u/Extreme-Repeat6150

so i’ve been depressed for a long time and it got worse i rot in bed all day and i also can’t sleep at night i first need to overthink and my head just won’t shut up i told myself i was going to work next week to try to distract myself so today i went to work i woke up early to be on time i’m not really a person who likes waking up early i get exhausted and tired very fast

what makes it worse im not a nap person I never sleep over day when but when i got home my eyes want to close but my mind won’t shut up i don’t know what to do because my body is so tired

is it from work or depression i really need sleep so badly but i’m wondering what the reason is is it because i’m depressed or because i drank energy drinks when i drink it in the evening i stay awake longer at night but now that i go to work i drink it at lunchtime

so can that also be a reason why i can’t fall asleep or is it because i overthink too much and it’s because of depression i’m so confused and tired i don’t know what to do

I don’t know what to do anymore I feel nothing but tiredness in my body i don’t do anything anymore I don’t do my best at school I don’t help at home all I do is stay on my bed and scroll in my phone I’ve become so depressed lately it’s only getting worse i don’t sleep unless I overthink first I have no life i swear I have nothing to do i just rot in my bed and it’s making me sick cuz I’m getting tired of being tired Im tired of doing nothing my body doesn’t want to work with me I try to do something in the day but I end up in my bed I thought this feeling is gonna go away until I realized Im just depressed i don’t enjoy things anymore I am not happy and it’s killing me cuz I don’t know if this is gonna get away or stay with me for the rest of my life Im not addicted to my phone but thats the only that that doesn’t take much energy im so tired of myself of my life i don’t wanna live anymore I only think about ending it i don’t know what to do and I don’t know with who to talk about it Im lonely and invisible

i don’t even know where to start but I saw some vids about ... with a gun and I feel so nauseous and I have a headache cuz it feels like it on my body and I see so many edits about them and stickers i just wanna throw up be those images are still in my head and those sounds I think it’s called death rattle it is so disgusting i don’t know what to do this drives me crazy 😖 i don’t wanna go eat now

I just like to hear what do you think about LGBTQ like how do you deal with it and also I see that some see different interpretations so It’s not direct haram if you have feelings for the same gender but it is haram to be in a relationship or marry with the same gender I am not sure so that’s why I like to hear what your thoughts about this is

The only reason why Im still alive it’s because it haram.. Im so tired of my life i don’t wanna exist anymore everyday is getting worser I lost my faith I lost my imaan I lost everything Im so depressed I can’t do anything anymore everything is difficult to do I am dissapointed in myself this is not me I don’t know why I am like this the only thing I can’t think about is committing but it’s haram i cant believe I have to take all this pain I feel trapped i don’t know what to do anymore Im lost I don’t think I will get better

I don’t know if I should go to the doctor for this but every time I shower with warm water and get out I get dizzy i leaned against the wall I thought Im gonna pass out I took deep breaths and sat down on the ground after some times I got up and got out of the bathroom and got some rest this happened twice is it because the warm water or because I was tired cuz I remember I was so tired and I was crying so can that be the reason

I don’t know where to ask this question so I just ask it here

I don’t understand why I get nauseous cuz I don’t even drink much water but every time I drink water in the day and then in the night go to sleep I get a strange feeling in my stomach like I wanna vomit the water i also feel the taste in my throat of the water and it makes me only more nauseous this happens every time I drink water i don’t know if I should go to the doctor

I haven’t used c.ai for so long so I wanna know if the app is having good updates or is it getting worser

I don’t feel myself anymore Im so tired of my life I get bullied at school from school to home with a lot of arguments i just wanna cry the whole time but I have nowhere to hide and cry I just need a big hug I just want someone to care about me I don’t know how to live with all this pain I just need support….

I don’t have a reason to live anymore i wanna give up Im so tired of my life Im not worth living Im a lost girl and a pathetic girl who cries over everything I hate that I am so sensitive it makes it easy for people to bully me Im so tired of them I just wanna end my life nobody cares about me until it’s too late I just wanna cry everything out but I can’t cuz I have no privacy in this fking house I have nowhere to hide or run Im trapped i cant escape so I have to hold everyone inside me at it kills me slowly inside

My mind is thinking about finding buildings in my city to just go commit it….

I hate myself so much I hate everything about me i cant smile in the mirror Im so fucking ugly i wanna rip my face of Somethimes I’ve tried everything to look pretty but I cant just smile at my self anymore I don’t know myself I hate my face so much Im so soo insecure no one is ever gonna love me I wanna kill myself 😭💔

Im so so stupid my curiosity kills me..

So just a normal day I was watching TikTok until I saw some videos about the most disturbing websites I went to the comments first and some people liked it and some not but I was curious to find out myself so I search WPD cuz it was one of the websites I saw I was so nervous but just went into the website I scrolled onto videos but because it was my first time I didn’t read the captions so I just clicked onto a video and the video was full screen and I suddenly saw a girl cutting her leg open I had to vomit from the video but my stupid ass explored the website further I saw very disgusting disturbing thing it makes my my head ache and my heart beat faster but it makes me feel nauseous the whole time..

And today I saw a video about someone explaining a video called funky town video and my curiosity want me to go watch it but Im scared I regret i don’t know what to do I really need to throw my phone away and my curiosity only grows bigger if I don’t satisfy it

Im so tired of them they don’t care about me Im getting sick off it if I got any problems they don’t help me they are always busy also my siblings no one gives me time and when I get I trouble they blame me cuz i didn’t say it I just wanna run out off this house Im so fking tired the only thing I do here is crying im worried about my exams coming no one cares I need some stuff to buy no one gives me time I feel like a statue in this home everyone has their own problem they put themselves always first but is it so hard to help me.. everyone has problems but your my parents your supposed to take care of me…..

I just want to understand this :

From what I’ve read in the Qur’an, there is no verse that explicitly says “women must cover their hair”

The main verses often referenced are:

Surah An-Nur (24:31) mentions women should draw their khimar over their chest

Surah Al-Ahzab (33:59) mentions women should draw their jilbab over themselves

The word khimar is often translated as “head covering” but linguistically it referred to a veil or covering that women already used at the time (not necessarily a strict command about hair in explicit terms)

Because of this, many rulings about hijab seem to come from interpretation (tafsir) and hadith literature, rather than a direct explicit Qur’anic statement like “cover your hair”

Im so fkn tired of constantly getting sad over sad things it makes me sick like I just wanna cry if I can’t have it my way it’s so annoying Im just a cry baby I hate that I am sensitive I get quickly attached to someone I like and if someone give me attention I feel like I’m important to that person and now I’m so sad wanting to cry cuz I don’t get a little attention of the person I love Im so pathetic idiot such a attention seeker and what makes me angry is I can’t control it i just wanna cry the whole time Im tired of this i wanna stop this behaviour cuz my thoughts are getting really dark to teach myself a lesson and end my fkn life