u/OkKnowledge1489

RTI didnt work for me at that time. So I applied for one group in icai. Where will the copies arrive? Is it email like RTI or available in the portal itself?

My mind just goes to what if I miss again? Its just completely engulfed by the fear of the results and really cant focus on studying now despite knowing it ain't in my hands except the study part.

How do I control it?

I was 19f, 32-34 kg when this happened.

Last September, during the first week of the month, I attempted to end my life by taking what I believed was 25 paracetamol tablets. I was taken to a clinic and received treatment within about two hours of the overdose. At the hospital, I told the doctor that I had taken 25 tablets, but I was not sure of the strength (mg) of each tablet. When I returned home later, I realized that I had actually taken 20 tablets of 500 mg each (10 g in total). I received the treatment within 2-2.5 hrs max.

The doctors first performed gastric lavage (stomach wash) and then gave me several IV medications and fluids, although I do not know the exact names of the medications. They also performed the necessary blood tests, including liver and kidney function tests, which were reported as normal. I was discharged after two days and was told that I was fine.

However, I have recently become very worried. Since it was a small clinic and the doctor seemed quite grumpy, I keep wondering whether the gastric lavage was performed properly or whether I was given the correct treatment, including the appropriate antidote if it was needed. Because I initially gave an estimate of the number of tablets and did not know the tablet strength at the time, I am also worried that the doctors may have based my treatment on incorrect information and that I may not have received the appropriate management.

I have had gastritis both before and after the overdose, and it seemed to worsen afterward, for which I was prescribed medication. Earlier this month, I also underwent an appendectomy because my appendix was enlarged. Before the surgery, I had an ultrasound and other investigations, which were all reported as normal.

My main concern is whether an incomplete gastric lavage or incorrect treatment could have allowed paracetamol to remain in my body and eventually lead to delayed complications such as liver damage, kidney failure, fertility problems in the future, or other long-term health issues, even though my blood tests were normal at the time and I recovered without any immediate complications.

Does anyone else feel like throwing up from stress?

I know, logically, that me getting worked up isn't going to change the result in any way. But ever since this morning, I haven't been able to eat. I feel nauseous all the time and can barely keep food down. The only thing I've been able to consume comfortably is water, and even eating a proper meal felt like forcing myself.

The pressure is really starting to get to me. My parents are already so frustrated with me that if I break down and cry, it feels like they'd just roll their eyes and say, "Here she goes again."

I don't even know what to do with all this anxiety anymore.

The submit option isnt working for me after choosing all the mcq answers.

Today is Father’s Day, and I have absolutely zero urge to wish him.

As far as I’m concerned, all he’s ever done for me is father me and sign documents whenever a father’s signature was required. That’s it. No emotional support, no guidance, no real presence.

And somehow, on top of that, he’s been yelling at me since morning over reasons I can’t even comprehend. The same thing happened on Mother’s Day too. I’m so used to being constantly yelled at that I can barely even remember what that fight was about anymore—it’s all just one blurry memory at this point.

I’m genuinely tired. Tired of the shouting, tired of living among dysfunctional people. More than anything, I wish I knew what it felt like to be part of a functional family instead of whatever this is.

Been crying since morning because of result anxiety. To make things worse, my parents have already convinced themselves that I'm going to fail even before the results are out. My mom and dad have been yelling at me over the most random things. My dad is literally finding reasons to get angry at me for existing. The way I sit, the way I breathe, everything seems to be a problem.

Today I kept a water bottle on the floor instead of the study table because it had hot water in it, and somehow that turned into another reason to get yelled at. At this point, it genuinely feels like everyone hates me.

Results are already terrifying enough. Wrote G1 and totally forgot how I did. Now all I am getting is illusions that I messed up big time. if ICAI could guarantee me a pass, I'd willingly live in North Korea for a month. That's how scared I am right now to face G1.

Sometimes I feel like if I disappeared, people would cry for a few days, put on a show in front of everyone, and then move on with their lives.

Anyway, just wanted to get this off my chest. Sorry if this brought down anyone's mood.

I was literally studying in my room when my parents were fighting outside. It happens all the time at this point, so it wasn't even anything new. Then my dad came into my room and started yelling at me for not taking a bath at 10 AM, while he himself hadn't taken one yet 🤡 After that, I got yelled at for studying with my hand on my head for balance. Then I got yelled at because my face wash was on the floor in my room. And then, somehow, I got yelled at again because my water bottle was on the floor too. I had literally kept it there because I had poured hot water into it and didn't want to risk damaging the table since I usually keep it on the table.

Honestly, it feels like every time my parents fight, my dad needs someone to dump his frustration on, and that person is always me. 🥰✨ It's almost like I'm his personal stress-relief tool. Meanwhile, I happened to look into my brother's room while walking to the washroom and saw clothes scattered all over the floor, and he was calmly picking them up and putting them on a chair.

I absolutely love being my dad's punching bag and emotional dumping ground. ❤️ What a privilege. How many kids get to play such an important role in the family? 🏆 Truly blessed. Thank you, God, for giving me such a loving and wonderful family. Forever grateful. 🙏✨🤡

I watched The Glory recently, and I genuinely can't get over it. Ever since I finished it, nothing else has hit the same. It set the bar so high that every other drama I've tried watching just feels underwhelming in comparison.

I am naturally a fan of thriller and horror and thus any recommendations which are as good as glory would be appreciated.

Help me guys 😭