My friend and I are discussing and I'm just curious. I lean more towards ot is, becauae the idea of having a room available all the time to host guests, and used for that purpose alone is a priviliged thing.
So...sade is included in the title which puts me in mind of a certain Marquis. Something tells me Weston's DV side is going to show up. Im gonna be really pissed, hasnt Agnes gone through enough?
Two early trains from on the port jeff line got cancelled, the trains werent on time. I really hope this doesnt continue, i didnt even get on a train until 1059
Maybe it's a me problem but I never feel uglier than when I go to a makeup store. Maybe it's the mirrors that highlight every pore and line. Maybe it's the seeing adverts for lines to treat crows feet, smile lines, and under eye bags. I suddenly see my white hairs in a new way. 33 feels old suddenly.
I got these smile lines by joy, and the crows feet by smiling. I got the under eye bags by being an unrepentant night owl. I got the acne scars because I was an idiot and messed with them. Oops.
There's no cream that can take those things away. Anti aging doesn't work. I don't want to be anti age, age isn't the enemy. There are people I knew in high school that are no longer alive. They'll never see the lines I do. So you know what? I claim the lines.
I swear I'm turning into a jealous bitch, and I hate it. All my friends are going on vacations and doing cool things this summer. Then they ask what I'm doing and I'm like ..keeping a roof over my head? Working? If I'm so lucky? I managed to get a summer sublet so I'm not homeless without my dorm but damn, sometimes it's hard to not be jealous of my friends. They have families, both my parents are gone. Im going to volunteer all summer which I'm looking forward to but not much else.
I don't think I'll ever get over that part. The relief of knowing that I don't ever have to date a man again. Then I don't have to be On the hook for sexual things that I don't want to do. That I won't Be pawed at. That's someone will take time to get to know me and not just rush to get what they want. That's A relief , I did Not think I would have
Please help, part of the big b brigade and i just rolled over in bed onto them and my soul left my body. Stabby stab pain. How do I sleep?