u/Brilliant_Dog_9066
I downloaded the game, and 3 seconds later downloaded CJ mod
Instead of buying an AI slop subscription, i bought a wooden mannequin to draw poses
Im sorry if it doesent look the best, i havent drawn anything lately😭
Instead of buying an AI subscription, i bought a mannequin to draw poses
Im sorry if it doesent look the best, i havent drawn anything lately
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I dont think they received my comment "too" kindly
Have i became the definition of the word 'Lazy' at this point?
For context, im 14m, and uhh.. i have probably went down to the most severe case of laziness and procrastrination.
Lately, its been uphill for me. Im unable to really specify the causes, as it would be very hard for me, so lets just say stuff happened. Lets start with the fact that i have changed schools, and moved home to a small town. Because its a small town, everyone in the school knew eachother since kindergarten, so i was an outsider mostly. I have 2 true friends, but they live in cities far away from eachother, so we dont meet usually, so i tried to friend my classmates. Basically they arent the most well behaved people. They watch tiktoks and "orange media" in the classroom, they burp out loud, they swear, usually words like c**t or p**sy, but sometimes other swear words too. So naturally even though its not the best behavior, i was desperate for some socializing so i gave it a try. But i failed. Misberably. When i sweared occasionally, they would all go silent and say something like "watch your mouth" or "naughty words" and such. When i tried to do stuff like them, they would just roll their eyes and say stuff like "seriously?" Or "seriously, stop, its unfunny". When i sent an image of a character smoking in the groupchat, they basically said "dude wtf are you posting" and "dude what the actual fuck, my mom checks my phone". Naturally, i stopped trying to socialize, and the biggest thing that hurt me, is that they didnt care. They all just lived in their own worlds, skipping me entirely. Over time i got more and more lazy, to the point where i barely even leave my room. I either play video games an ungodly amount of hours or i rot on the couch, doomscrolling my life away. Now, i come from a christian family, so i tried asking God for help, but every time i tried, i felt empty. Like, i didint feel genuienly, anything. Im not talking about stuff that i was expecting holy light to shine from nowhere, im talking about my emotions, feelings. When praying, i felt LITERALLY NOTHING. No sadness, no joy, heck, not even neutrality. Im also getting more and more thoights of suicide, and the only things that are holding me away from doing so are the fact that suicide brings more bad than good, and mostly the fact that im scared that im gonna get the tree treatment from Dante's Inferno. Also, i would just try to recover by doing small steps to victory, but what if i dont even have the energy to even attempt to? Im so drained mentally, that its leaving a permament "hole" in me. Its gotten to the point where i feel like there are 2 people living inside me. 1 being the procrastinator lazy ahh dipshit, and the 2nd one, usually at the end of the day, being the regretful, sad, and angry at myself, me (i also started crying what the heck). My eyesight has also significantly de-improved, as i can barely read something thats at the distance of my arm, using only vague shapes that are letters, WITH my glasses on (i have short range vision). Also my parents really love me, and they tried everything to help me, but that stubborn lazy ass mf, me the 1st, is just too busy grinding his SSadistic streak in ultrakill to even remotely give a crap.
I am tired of this. I am tired of everything. I just want a real friend. I just want a familiar place from my nostalgic thought. I just want to be free.
Also i really wanted to insert this phrase for some reason, but for some reason i didint find a place in the main text so im putting it here.
Never odd or even
Opinion about Human Revolution
So basically for context, i have installed Human Revolution yesterday, and i decided to play it. I have played Mankind Divided before, so i decided to go play the one before so i can get more context about the story. Dont get me wrong, its an absolute masterpiece, but god is it slow and sluggish. When i entered the game, the controls are very sluggish, as if Adam slept only 3 hours today, the combat and overall missions feel very slow, the inventory is also pretty clunky, and overall the whole game is like 20 times slower than MD. I spent like 3 hours trying to get a side quest done, because the map is pretty unreadable to me, and i spent most of the time just walking around, confused. The story is pretty good tho.
Am i the only one that thinks like this, or is it just me?
Can someone tell me what made my game freak out at the start?
I also had another bug, where basically when i went to the map, my game froze, or when i went to the den, my game also froze
I love this meme so much for some reason
I made an OC concept, The Cardmaster
I am sorry if it doesent look good, current circumstances in my life are exhausting me and i can't really draw that much, so please don't hate
Gender: Male
Age: Estimated around 50-55
Aliases: Magician, Dealer, Cardmaster
Profession: Poker card dealer
So umm, this is my second OC or rather a concept. I havent thought of his lore, but i will in another update. The first concept actually came to me in a dream and it changed a lot from the first "draft". He was supposed to be female, have a beak-mask thing, wear jester and 1600s clothes, but i ultimately stuck with this design.
So basically i was looking for some programs on GitHub to help me delete microsoft slop, and i ran across a tool called Winslopr. I downloaded it, and opened. Everything was checked, so i thought its how its supposed to be. I ran it, my screen flashed for a few seconds, and everything looked normal (except for my taskbar going to the left side and the background of the taskbar turning black). But now my PC goes full fans randomly, but almost 95% of the time its on full fans when im doing stuff, even if theres no need to. Paint works like on my grandfathers 11 year old potato, and my browser is kinda slower. I tried the "revert last changes" button but uhh it didint work. Can someone please help me? Im scared