u/FarJury419

Hi everyone 22 F. I’m really struggling right now and could use advice or even just someone to talk to.

I’ve suffered with eating disorders for about about 9 years. I struggled with binge eating for 6 years then anorexia for about 3 years. Over the last year I started binge eating again and gained some weight, but recently I’ve fallen back into restricting/starving myself.

Most days I only eat once a day and sometimes that one meal is high calorie and usually junk food so it feels like a binge. Since I started restricting again there are days I don’t feel hungry at all, and other days I feel starving all day. Sometimes I can’t even finish the one meal I make because of the mental block around food.

A big reason I think I’ve spiraled again is because of comments my boyfriend has made. Things like:

“If you were skinny would you still want to be with me?”

and when I told him I thought I was falling back into starving myself, he said:

“Well just do squats so you keep your butt.”

There have been other comments and actions that have really hurt my self-esteem and made me feel unattractive. I know this isn’t entirely his fault I’ve struggled with insecurity and eating disorders long before him but it feels like his comments are making everything worse.

Tonight I tried opening up to him about how hard eating feels for me right now, how sometimes I literally take naps so I don’t have to feel hungry while waiting for dinner, and how hard it is mentally to make food or eat. His response was basically “get over the mental block,” and it turned into a huge argument. He makes me feel stupid and says things like “you’re an adult, act like it.”

I feel really lost. i dont really have anyone to talk to and I don’t know how to help myself or what to do next. If anyone has gone through something similar I’d really appreciate advice or support. Thank you.

Hi everyone. I’m really struggling right now and could use advice or even just someone to talk to.

I’ve suffered with eating disorders for about about 9 years. I struggled with binge eating for 6 years then anorexia for about 3 years. Over the last year I started binge eating again and gained some weight, but recently I’ve fallen back into restricting/starving myself.

Most days I only eat once a day and sometimes that one meal is high calorie and usually junk food so it feels like a binge. Since I started restricting again there are days I don’t feel hungry at all, and other days I feel starving all day. Sometimes I can’t even finish the one meal I make because of the mental block around food.

A big reason I think I’ve spiraled again is because of comments my boyfriend has made. Things like:

“If you were skinny would you still want to be with me?”

and when I told him I thought I was falling back into starving myself, he said:

“Well just do squats so you keep your butt.”

There have been other comments and actions that have really hurt my self-esteem and made me feel unattractive. I know this isn’t entirely his fault I’ve struggled with insecurity and eating disorders long before him but it feels like his comments are making everything worse.

Tonight I tried opening up to him about how hard eating feels for me right now, how sometimes I literally take naps so I don’t have to feel hungry while waiting for dinner, and how hard it is mentally to make food or eat. His response was basically “get over the mental block,” and it turned into a huge argument. He makes me feel stupid and says things like “you’re an adult, act like it.”

I feel really lost. i dont really have anyone to talk to and I don’t know how to help myself or what to do next. If anyone has gone through something similar I’d really appreciate advice or support. Thank you.

22 F Hi everyone. I’m really struggling right now and could use advice or even just someone to talk to.

I’ve suffered with eating disorders for about about 9 years. I struggled with binge eating for 6 years then anorexia for about 3 years. Over the last year I started binge eating again and gained some weight, but recently I’ve fallen back into restricting/starving myself.

Most days I only eat once a day and sometimes that one meal is high calorie and usually junk food so it feels like a binge. Since I started restricting again there are days I don’t feel hungry at all, and other days I feel starving all day. Sometimes I can’t even finish the one meal I make because of the mental block around food.

A big reason I think I’ve spiraled again is because of comments my boyfriend has made. Things like:

“If you were skinny would you still want to be with me?”

and when I told him I thought I was falling back into starving myself, he said:

“Well just do squats so you keep your butt.”

There have been other comments and actions that have really hurt my self-esteem and made me feel unattractive. I know this isn’t entirely his fault I’ve struggled with insecurity and eating disorders long before him but it feels like his comments are making everything worse.

Tonight I tried opening up to him about how hard eating feels for me right now, how sometimes I literally take naps so I don’t have to feel hungry while waiting for dinner, and how hard it is mentally to make food or eat. His response was basically “get over the mental block,” and it turned into a huge argument. He makes me feel stupid and says things like “you’re an adult, act like it.”

I feel really lost. i dont really have anyone to talk to and I don’t know how to help myself or what to do next. If anyone has gone through something similar I’d really appreciate advice or support. Thank you.

22 F Hi everyone. I’m really struggling right now and could use advice or even just someone to talk to.

I’ve suffered with eating disorders for about about 9 years. I struggled with binge eating for 6 years then anorexia for about 3 years. Over the last year I started binge eating again and gained some weight, but recently I’ve fallen back into restricting/starving myself.

Most days I only eat once a day and sometimes that one meal is high calorie and usually junk food so it feels like a binge. Since I started restricting again there are days I don’t feel hungry at all, and other days I feel starving all day. Sometimes I can’t even finish the one meal I make because of the mental block around food.

A big reason I think I’ve spiraled again is because of comments my boyfriend has made. Things like:

“If you were skinny would you still want to be with me?”

and when I told him I thought I was falling back into starving myself, he said:

“Well just do squats so you keep your butt.”

There have been other comments and actions that have really hurt my self-esteem and made me feel unattractive. I know this isn’t entirely his fault I’ve struggled with insecurity and eating disorders long before him but it feels like his comments are making everything worse.

Tonight I tried opening up to him about how hard eating feels for me right now, how sometimes I literally take naps so I don’t have to feel hungry while waiting for dinner, and how hard it is mentally to make food or eat. His response was basically “get over the mental block,” and it turned into a huge argument. He makes me feel stupid and says things like “you’re an adult, act like it.”

I feel really lost. i dont really have anyone to talk to and I don’t know how to help myself or what to do next. If anyone has gone through something similar I’d really appreciate advice or support. Thank you.

Hi everyone. I’m really struggling right now and could use advice or even just someone to talk to.

I’ve suffered with eating disorders for about about 9 years. I struggled with binge eating for 6 years then anorexia for about 3 years. Over the last year I started binge eating again and gained some weight, but recently I’ve fallen back into restricting/starving myself.

Most days I only eat once a day and sometimes that one meal is high calorie and usually junk food so it feels like a binge. Since I started restricting again there are days I don’t feel hungry at all, and other days I feel starving all day. Sometimes I can’t even finish the one meal I make because of the mental block around food.

A big reason I think I’ve spiraled again is because of comments my boyfriend has made. Things like:

“If you were skinny would you still want to be with me?”

and when I told him I thought I was falling back into starving myself, he said:

“Well just do squats so you keep your butt.”

There have been other comments and actions that have really hurt my self-esteem and made me feel unattractive. I know this isn’t entirely his fault I’ve struggled with insecurity and eating disorders long before him but it feels like his comments are making everything worse.

Tonight I tried opening up to him about how hard eating feels for me right now, how sometimes I literally take naps so I don’t have to feel hungry while waiting for dinner, and how hard it is mentally to make food or eat. His response was basically “get over the mental block,” and it turned into a huge argument. He makes me feel stupid and says things like “you’re an adult, act like it.”

I feel really lost. i dont really have anyone to talk to and I don’t know how to help myself or what to do next. If anyone has gone through something similar I’d really appreciate advice or support. Thank you.

Hi everyone. I’m really struggling right now and could use advice or even just someone to talk to.

I’ve suffered with eating disorders for about about 9 years. I struggled with binge eating for 6 years then anorexia for about 3 years. Over the last year I started binge eating again and gained some weight, but recently I’ve fallen back into restricting/starving myself.

Most days I only eat once a day and sometimes that one meal is high calorie and usually junk food so it feels like a binge. Since I started restricting again there are days I don’t feel hungry at all, and other days I feel starving all day. Sometimes I can’t even finish the one meal I make because of the mental block around food.

A big reason I think I’ve spiraled again is because of comments my boyfriend has made. Things like:

“If you were skinny would you still want to be with me?”

and when I told him I thought I was falling back into starving myself, he said:

“Well just do squats so you keep your butt.”

There have been other comments and actions that have really hurt my self-esteem and made me feel unattractive. I know this isn’t entirely his fault I’ve struggled with insecurity and eating disorders long before him but it feels like his comments are making everything worse.

Tonight I tried opening up to him about how hard eating feels for me right now, how sometimes I literally take naps so I don’t have to feel hungry while waiting for dinner, and how hard it is mentally to make food or eat. His response was basically “get over the mental block,” and it turned into a huge argument. He makes me feel stupid and says things like “you’re an adult, act like it.”

I feel really lost. i dont really have anyone to talk to and I don’t know how to help myself or what to do next. If anyone has gone through something similar I’d really appreciate advice or support. Thank you.

hii

I’m 22F from Tennessee just moved to Canada and looking to make some new friends. I’m into The movies, skincare, gaming, drawing and painting.I’d love to meet people around my age who want real conversations and online friends to talk daily and random chats. I’m down for talking here first and seeing where it goes.:)

hii

I’m 22F from Tennessee just moved to Canada and looking to make some new friends. I’m into The movies, skincare, gaming, drawing and painting.I’d love to meet people around my age who want real conversations and online friends to talk daily and random chats. I’m down for talking here first and seeing where it goes.:)

hii

I’m 22F from Tennessee just moved to Canada and looking to make some new friends. I’m into The movies, skincare, gaming, drawing and painting.I’d love to meet people around my age who want real conversations and online friends to talk daily and random chats. I’m down for talking here first and seeing where it goes.:)

hii

I’m 22F from Tennessee just moved to Canada and looking to make some new friends. I’m into The movies, skincare, gaming, drawing and painting.I’d love to meet people around my age who want real conversations and online friends to talk daily and random chats. I’m down for talking here first and seeing where it goes.:)

hii

I’m 22F from Tennessee just moved to Canada and looking to make some new friends. I’m into The movies, skincare, gaming, drawing and painting.I’d love to meet people around my age who want real conversations and online friends to talk daily and random chats. I’m down for talking here first and seeing where it goes.:)

hii

I’m 22F from Tennessee just moved to Canada and looking to make some new friends. I’m into The movies, skincare, gaming, drawing and painting.I’d love to meet people around my age who want real conversations and online friends to talk daily and random chats. I’m down for talking here first and seeing where it goes.:)

hii

I’m 22F from Tennessee just moved to Canada and looking to make some new friends. I’m into The movies, skincare, gaming, drawing and painting.I’d love to meet people around my age who want real conversations and online friends to talk daily and random chats. I’m down for talking here first and seeing where it goes :)

I’m 22F from Tennessee just moved to Canada and looking to make some new friends. I’m into The movies, skincare, gaming, drawing and painting.I’d love to meet people around my age who want real conversations and online friends to talk daily and random chats. I’m down for talking here first and seeing where it goes :)

I’m 22F from Tennessee just moved to Canada and looking to make some new friends. I’m into The movies, skincare, gaming, drawing and painting.I’d love to meet people around my age who want real conversations and online friends to talk daily and random chats. I’m down for talking here first and seeing where it goes :)

Hey!

I’m 22F from Tennessee just moved to Canada and looking to make some new friends. I’m into The movies, skincare, gaming, drawing and painting.I’d love to meet people around my age who want real conversations and online friends to talk daily and random chats. I’m down for talking here first and seeing where it goes :)

Hey!

I’m 22F from Tennessee just moved to Canada and looking to make some new friends. I’m into The movies, skincare, gaming, drawing and painting.I’d love to meet people around my age who want real conversations and online friends to talk daily and random chats. I’m down for talking here first and seeing where it goes :)

Hey!

I’m 22F from Tennessee just moved to Canada and looking to make some new friends. I’m into The movies, skincare, gaming, drawing and painting.I’d love to meet people around my age who want real conversations and online friends to talk daily and random chats. I’m down for talking here first and seeing where it goes :)

Hey!

I’m 22F from Tennessee just moved to Canada and looking to make some new friends. I’m into The Walking Dead/shows, movies, skincare, gaming, drawing and painting.I’d love to meet people around my age who want real conversations and not just one-message chats. Looking for online friends to talk daily and random chats. I’m down for talking here first and seeing where it goes :)

it’s me 22 F and my bf 24 M we have been together for a little over a year i honestly don’t even know if this was a good title and i don’t really know where to start but here it is.

i woke up this morning to my bf saying “im gonna put it in your butt” at like 7 something in the morning i was fine with it i didn’t complain it just hurt a lot he finished and went to the bathroom than came back to bed he saw that i was upset but i honestly didn’t want to talk about it bc it’s a problem that really hurts me and there’s honestly no point in “complaining” about it anymore might as well deal with it bc nothing will ever change and he proved that bc once i did tell him what was up he ignored me bc it would start an argument and he needed to go back to sleep bc he has work at 10 am so i basically just cry by myself and now im looking for something i honestly don’t know what i want out of this other than someone to listen and hopefully understand.

i don’t think my bf finds me attractive and this is why i think so. he doesn’t compliment me really he will occasionally like “hellos beautiful” or call me cutie or something but when i get done with my hair which takes a while bc i have curly hair he rarely compliments it or says anything but i understand he doesn’t have to compliment me consistently but just a little more would be nice.

another thing is he doesn’t want to please me sexually or that’s how it seems bc i am telling him what i would like done to me so so many times and im barely getting anything it but im doing a lot of things out of my comfort zone. like for example i was a virgin before my bf little to no experience so never gave someone head, had sex, i hadn’t even made out with anyone. im still not used to giving head idk if im good at it my bf seems to enjoy it but he could be lying im not sure and im always asking what i can do to be better at it always asking for feedback with everything sex head all of it.but it still makes me gag and i throw up after giving him head often and he tells me “ill get used to it” “exposer therapy” all these things that i find a little rude to say. having sex still hurts bc im still not used to it but i push through it.i do all of that and im happy to do it i WANT to be the one who does those things but he doesn’t want to do things back to me. he basically pressures me into giving him head but i keep begging him to give me head im begging him to play with my boobs give me hickeys kiss my back play with me down stairs I HAVE TO BEG AND I STILL DONT GET IT. yk what i stand corrected he has been trying to give me hickys and holding my boobs occasionally. but what kind of girlfriend has to beg there boyfriend for these things it makes me feel desperate disgusting and ugly. i stopped eating i only eat like once a day bc my ed is coming back bc i wanna be thinner bc maybe i wont have to beg anymore. i thought if i stopped asking so much he would finally do it but it doesn’t matter if im begging or if i never ask for it he will not do it.