u/Electrical_Brick_637

Terribly alone.

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No DMS, I probably won't even answer that's not the purpose

17F. Never had a bestfriend in my life. I'm in college. I see girls laughing and having fun and it feels so terribly heartbreaking.

I've had friends, but I've never had a true friend. All of them betrayed me at one point or left. Not because of anything in me but because being an army brat I have to shift every two years and so they turn their back on me the last few months.

I can't take it anymore. I try and try and try but I can't. I don't socialise anymore I don't even have any DMS or anyone at all. It's just me at this point and everyone claims college life is so fun U hang out with Ur friends and all and I don't have anything.

I don't have memories I feel used when I talk to someone, sometimes it's for homework or cheating in exams or just using me in any way they find.

I'm terrified to socialise anymore. I can't find my people and I just think that's how it's going to be for the rest of my life.

Nobody wants me as their bestfriend, I'm not rude or evil or as far as I'm aware I don't have anything that could push them away. I've tried to find out something but I just can't. I feel really alone. I just want to find my girl group.

Any tips? What should I do?

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u/Electrical_Brick_637 — 3 days ago

Terribly alone.

No DMS, I probably won't even answer that's not the purpose

17F. Never had a bestfriend in my life. I'm in college. I see girls laughing and having fun and it feels so terribly heartbreaking.

I've had friends, but I've never had a true friend. All of them betrayed me at one point or left. Not because of anything in me but because being an army brat I have to shift every two years and so they turn their back on me the last few months.

I can't take it anymore. I try and try and try but I can't. I don't socialise anymore I don't even have any DMS or anyone at all. It's just me at this point and everyone claims college life is so fun U hang out with Ur friends and all and I don't have anything.

I don't have memories I feel used when I talk to someone, sometimes it's for homework or cheating in exams or just using me in any way they find.

I'm terrified to socialise anymore. I can't find my people and I just think that's how it's going to be for the rest of my life.

Nobody wants me as their bestfriend, I'm not rude or evil or as far as I'm aware I don't have anything that could push them away. I've tried to find out something but I just can't. I feel really alone. I just want to find my girl group.

Any tips? What should I do?

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u/Electrical_Brick_637 — 3 days ago
▲ 1 r/FBISE

Maths query

Guys in finding the max and minimum value wala question I found the correct value but wrote the correct answer just messed up when writing (-infinity,x]U[y,infinity) like switched the values of X and y

How many marks will they deduct???

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u/Electrical_Brick_637 — 6 days ago

Creepy story

Okay so my cousins live in a city but that city isn't that developed it's village type, they live in a colony where a m##rder actually took place and made it to news as well. So we went there for vacations and it was winters and around 12-1 am not sure. Very foggy. The streets were Covered with fog U couldn't see ahead at all. Basically walking blind

So we were walking to get some food and stuff from those small shops. While we were on the way, there was this house at the corner of the road, and on the side that house was there was a bit of a forest and it was very dark like one light

My cousins were busy talking and I heard someone hitting an axe baar baar on the ground. Like UK how they dig graves? Almost pitch black and middle of the night. No other sound no other talk just an axe hitting the ground repeatedly

Didnt talk about it, but when we were returning which was roughly an hour later. THE SOUND WAS STILL THERE. I told my cousin and she was really creeped out too. We tried seeing from afar through the holes the house had and u couldn't see any movement

Even the sound of the axe was so perfectly rythmatic. It wasnt uneven at all. And no human can keep doing that for an hour! God knows how long it was actually happening for but the creepiest thing I've emcountered and never forgotten

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u/Electrical_Brick_637 — 13 days ago

17F struggle with maintaing breath during running.

I have been running for a few months now, can't understand how to not be breathing my lungs off after 10 minutes of running

Any tips? Saw the usual tips on internet, nothings working

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u/Electrical_Brick_637 — 16 days ago
▲ 6 r/FBISE

First of all. What the hell are these sabaqs. Inko khud urdu likhne nahi ati aur hamse test le rahay. WHY ARE WE EVEN READING CLASSIC URDU BRO. HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO UNDERSTAND FARSI WORDS. they're not even just a tiny part ITS THE ENTIRE SABAQ ( MAQATIB E GHALIB?? FAQA ME ROZA??)

ALSO WHYD U EVEN BOTHER WITH PUTTING GRAMMER WHEN THERES MORE TO IT.

HDEJEHHRHEJDHRHEHEHE I'm gonna go bang my head on the wall cause WHAT THE HELL HOW DO I GUYS EVEN DO THESE.

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u/Electrical_Brick_637 — 17 days ago

How did U manage living in hostels in uni? Is there any other alternative? I can't do no acs and community bathrooms and a possible unhygienic roommate. Have had my own separate room with alhamdulilah everything I could ask for

What should I do? Really don't want to go into hostels but army family so my parents will shift.

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u/Electrical_Brick_637 — 25 days ago