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(It's more of a general question than asking for advice but there was no related tag.)

Whenever some psychotic symptom happens to me I get scared that super natural things are around me and I get really scared.

It happened on the night i heard vocal intrusive thought, I couldn't sleep all night. After that these days I have been having auditory hallucinations so it is happening again.

Has anyone else experienced it?

I will ask my psychiatrist too but my appointment will be in few days so I got impatient and asked here 🙃

Hi. Are there any interviews or variety show appearances of Evan since he went solo or even solo appearances from Enhypen era? I know there was raman presentation, but i only know that one.

Hi. Are there any Pak EVOL here? If there are let's connect, I want to make a GC where we can just chat and also use it as Pak version of kpopforsale subreddit.

XLOV has won this award at K-World Dream Awards.

Source: https://xcancel.com/xlovarchive/status/2092937408580862214

I went back to X after months and some evol are using duo name Cloverz for what used to be SaruHaru. Does anyone know what is the main decided name now and what is the meaning of Cloverz, how did they came up with it?

Recently i was suspecting a security incident on my phone and just as i was chaning my password, on laptop, my phone started to play trending songs list on spotify when I hadn't even touch spotify or cell phone in that moment. I got concerned that hacker might be doing it and turned the phone upside down. But later when I checked the listening history there were no such songs in my account.

Now I am using a different phone and in the middle of a playlist that hadn't ended a different song, a recommendation, started to play and again it wasn't in listening history.

Now I am suspecting if the incident on my old phone was a security incident or spotify glitched.

I recently made a post about some issues at home, and the response was to move out. I am surprised if we are living in the same country or I just don't know.

I know girls live in hostels when their family is in a different city than thier job or studies, otherwise no parent let's you live outside the house.

Are women actually living on their own, especially in Lahore, while still keeping a healthy contact with thier families?

I recently learned that some countries allow a nomad visa, you can live in their country while working remotely for any other country, you just have to show your monthly earning proof.

Is anyone familiar with such visa or living abroad with it? The one I found was Philippines visa but they demand reciprocity. I checked claude which named some countries but AIs can make mistakes so I thought of asking here as well.

I'm in mid thirties. I have lived with depression for like a decade and Bipolar for a year. My parents are very controlling even though I am an adult now. I know they are caring but they need to let me make my choices.

I recently lost my job and want to relax for a minute before I start next chapter. I want to spend a month in some scenic area, preferably foreign or go to local tourist areas.

I tried to convince them with so many suggestions but they are not agreeing to anything. First I said I want to go abroad an Asian country, they said how can you be alone in a different country and that I'm Bipolar what if I get an episode so I said I will go to the country my sister lives in, to that they said save your money, then I said let's all go to northern areas together to that they said they have things to do in this city.

Then I made the mistake of saying that last time they did not let me go to the big city I had a manic attack, I know this was emotional blackmail. But I do not share my mental health with them so last time I wanted to go to the doctor in bigger city, they did not let me and my condition worsened, in their defense I did not tell them the actual reason just used job as an excuse.

Now, I am exhausted and want to breath in different air. But my mistake of doing emotional blackmailing did not work in my favor and they have become more sensitive and booked the ticket to visit my other sister in different city so that I will cheer up when I meet the nieces and nephew.

I really need a change of environment, preferably going abroad. How do I convince my parents? What I need is a solo trip to Asian country but going to sister's country is possibly more likely approval.

Sorry, I do not know how coherent my post is, my mind was all over the place when I wrote it.

I'm in mid thirties, living in a very conservative South Asian country. I have lived with depression for like a decade and Bipolar for a year. My parents are very controlling even though I am an adult now. I know they are caring but they need to let me make my choices.

I recently lost my job and want to relax for a minute before I start next chapter. I want to spend a month in some scenic area, preferably foreign or go to local tourist areas.

I tried to convince them with so many suggestions but they are not agreeing to anything. First I said I want to go abroad an Asian country, they said how can you be alone in a different country and that I'm Bipolar what if I get an episode so I said I will go to the country my sister lives in, to that they said save your money, then I said let's all go to northern areas together to that they said they have things to do in this city.

Then I made the mistake of saying that last time they did not let me go to the big city I had a manic attack, I know this was emotional blackmail. But I do not share my mental health with them so last time I wanted to go to the doctor in bigger city, they did not let me and my condition worsened, in their defense I did not tell them the actual reason just used job as an excuse.

Now, I am exhausted and want to breath in different air. But my mistake of doing emotional blackmailing did not work in my favor and they have become more sensitive and booked the ticket to visit my other sister in different city so that I will cheer up when I meet the nieces and nephew.

One more issue is that they keep telling me that if I want to go then go for pilgrim. They do not know I am agnostic and I can not tell them. But since I out right refused I think they have sensed my religious position.

I really need a change of environment, preferably going abroad. How do I convince my parents? What I need is a solo trip to Asian country but going to sister's country is possibly more likely approval.

Sorry, I do not know how coherent my post is, my mind is all over the place.

I want to travel to the Northern areas for about 3 to 6 months. I want to take a break from everything. The plan is to just breathe fresh air, see beautiful sights, and enhance my technical skill set by learning on my laptop.

I have been to some places before but there was never hotel wifi and mobile data signals were very poor.

This time I'll be renting a house, will I be able to find a stable wifi connection? Studying is very important during this break so I wanted to ask.

I know it might be a dumb question.

Hi. I have dealt with depression for a very long time. Most of the times I feel lost in life and I can not understand the purpose of life.

I was born in a theist family but I am agnostic (which is a secret because my country is scary). I do not think I can believe in existence of God but I really need to start living a life, look forward to the future and have a sense of purpose. I mostly feel lost because out of the concept of religion I do not understand life.

From what I know about Buddhism, it focuses on inner peace without the concept of God. I want to learn about this religion, maybe it will help me. I do not know if I will call myself a buddhist or not but I really want to learn.

Can someone please guide me how to get started learning about it?

I have been suicidal since 2013, then i set the deadline for when i'll be 25 years old in 2015 but when the time came, i ran for medical help. Since then i keep getting suicidal thought every couple of months and I keep giving myself timelines for various reasons for example wait till i become a little happier, wait till i enjoy life a little, till i understand life and now till i get a higher degree and a good job.

I keep doing it, I have just realized this......am I playing a game with myself?! Do I even want it?!

But because I live like this, I have never thought to plan my old age or tried to set better direction of life and career. Now I am fired after more than a decade and looking at my resume my skill set is so narrow, what on earth had I been doing.....i was maing deadlines to die instead of planning how to live my life and now it's a mess.

Even now, i can't help but set a new deadline, giving myself two years to fix my career. I am still not thinking about old age.....I'm 36, it's time to plan old age and stop planning this deadline game I play with myself. I need this to stop.

I have shared it with my therapist, but she didn't pay much attention to it and just asked if I am a perfectionist. maybe she didn't take me seriously because perhaps im not a suicide risk. Anyways, it's hard for me to deal with. I wish someone would at least ask if I was okay.

Hi, so what i do is write snort rules for malwares, then do tuning for FPs and after that release rule to production mode. Also when customers report bug for a rule I tune the rule again and provide coverage for customer requests.

Is this part of Detection Engineering? Or just SIEM, EDR, MITRE ATT&CK etc combination is strictly only Detection Engineering.

Sorry, it sounds dumb but I am trying to figure out. My official job title is just Malware Analyst. I need to brushup my CV and I am not sure if I can use the term or not.

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I have went back in to depressive episode and after a long time I am having suicidal ideation again. I also have deep rooted fear of rejection which effects not just personal and social life but also my career. Basically I get scared of things and people and find alternative ways, I just realized that this is my pattern. I need a therapist to help me with this and suicidal ideations.

But most therapists just provide "coping" mechanisms, which just basically tell you to not think about things. How can I not think about the way I feel. I really do not like this kind of therapy. I had only met one therapist, who did cognitive behavior therapy. She would just talk and give brief reading material. She helped me a lot. But she was intimidating and a little judgmental too, not too bad but I still decided to cut the sessions after some time. But overall she was the only one whose method worked on me.

Now, I need a therapist again, and all I can think is going back to her. I can not ask my psychiatrist for recommendation because I did not like the one he recommended before.

Questions:

What is your experience with therapists whose sole method is copying mechanisms? And do you think I should go back to the intimidating therapist when her method works for me but the personality does not.

I'm a woman in my mid thirties. My hair is falling too much every time i brush my hair or wash them hands get filled with fallen hair. I also have hormonal issues, and I am getting male pattern baldness.

What do you guys suggest i do? My family just says do oiling. What kind of doctor should i go to for hair fall? Any recommendation for Lahore based doctors?

Hi. I have have dealt with depression for a long time and few months back I got diagnosed with Bipolar disorder. I do not have any friends, I distanced myself when I was like 22, because I felt hurt by some of them. As for family, I am not close with them. Even when I tried to approach them to open up, they were nice enough but they did not know how to react.

I'm just quite alone, and would like if I can sometimes talk to someone about mental health and life in general. By the way, I am a k-pop fan, who loves the genderless group XLOV. It could be fun if a fellow k-pop fan contacts, we could talk about our idols. And a random fact, my creativity increases during manic episodes so I started writing a story in last episode which I am still writing, I would love to discuss it as well if someone is interested in writing. I'm not a writer though, just trying to be one.

By the way my time zone is GMT+5, in case anyone from compatible time zone would be interested.

I was diagnosed with BP1 in last December because I had a manic episode. I had been thinking about my symptoms during that time and even noted them down so in early July when I noticed the mania symptoms I immediately went to the doctor who adjusted my medicine and episode did not progress in to full on manic attack.

Now July is about to end and I have not felt those symptoms for weeks but instead since late last week I am feeling symptoms similar to when my diagnosis was just "depression". Is this normal for people to go in to depression as soon as they come out of a mania episode? I was hoping to have few months feeling stable again but do people usually keep switching from one mood to another back to back or is it just bad luck this time?

I will talk to my doctor too but he is on leaves, thus I'm here looking to hear from others.