I feel broken but happy i survived
my oxygen dropped to near critical levels a few days ago due to a respiratory virus . i was hospitalized and put in oxygen , usually id have a breakdown but some reason i feel.. strong i survived this and feel more close to the asthma community more than ever . i suffer greatly from health anxiety but while my oxygen was really low i told myself dont panic think of happy things- my favourite band simple plan and lead singer pierre bouvier . it brought me warmth and comfort and i knew i was gonna be okay . soon as we started treatment , and i got on oxygen i started feeling a sense of “ we made it out alive “ and one day i hope to tell pierre , cause of him im stronger 🩵as he has suffered with his health in 2021 as well ( covid )