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i think it’s just my body. it felt terrible, my heart was racing, i was thinking about so much all at once, my body was stiff. i could not sleep because i was too scared to. it felt more like a stimulant, even worse than Adderall (which i stopped taking regularly because it was causing heart palpitations)

i woke up this morning just feeling achy and my chest hurts so bad and i’m having heart palpitations again after not having them for some time. i have to work so i just have to get over it but i am in so much pain.

i guess i’ll just stick to Ambien but this sucks, i was really hoping it would work for me :(

another day of standing at a computer for hours watching videos with information i won’t retain because i’m just not that type of learner, thankfully today is my four hour shift which means i’ll probably just spend 3 hours clicking “next” on the computer and 1 hour doing QT or absolutely nothing

its probably not going to get better but i just want to do my job already what the fuck :D

when do i learn pickup and stuff? i’m kind of tired of standing at the same computer in the same place for 6.5 hours a day doing the same thing over and over again. i know i’ll have to learn how to do things which is fine but i wish things would change up a little. when did you learn pickup?

i keep obsessing over what happened and i just feel like i’m going crazy. 3 years of my life entirely revolved around him, i gave him all that i could, just to be left like this.

i really don’t want to live like this anymore, i honestly think i should just end my life, i think about it constantly. i don’t want to see anyone anymore, i don’t want to deal with anything

i miss him, but i don’t want him back in my life

i wish we could talk, but i’m scared to ever speak to him again

i’m glad its over, but i also wish it wasn’t

the day he ended things was because i tried to stick up for myself and sometimes i regret it and wish i would have kept my mouth shut. other times i feel like that train of thought alone is proof enough the relationship was terrible. he was angry when he ended things, i was having an anxiety attack, idk he tore me to shreds. i don’t want to feel like this anymore

i’m a Rite Aid survivor and had my 5th shift at CVS. today i did triage and phones but i have a few questions. this post will be mostly in Rite Aid/NexGen terms pls be patient 😭 BEFORE ANYONE SAYS IT ik RXConnect is not NexGen and i’m going to have to get used to it, that’s why i’m asking questions

1. is there a way to see prescriptions that were sent by a doctor but not processed yet like you could in NexGen when you search the patient in Wimo or is QT the only way to see them?

2. is there a way to defer a prescription for refill too soon or on order & will it be auto processed on the day it’s deferred to? does deferment even exist in RXConnect?

3. does it get better 💔

4. some stores can send patients texts/messages but others can’t?

if you have any other helpful tips to getting used to RXConnect after being a NexGen truther for over a year… i’m in the trenches i fear

NexGen just existing in purgatory makes me physically sick… i miss NexGen like an ex boyfriend

i will never ever do it again!!!!!! for some reason i thought it’d take a lot longer to see any results. never ever again

this semester was just terrible for me. i have been dealing with depression and suicidal thoughts, then i got into a car accident. i gave up then and i regret it, my grades are terrible

i was advised to try to get an academic term withdraw but i’m worried that i don’t have a good enough reason to do it and if there are any repercussions if they actually approve of it

thank you

i got my nespresso vertuo recently and i am almost done with the sampler pack, i want to get more pods but i am worried about committing to a full sleeve. is there a way to get samples?

nearest Nespresso store to me is in Burlington, Ontario and i live in America 🙃

will i lose my job? its my fifth shift. i already called and told them i won’t be in. i have insomnia and i have been awake for over 24 hours, this is my only shift scheduled for this week and my training store is 30 minutes away. i don’t normally call out at all at my old jobs, but i just feel like i can’t put my life or anyone else’s at risk by driving like that or working behind a pharmacy. my sleep doctor also advised me not to operate a vehicle if i have not slept and i try to follow his advice because i was in a car accident earlier this year caused by lack of sleep (it was me vs a parking lot sign)