending much time with him. And he was known to be obsessed with his mom. He wanted to be closer with his mom and he ended up being obsessed. He had a hard time choosing between his mom and his girlfriend. He would also pray to his deceased cat. 

On June 19, I had this dream where there was where a guy, and two women were living in the same apartment. They were all living in Italy. The guy and girl 1 were exes and girl 2 was his current girlfriend. One day, girl 2 character had some news to tell the guy. She accidentally fell on the floor and told him that she was pregnant. Girl 2 and Girl 1’s characters were friends by the way. The guy was excited and said that he would come back but instead he left for India or somewhere. The women could not find him. Girl 2 was also ready to marry him.

In December 2017, I had this dream where I was watching a movie with a couple of people. It was a movie about a half snake and half woman. Her name was snakewoman because she was a snakewoman. Her hair was long and black and she had bangs. One day, while some guy was meditating, the snakewoman but him and yelled and died. Me and a bunch of random people got terrified and ran away. Soon, we realized that the theater also had restaurant. Me and bunch of random people wanted to go home and we realized that it was raining hard so I asked some lady I  could call my mom and I called her and she came and we went back home.

In 2019, I had this dream where my parents were watching a movie where a guy left his family for 22 years. I did not feel like watching and I was upstairs doing I don’t know what. So, the main character went on a bike ride with 16 friends. One of the friends brought his child along with him and both were wearing the same shirt and had sunglasses during the ride. After some time, this person felt like going back home and did some reason, he knocked non some random person’s door and wanted some advice. While he was talking, the other person fell asleep and both started having a fight and he ran away and wanted to go back home. When he went back home, his wife and kids did not age that much and they were happy that he back home. After the movie ended, I felt like watching this and regretted not watching it with my parents.

In 2023, I had this dream where kids had to jump into hot soup whether they’re punished. They had a slide in which the kids would come. Children would say goodbye before going into the soup. This lady was mixing butter in the soup. Sometimes kids would swim or drink some while chilling in hot soup. It was tomato soup by the way.

On June 3, I had this one dream where a guy had an argument with his girlfriend for not spending much time with him. And he was known to be obsessed with his mom. He wanted to be closer with his mom and he ended up being obsessed. He had a hard time choosing between his mom and his girlfriend. He would also pray to his deceased cat. 

On June 19, I had this dream where there was where a guy, and two women were living in the same apartment. They were all living in Italy. The guy and girl 1 were exes and girl 2 was his current girlfriend. One day, girl 2 character had some news to tell the guy. She accidentally fell on the floor and told him that she was pregnant. Girl 2 and Girl 1’s characters were friends by the way. The guy was excited and said that he would come back but instead he left for India or somewhere. The women could not find him. Girl 2 was also ready to marry him.

In December 2017, I had this dream where I was watching a movie with a couple of people. It was a movie about a half snake and half woman. Her name was snakewoman because she was a snakewoman. Her hair was long and black and she had bangs. One day, while some guy was meditating, the snakewoman but him and yelled and died. Me and a bunch of random people got terrified and ran away. Soon, we realized that the theater also had restaurant. Me and bunch of random people wanted to go home and we realized that it was raining hard so I asked some lady I  could call my mom and I called her and she came and we went back home.

In 2019, I had this dream where my parents were watching a movie where a guy left his family for 22 years. I did not feel like watching and I was upstairs doing I don’t know what. So, the main character went on a bike ride with 16 friends. One of the friends brought his child along with him and both were wearing the same shirt and had sunglasses during the ride. After some time, this person felt like going back home and did some reason, he knocked non some random person’s door and wanted some advice. While he was talking, the other person fell asleep and both started having a fight and he ran away and wanted to go back home. When he went back home, his wife and kids did not age that much and they were happy that he back home. After the movie ended, I felt like watching this and regretted not watching it with my parents.

In 2023, I had this dream where kids had to jump into hot soup whether they’re punished. They had a slide in which the kids would come. Children would say goodbye before going into the soup. This lady was mixing butter in the soup. Sometimes kids would swim or drink some while chilling in hot soup. It was tomato soup by the way.

On June 3, I had this one dream where a guy had an argument with his girlfriend for not spending much time with him. And he was known to be obsessed with his mom. He wanted to be closer with his mom and he ended up being obsessed. He had a hard time choosing between his mom and his girlfriend. He would also pray to his deceased cat. 

On June 19, I had this dream where there was where a guy, and two women were living in the same apartment. They were all living in Italy. The guy and girl 1 were exes and girl 2 was his current girlfriend. One day, girl 2 character had some news to tell the guy. She accidentally fell on the floor and told him that she was pregnant. Girl 2 and Girl 1’s characters were friends by the way. The guy was excited and said that he would come back but instead he left for India or somewhere. The women could not find him. Girl 2 was also ready to marry him.

For me, it is PK (2014 film). The movie is so weird, but it got me cracking up. 😆 I love the parts where Aamir Khan‘s character is trying to adjust to the real world. Those parts were hilarious. Dancing cars. 😝 Also, I am a huge fan of Raju Hirani. Comedy is incredibly challenging to act and write and I will always admire the people who know how to get it right.

Somewhere around December 2025, I was depressed or stressed about something and me and my mom were at home. It was Friday, and Friday nights are movie nights. My mom wanted to watch PK just for some laughs and something lighthearted. I was depressed and I was not sure if this was the right movie for that time but when I watched it, I was laughing out loud. I was so energetic and happy. It made me forget about my problems. It also made me love art even more. Even if it is not a human, it still has a way of being there for you when you are low.

I am telling you. This is shitty and psychotic behavior (I apologize if I overreacted there but it is just so painful.)

In 2024, when junior year ended, it was like the time when I really started to use Snapchat. I added someone on there. She accepted and first I said “hi”. She said “hi” back and forth some reason it took me a whole day to respond back. Soon, I started to have a conversation. It went good until she removed as a friend. I was offended, but I felt like it was all my fault. It was painful because she seemed nice and positive. During senior year, she was very kind to me. I did not talk about it because maybe I forgot that this happened and I was embarrassed of myself. I never had a class with her but she seemed really nice and it was hard to lose her. I added her again in October 2025, and she added me back. We spoke for a few days and after that, she stopped responding even when I was asking questions and showing curiosity. I swear for my life, I space things out. I wait a few days or even a week to go back to talk to them. In November, she apologized for not responding and said that she was too busy. I tried trusting her and even after she put out that message, I have not heard back from her to this day. I swear for my life, I space conversations out. do not beat me up.

On May 30, 2025, I received my last text from a person who did not go to school with me but I felt such a close connection with her. We knew each other from vocal lessons. It was not in groups but I saw her after my class. Her class was after mine. We had little conversations last year and we wanted to text each other and we did. We both loved talking to each other and she was very kind. She cared about me and tried to help me love myself like how you do. I do not even know what happened after May 30. That was the last time I heard from her. I tried to check her on Instagram, but then I lost her account too. It was scary for me. She really meant a lot. We didn’t even have an argument. The last time I found updates about her was on July 25. It was some summer voice lessons thing. I know I am overreacting but something about it, it just feels like she is actually gone. This one hurts like hell. She was so supportive of me, she was creative, we like singing, and we were interested in psychology. I really connected with her even if she did not go to my school.

I also lost someone else (no one died) but she was a person who liked my personality and wanted me to add her on Snap. She wanted me to add her and then I did. She was unhappy that I was not sending her snaps and I was just texting. I did not really have much snaps to share with her. This is so embarrassing to talk about but she removed me as a friend.

In August 2025, I was removed on Snapchat by another girl. She was one grade below me. She was really nice to me and seems to appreciate me for me. I remember that she added me on Snapchat (I do not know when but yeah.) I tried to get to know her better even after graduation, but she would open my message but never responded to them. She gave one last message in August and I responded and after that, she removed me out of somewhere.

In January 2026, I think I was removed on Snapchat by two guys.

The first guy was someone who was two grades below me and he was a lor of fun. He had positive energy and was like a cheerleader for me. He would imitate me and get excited when I was there. He also seemed to be expressing interest in me. We spoke for a few months and around November 2025, he stopped talking to me. Around January 2026, I noticed that he removed me on Snapchat and I removed him, thinking he wanted that.

The second guy was someone who was very kind and supportive. He liked me in my junior year. Unfortunately, he had to move to another school during his senior year. He loved my creative ideas and was very positive. He was not there during my senior year but we still spoke. I knew he had a girlfriend but we still spoke and I was okay with it. Around January 2026, I noticed that he removed me on Snapchat out of somewhere and I removed him thinking he wanted that.

The experience hurts so much. I swear for my life I am not trying to seek for sympathy. No one deserves to go through this. If someone blocked you out of somewhere when all you were trying to do was be curious and get to know them better, do not blame yourself because all you were doing was try to be nice and not make everything about you. For some reason, the other person could not see that and they ended up ghosting you which is just shitty behavior.