u/Overall-Bandicoot655

Hey there, it is me again. After deliberating and gathering my energies for around an hour and finishing up my beverage can (it's hot here, despite being winter in my hemisphere), I decided to write a post. You see, my DMs have been quite dry, and all this loneliness is starting to make me have odd thoughts. If you are in a similar situation, consider keeping reading.

I know the problem is me. Not that I am going out of my way to be a dick or not making any effort to change my disagreeable sides... rather, I just can't relate to most people, it seems, and I don't seem to be able to offer what most are after, whatever it is. I only have what I am, what I am trying to give an idea of that it is. It was enough to people now and then, however, so I can only hope that, among everyone who reads my long walltext, at least one or two people will consider that what I have to offer might be good enough.

About me? Usually listing personal facts isn’t the magic key, but it does offer a few possible points of contact and a sketch of who you’d be talking to, so here goes:

• I’m quite indoorsy, usually only heading out when I need to. Still, I vowed to visit new places now that I’m on leave. I’ve already done it a little.
• I have a lot of pets. (Across two houses no less)
• I spend an inordinate amount of money on books, even though I don’t read quite as much as I’d like, especially with work leaving me sleep-deprived as often as it does. Right now I’m focusing my efforts on two books, one by Charles Sanders Peirce and another by Domenico Losurdo. I also bought a whole bunch more, because apparently the croissant incident taught me nothing. And I still plan on spending more on the Brazilian editions of either Wittgenstein's Blue Book or his Philosophical Investigations... God help me...
• If you know what it is, I’m building a physical Zettelkasten. I’m forcing myself to write ten permanent notes every day of my leave. Let’s see if I can keep it up.
• I’m studying electrical engineering, but I’m still at the very beginning of the programme.
• I’m autistic and Brazilian. I like mentioning those two together, for some reason.
• Appearance-wise, if it matters: I’m tall, somewhat scrawny, white, with long, curly dark brown hair. Hazel eyes too, and I carry my chronic sleep deprivation on my face.
• I don’t like to lead with politics (at least not right at the start, lmao), but I’d say I’m some sort of socialist.

Welp, that’s it, folks. Anyone can and should message me if they felt pulled to. The fact that you’ve read this far is a pretty strong sign, so by all means — if you’re here, do reach out. Just make sure to include the basics about yourself, like age, gender, a little something about your life or your tastes. You know, the basic stuff.

Hey there, it is me again. After deliberating and gathering my energies for around an hour and finishing up my beverage can (it's hot here, despite being winter in my hemisphere), I decided to write a post. You see, my DMs have been quite dry, and all this loneliness is starting to make me have odd thoughts. If you are in a similar situation, consider keeping reading.

I know the problem is me. Not that I am going out of my way to be a dick or not making any effort to change my disagreeable sides... rather, I just can't relate to most people, it seems, and I don't seem to be able to offer what most are after, whatever it is. I only have what I am, what I am trying to give an idea of that it is. It was enough to people now and then, however, so I can only hope that, among everyone who reads my long walltext, at least one or two people will consider that what I have to offer might be good enough.

About me? Usually listing personal facts isn’t the magic key, but it does offer a few possible points of contact and a sketch of who you’d be talking to, so here goes:

• I’m quite indoorsy, usually only heading out when I need to. Still, I vowed to visit new places now that I’m on leave. I’ve already done it a little.
• I have a lot of pets. (Across two houses no less)
• I spend an inordinate amount of money on books, even though I don’t read quite as much as I’d like, especially with work leaving me sleep-deprived as often as it does. Right now I’m focusing my efforts on two books, one by Charles Sanders Peirce and another by Domenico Losurdo. I also bought a whole bunch more, because apparently the croissant incident taught me nothing. And I still plan on spending more on the Brazilian editions of either Wittgenstein's Blue Book or his Philosophical Investigations... God help me...
• If you know what it is, I’m building a physical Zettelkasten. I’m forcing myself to write ten permanent notes every day of my leave. Let’s see if I can keep it up.
• I’m studying electrical engineering, but I’m still at the very beginning of the programme.
• I’m autistic and Brazilian. I like mentioning those two together, for some reason.
• Appearance-wise, if it matters: I’m tall, somewhat scrawny, white, with long, curly dark brown hair. Hazel eyes too, and I carry my chronic sleep deprivation on my face.
• I don’t like to lead with politics (at least not right at the start, lmao), but I’d say I’m some sort of socialist.

Welp, that’s it, folks. Anyone can and should message me if they felt pulled to. The fact that you’ve read this far is a pretty strong sign, so by all means — if you’re here, do reach out. Just make sure to include the basics about yourself, like age, gender, a little something about your life or your tastes. You know, the basic stuff.

Hey there, it is me again. After deliberating and gathering my energies for around an hour and finishing up my beverage can (it's hot here, despite being winter in my hemisphere), I decided to write a post. You see, my DMs have been quite dry, and all this loneliness is starting to make me have odd thoughts. If you are in a similar situation, consider keeping reading.

I know the problem is me. Not that I am going out of my way to be a dick or not making any effort to change my disagreeable sides... rather, I just can't relate to most people, it seems, and I don't seem to be able to offer what most are after, whatever it is. I only have what I am, what I am trying to give an idea of that it is. It was enough to people now and then, however, so I can only hope that, among everyone who reads my long walltext, at least one or two people will consider that what I have to offer might be good enough.

About me? Usually listing personal facts isn’t the magic key, but it does offer a few possible points of contact and a sketch of who you’d be talking to, so here goes:

• I’m quite indoorsy, usually only heading out when I need to. Still, I vowed to visit new places now that I’m on leave. I’ve already done it a little.
• I have a lot of pets. (Across two houses no less)
• I spend an inordinate amount of money on books, even though I don’t read quite as much as I’d like, especially with work leaving me sleep-deprived as often as it does. Right now I’m focusing my efforts on two books, one by Charles Sanders Peirce and another by Domenico Losurdo. I also bought a whole bunch more, because apparently the croissant incident taught me nothing. And I still plan on spending more on the Brazilian editions of either Wittgenstein's Blue Book or his Philosophical Investigations... God help me...
• If you know what it is, I’m building a physical Zettelkasten. I’m forcing myself to write ten permanent notes every day of my leave. Let’s see if I can keep it up.
• I’m studying electrical engineering, but I’m still at the very beginning of the programme.
• I’m autistic and Brazilian. I like mentioning those two together, for some reason.
• Appearance-wise, if it matters: I’m tall, somewhat scrawny, white, with long, curly dark brown hair. Hazel eyes too, and I carry my chronic sleep deprivation on my face.
• I don’t like to lead with politics (at least not right at the start, lmao), but I’d say I’m some sort of socialist.

Welp, that’s it, folks. Anyone can and should message me if they felt pulled to. The fact that you’ve read this far is a pretty strong sign, so by all means — if you’re here, do reach out. Just make sure to include the basics about yourself, like age, gender, a little something about your life or your tastes. You know, the basic stuff.

Hey there, it is me again. After deliberating and gathering my energies for around an hour and finishing up my beverage can (it's hot here, despite being winter in my hemisphere), I decided to write a post. You see, my DMs have been quite dry, and all this loneliness is starting to make me have odd thoughts. If you are in a similar situation, consider keeping reading.

I know the problem is me. Not that I am going out of my way to be a dick or not making any effort to change my disagreeable sides... rather, I just can't relate to most people, it seems, and I don't seem to be able to offer what most are after, whatever it is. I only have what I am, what I am trying to give an idea of that it is. It was enough to people now and then, however, so I can only hope that, among everyone who reads my long walltext, at least one or two people will consider that what I have to offer might be good enough.

About me? Usually listing personal facts isn’t the magic key, but it does offer a few possible points of contact and a sketch of who you’d be talking to, so here goes:

• I’m quite indoorsy, usually only heading out when I need to. Still, I vowed to visit new places now that I’m on leave. I’ve already done it a little.
• I have a lot of pets. (Across two houses no less)
• I spend an inordinate amount of money on books, even though I don’t read quite as much as I’d like, especially with work leaving me sleep-deprived as often as it does. Right now I’m focusing my efforts on two books, one by Charles Sanders Peirce and another by Domenico Losurdo. I also bought a whole bunch more, because apparently the croissant incident taught me nothing. And I still plan on spending more on the Brazilian editions of either Wittgenstein's Blue Book or his Philosophical Investigations... God help me...
• If you know what it is, I’m building a physical Zettelkasten. I’m forcing myself to write ten permanent notes every day of my leave. Let’s see if I can keep it up.
• I’m studying electrical engineering, but I’m still at the very beginning of the programme.
• I’m autistic and Brazilian. I like mentioning those two together, for some reason.
• Appearance-wise, if it matters: I’m tall, somewhat scrawny, white, with long, curly dark brown hair. Hazel eyes too, and I carry my chronic sleep deprivation on my face.
• I don’t like to lead with politics (at least not right at the start, lmao), but I’d say I’m some sort of socialist.

Welp, that’s it, folks. Anyone can and should message me if they felt pulled to. The fact that you’ve read this far is a pretty strong sign, so by all means — if you’re here, do reach out. Just make sure to include the basics about yourself, like age, gender, a little something about your life or your tastes. You know, the basic stuff.

Hey there, it is me again. After deliberating and gathering my energies for around an hour and finishing up my beverage can (it's hot here, despite being winter in my hemisphere), I decided to write a post. You see, my DMs have been quite dry, and all this loneliness is starting to make me have odd thoughts. If you are in a similar situation, consider keeping reading.

I know the problem is me. Not that I am going out of my way to be a dick or not making any effort to change my disagreeable sides... rather, I just can't relate to most people, it seems, and I don't seem to be able to offer what most are after, whatever it is. I only have what I am, what I am trying to give an idea of that it is. It was enough to people now and then, however, so I can only hope that, among everyone who reads my long walltext, at least one or two people will consider that what I have to offer might be good enough.

About me? Usually listing personal facts isn’t the magic key, but it does offer a few possible points of contact and a sketch of who you’d be talking to, so here goes:

• I’m quite indoorsy, usually only heading out when I need to. Still, I vowed to visit new places now that I’m on leave. I’ve already done it a little.
• I have a lot of pets. (Across two houses no less)
• I spend an inordinate amount of money on books, even though I don’t read quite as much as I’d like, especially with work leaving me sleep-deprived as often as it does. Right now I’m focusing my efforts on two books, one by Charles Sanders Peirce and another by Domenico Losurdo. I also bought a whole bunch more, because apparently the croissant incident taught me nothing. And I still plan on spending more on the Brazilian editions of either Wittgenstein's Blue Book or his Philosophical Investigations... God help me...
• If you know what it is, I’m building a physical Zettelkasten. I’m forcing myself to write ten permanent notes every day of my leave. Let’s see if I can keep it up.
• I’m studying electrical engineering, but I’m still at the very beginning of the programme.
• I’m autistic and Brazilian. I like mentioning those two together, for some reason.
• Appearance-wise, if it matters: I’m tall, somewhat scrawny, white, with long, curly dark brown hair. Hazel eyes too, and I carry my chronic sleep deprivation on my face.
• I don’t like to lead with politics (at least not right at the start, lmao), but I’d say I’m some sort of socialist.

Welp, that’s it, folks. Anyone can and should message me if they felt pulled to. The fact that you’ve read this far is a pretty strong sign, so by all means — if you’re here, do reach out. Just make sure to include the basics about yourself, like age, gender, a little something about your life or your tastes. You know, the basic stuff.

Hey there, it is me again. After deliberating and gathering my energies for around an hour and finishing up my beverage can (it's hot here, despite being winter in my hemisphere), I decided to write a post. You see, my DMs have been quite dry, and all this loneliness is starting to make me have odd thoughts. If you are in a similar situation, consider keeping reading.

I know the problem is me. Not that I am going out of my way to be a dick or not making any effort to change my disagreeable sides... rather, I just can't relate to most people, it seems, and I don't seem to be able to offer what most are after, whatever it is. I only have what I am, what I am trying to give an idea of that it is. It was enough to people now and then, however, so I can only hope that, among everyone who reads my long walltext, at least one or two people will consider that what I have to offer might be good enough.

About me? Usually listing personal facts isn’t the magic key, but it does offer a few possible points of contact and a sketch of who you’d be talking to, so here goes:

• I’m quite indoorsy, usually only heading out when I need to. Still, I vowed to visit new places now that I’m on leave. I’ve already done it a little.
• I have a lot of pets. (Across two houses no less)
• I spend an inordinate amount of money on books, even though I don’t read quite as much as I’d like, especially with work leaving me sleep-deprived as often as it does. Right now I’m focusing my efforts on two books, one by Charles Sanders Peirce and another by Domenico Losurdo. I also bought a whole bunch more, because apparently the croissant incident taught me nothing. And I still plan on spending more on the Brazilian editions of either Wittgenstein's Blue Book or his Philosophical Investigations... God help me...
• If you know what it is, I’m building a physical Zettelkasten. I’m forcing myself to write ten permanent notes every day of my leave. Let’s see if I can keep it up.
• I’m studying electrical engineering, but I’m still at the very beginning of the programme.
• I’m autistic and Brazilian. I like mentioning those two together, for some reason.
• Appearance-wise, if it matters: I’m tall, somewhat scrawny, white, with long, curly dark brown hair. Hazel eyes too, and I carry my chronic sleep deprivation on my face.
• I don’t like to lead with politics (at least not right at the start, lmao), but I’d say I’m some sort of socialist.

Welp, that’s it, folks. Anyone can and should message me if they felt pulled to. The fact that you’ve read this far is a pretty strong sign, so by all means — if you’re here, do reach out. Just make sure to include the basics about yourself, like age, gender, a little something about your life or your tastes. You know, the basic stuff.

Hey there, it is me again. After deliberating and gathering my energies for around an hour and finishing up my beverage can (it's hot here, despite being winter in my hemisphere), I decided to write a post. You see, my DMs have been quite dry, and all this loneliness is starting to make me have odd thoughts. If you are in a similar situation, consider keeping reading.

I know the problem is me. Not that I am going out of my way to be a dick or not making any effort to change my disagreeable sides... rather, I just can't relate to most people, it seems, and I don't seem to be able to offer what most are after, whatever it is. I only have what I am, what I am trying to give an idea of that it is. It was enough to people now and then, however, so I can only hope that, among everyone who reads my long walltext, at least one or two people will consider that what I have to offer might be good enough.

About me? Usually listing personal facts isn’t the magic key, but it does offer a few possible points of contact and a sketch of who you’d be talking to, so here goes:

• I’m quite indoorsy, usually only heading out when I need to. Still, I vowed to visit new places now that I’m on leave. I’ve already done it a little.
• I have a lot of pets. (Across two houses no less)
• I spend an inordinate amount of money on books, even though I don’t read quite as much as I’d like, especially with work leaving me sleep-deprived as often as it does. Right now I’m focusing my efforts on two books, one by Charles Sanders Peirce and another by Domenico Losurdo. I also bought a whole bunch more, because apparently the croissant incident taught me nothing. And I still plan on spending more on the Brazilian editions of either Wittgenstein's Blue Book or his Philosophical Investigations... God help me...
• If you know what it is, I’m building a physical Zettelkasten. I’m forcing myself to write ten permanent notes every day of my leave. Let’s see if I can keep it up.
• I’m studying electrical engineering, but I’m still at the very beginning of the programme.
• I’m autistic and Brazilian. I like mentioning those two together, for some reason.
• Appearance-wise, if it matters: I’m tall, somewhat scrawny, white, with long, curly dark brown hair. Hazel eyes too, and I carry my chronic sleep deprivation on my face.
• I don’t like to lead with politics (at least not right at the start, lmao), but I’d say I’m some sort of socialist.

Welp, that’s it, folks. Anyone can and should message me if they felt pulled to. The fact that you’ve read this far is a pretty strong sign, so by all means — if you’re here, do reach out. Just make sure to include the basics about yourself, like age, gender, a little something about your life or your tastes. You know, the basic stuff.

Hey there, it is me again. After deliberating and gathering my energies for around an hour and finishing up my beverage can (it's hot here, despite being winter in my hemisphere), I decided to write a post. You see, my DMs have been quite dry, and all this loneliness is starting to make me have odd thoughts. If you are in a similar situation, consider keeping reading.

I know the problem is me. Not that I am going out of my way to be a dick or not making any effort to change my disagreeable sides... rather, I just can't relate to most people, it seems, and I don't seem to be able to offer what most are after, whatever it is. I only have what I am, what I am trying to give an idea of that it is. It was enough to people now and then, however, so I can only hope that, among everyone who reads my long walltext, at least one or two people will consider that what I have to offer might be good enough.

About me? Usually listing personal facts isn’t the magic key, but it does offer a few possible points of contact and a sketch of who you’d be talking to, so here goes:

• I’m quite indoorsy, usually only heading out when I need to. Still, I vowed to visit new places now that I’m on leave. I’ve already done it a little.
• I have a lot of pets. (Across two houses no less)
• I spend an inordinate amount of money on books, even though I don’t read quite as much as I’d like, especially with work leaving me sleep-deprived as often as it does. Right now I’m focusing my efforts on two books, one by Charles Sanders Peirce and another by Domenico Losurdo. I also bought a whole bunch more, because apparently the croissant incident taught me nothing. And I still plan on spending more on the Brazilian editions of either Wittgenstein's Blue Book or his Philosophical Investigations... God help me...
• If you know what it is, I’m building a physical Zettelkasten. I’m forcing myself to write ten permanent notes every day of my leave. Let’s see if I can keep it up.
• I’m studying electrical engineering, but I’m still at the very beginning of the programme.
• I’m autistic and Brazilian. I like mentioning those two together, for some reason.
• Appearance-wise, if it matters: I’m tall, somewhat scrawny, white, with long, curly dark brown hair. Hazel eyes too, and I carry my chronic sleep deprivation on my face.
• I don’t like to lead with politics (at least not right at the start, lmao), but I’d say I’m some sort of socialist.

Welp, that’s it, folks. Anyone can and should message me if they felt pulled to. The fact that you’ve read this far is a pretty strong sign, so by all means — if you’re here, do reach out. Just make sure to include the basics about yourself, like age, gender, a little something about your life or your tastes. You know, the basic stuff.

Hey there, it is me again. After deliberating and gathering my energies for around an hour and finishing up my beverage can (it's hot here, despite being winter in my hemisphere), I decided to write a post. You see, my DMs have been quite dry, and all this loneliness is starting to make me have odd thoughts. If you are in a similar situation, consider keeping reading.

I know the problem is me. Not that I am going out of my way to be a dick or not making any effort to change my disagreeable sides... rather, I just can't relate to most people, it seems, and I don't seem to be able to offer what most are after, whatever it is. I only have what I am, what I am trying to give an idea of that it is. It was enough to people now and then, however, so I can only hope that, among everyone who reads my long walltext, at least one or two people will consider that what I have to offer might be good enough.

About me? Usually listing personal facts isn’t the magic key, but it does offer a few possible points of contact and a sketch of who you’d be talking to, so here goes:

• I’m quite indoorsy, usually only heading out when I need to. Still, I vowed to visit new places now that I’m on leave. I’ve already done it a little.
• I have a lot of pets. (Across two houses no less)
• I spend an inordinate amount of money on books, even though I don’t read quite as much as I’d like, especially with work leaving me sleep-deprived as often as it does. Right now I’m focusing my efforts on two books, one by Charles Sanders Peirce and another by Domenico Losurdo. I also bought a whole bunch more, because apparently the croissant incident taught me nothing. And I still plan on spending more on the Brazilian editions of either Wittgenstein's Blue Book or his Philosophical Investigations... God help me...
• If you know what it is, I’m building a physical Zettelkasten. I’m forcing myself to write ten permanent notes every day of my leave. Let’s see if I can keep it up.
• I’m studying electrical engineering, but I’m still at the very beginning of the programme.
• I’m autistic and Brazilian. I like mentioning those two together, for some reason.
• Appearance-wise, if it matters: I’m tall, somewhat scrawny, white, with long, curly dark brown hair. Hazel eyes too, and I carry my chronic sleep deprivation on my face.
• I don’t like to lead with politics (at least not right at the start, lmao), but I’d say I’m some sort of socialist.

Welp, that’s it, folks. Anyone can and should message me if they felt pulled to. The fact that you’ve read this far is a pretty strong sign, so by all means — if you’re here, do reach out. Just make sure to include the basics about yourself, like age, gender, a little something about your life or your tastes. You know, the basic stuff.

Hey there, it is me again. After deliberating and gathering my energies for around an hour and finishing up my beverage can (it's hot here, despite being winter in my hemisphere), I decided to write a post. You see, my DMs have been quite dry, and all this loneliness is starting to make me have odd thoughts. If you are in a similar situation, consider keeping reading.

I know the problem is me. Not that I am going out of my way to be a dick or not making any effort to change my disagreeable sides... rather, I just can't relate to most people, it seems, and I don't seem to be able to offer what most are after, whatever it is. I only have what I am, what I am trying to give an idea of that it is. It was enough to people now and then, however, so I can only hope that, among everyone who reads my long walltext, at least one or two people will consider that what I have to offer might be good enough.

About me? Usually listing personal facts isn’t the magic key, but it does offer a few possible points of contact and a sketch of who you’d be talking to, so here goes:

• I’m quite indoorsy, usually only heading out when I need to. Still, I vowed to visit new places now that I’m on leave. I’ve already done it a little.
• I have a lot of pets. (Across two houses no less)
• I spend an inordinate amount of money on books, even though I don’t read quite as much as I’d like, especially with work leaving me sleep-deprived as often as it does. Right now I’m focusing my efforts on two books, one by Charles Sanders Peirce and another by Domenico Losurdo. I also bought a whole bunch more, because apparently the croissant incident taught me nothing. And I still plan on spending more on the Brazilian editions of either Wittgenstein's Blue Book or his Philosophical Investigations... God help me...
• If you know what it is, I’m building a physical Zettelkasten. I’m forcing myself to write ten permanent notes every day of my leave. Let’s see if I can keep it up.
• I’m studying electrical engineering, but I’m still at the very beginning of the programme.
• I’m autistic and Brazilian. I like mentioning those two together, for some reason.
• Appearance-wise, if it matters: I’m tall, somewhat scrawny, white, with long, curly dark brown hair. Hazel eyes too, and I carry my chronic sleep deprivation on my face.
• I don’t like to lead with politics (at least not right at the start, lmao), but I’d say I’m some sort of socialist.

Welp, that’s it, folks. Anyone can and should message me if they felt pulled to. The fact that you’ve read this far is a pretty strong sign, so by all means — if you’re here, do reach out. Just make sure to include the basics about yourself, like age, gender, a little something about your life or your tastes. You know, the basic stuff.

Hey there, it is me again. After deliberating and gathering my energies for around an hour and finishing up my beverage can (it's hot here, despite being winter in my hemisphere), I decided to write a post. You see, my DMs have been quite dry, and all this loneliness is starting to make me have odd thoughts. If you are in a similar situation, consider keeping reading.

I know the problem is me. Not that I am going out of my way to be a dick or not making any effort to change my disagreeable sides... rather, I just can't relate to most people, it seems, and I don't seem to be able to offer what most are after, whatever it is. I only have what I am, what I am trying to give an idea of that it is. It was enough to people now and then, however, so I can only hope that, among everyone who reads my long walltext, at least one or two people will consider that what I have to offer might be good enough.

About me? Usually listing personal facts isn’t the magic key, but it does offer a few possible points of contact and a sketch of who you’d be talking to, so here goes:

• I’m quite indoorsy, usually only heading out when I need to. Still, I vowed to visit new places now that I’m on leave. I’ve already done it a little.
• I have a lot of pets. (Across two houses no less)
• I spend an inordinate amount of money on books, even though I don’t read quite as much as I’d like, especially with work leaving me sleep-deprived as often as it does. Right now I’m focusing my efforts on two books, one by Charles Sanders Peirce and another by Domenico Losurdo. I also bought a whole bunch more, because apparently the croissant incident taught me nothing. And I still plan on spending more on the Brazilian editions of either Wittgenstein's Blue Book or his Philosophical Investigations... God help me...
• If you know what it is, I’m building a physical Zettelkasten. I’m forcing myself to write ten permanent notes every day of my leave. Let’s see if I can keep it up.
• I’m studying electrical engineering, but I’m still at the very beginning of the programme.
• I’m autistic and Brazilian. I like mentioning those two together, for some reason.
• Appearance-wise, if it matters: I’m tall, somewhat scrawny, white, with long, curly dark brown hair. Hazel eyes too, and I carry my chronic sleep deprivation on my face.
• I don’t like to lead with politics (at least not right at the start, lmao), but I’d say I’m some sort of socialist.

Welp, that’s it, folks. Anyone can and should message me if they felt pulled to. The fact that you’ve read this far is a pretty strong sign, so by all means — if you’re here, do reach out. Just make sure to include the basics about yourself, like age, gender, a little something about your life or your tastes. You know, the basic stuff.

Hey there, it is me again. After deliberating and gathering my energies for around an hour and finishing up my beverage can (it's hot here, despite being winter in my hemisphere), I decided to write a post. You see, my DMs have been quite dry, and all this loneliness is starting to make me have odd thoughts. If you are in a similar situation, consider keeping reading.

I know the problem is me. Not that I am going out of my way to be a dick or not making any effort to change my disagreeable sides... rather, I just can't relate to most people, it seems, and I don't seem to be able to offer what most are after, whatever it is. I only have what I am, what I am trying to give an idea of that it is. It was enough to people now and then, however, so I can only hope that, among everyone who reads my long walltext, at least one or two people will consider that what I have to offer might be good enough.

About me? Usually listing personal facts isn’t the magic key, but it does offer a few possible points of contact and a sketch of who you’d be talking to, so here goes:

• I’m quite indoorsy, usually only heading out when I need to. Still, I vowed to visit new places now that I’m on leave. I’ve already done it a little.
• I have a lot of pets. (Across two houses no less)
• I spend an inordinate amount of money on books, even though I don’t read quite as much as I’d like, especially with work leaving me sleep-deprived as often as it does. Right now I’m focusing my efforts on two books, one by Charles Sanders Peirce and another by Domenico Losurdo. I also bought a whole bunch more, because apparently the croissant incident taught me nothing. And I still plan on spending more on the Brazilian editions of either Wittgenstein's Blue Book or his Philosophical Investigations... God help me...
• If you know what it is, I’m building a physical Zettelkasten. I’m forcing myself to write ten permanent notes every day of my leave. Let’s see if I can keep it up.
• I’m studying electrical engineering, but I’m still at the very beginning of the programme.
• I’m autistic and Brazilian. I like mentioning those two together, for some reason.
• Appearance-wise, if it matters: I’m tall, somewhat scrawny, white, with long, curly dark brown hair. Hazel eyes too, and I carry my chronic sleep deprivation on my face.
• I don’t like to lead with politics (at least not right at the start, lmao), but I’d say I’m some sort of socialist.

Welp, that’s it, folks. Anyone can and should message me if they felt pulled to. The fact that you’ve read this far is a pretty strong sign, so by all means — if you’re here, do reach out. Just make sure to include the basics about yourself, like age, gender, a little something about your life or your tastes. You know, the basic stuff.

Today I slept little and spent my day fighting a losing battle against my own eyelids, instead of doing the reading I promised myself to do. And, as if to finish things with style, yet again I get reminded that... I don't really seem to be meant for relationship success, or just conversation success anyway. Just being there as others have fun or get happy. But well. It’s been worse, as Russians would say.

For now, I’m just procrastinating grabbing my books and index cards, and I feel exactly like that guy in the meme, the miner who kept swinging his pickaxe and gave up just before he hit the diamonds. So here I am again, giving the mine yet another blow. I’ve never done this here before, so I thought, why not give it a try? I want new bonds. People here want new bonds. Maybe I’ll find someone on my own wavelength. Who knows.

I might be tired, but I can always write.

What am I looking for, really? Well, in principle, just someone to talk to, because I really, really want it. Most of my conversations have fizzled out, and I miss that little dopamine surge that comes with a genuinely good one. I also truly wish for a real friendship to grow out of this, checking up on each other, caring whether the other is okay, the whole thing. It’s incredibly difficult to find anyone who vibes, but I refuse to stop trying. It is just so good when it happens.

On the other hand, I know there’s not much use in trying to force these things. In my experience, the best conversations, the best connections, are unmistakably good right from the start. The words flow without effort, nobody is straining to keep it alive, and you find yourself already looking forward to the next message. I’ve had that before, so I know it exists and that it’s possible. I’m reaching out here hoping that someone who could share such a moment with me sees this, finds it worth their time, and decides to say hello. Or even just someone wanting the same thing I do.

That’s why I’m not placing any rigid expectations on whatever comes of this. If it’s only a fun, fleeting conversation, that’s already great. If it stretches on longer, that’s great too.

About me? Usually listing personal facts isn’t the magic key, but it does offer a few possible points of contact and a sketch of who you’d be talking to, so here goes:

• I’m quite indoorsy, usually only heading out when I need to. Still, I vowed to visit new places now that I’m on leave. I’ve already done it a little.
• I have a lot of pets. (Across two houses no less)
• I spend an inordinate amount of money on books, even though I don’t read quite as much as I’d like, especially with work leaving me sleep-deprived as often as it does. Right now I’m focusing my efforts on two books, one by Charles Sanders Peirce and another by Domenico Losurdo. I also bought a whole bunch more, because apparently the croissant incident taught me nothing.
• If you know what it is, I’m building a physical Zettelkasten. I’m forcing myself to write ten permanent notes every day of my leave. Let’s see if I can keep it up.
• I’m studying electrical engineering, but I’m still at the very beginning of the programme.
• I’m autistic and Brazilian. I like mentioning those two together, for some reason.
• Appearance-wise, if it matters: I’m tall, somewhat scrawny, white, with long, curly light brown hair.
• I don’t like to lead with politics (at least not right at the start, lmao), but I’d say I’m some sort of socialist.

Welp, that’s it, folks. Anyone can and should message me if they felt pulled to. The fact that you’ve read this far is a pretty strong sign, so by all means — if you’re here, do reach out. Just make sure to include the basics about yourself, like age, gender, a little something about your life or your tastes. You know, the basic stuff.

And since we are past the point where most people read this anyway, I suppose I can vent a little bit. It is no fun to feel like you're finally getting close to someone, just for it to fizzle out and you to hear they've been talking to a bunch of other people, the implication being that you just faded into the background of a bunch of DMs. No fun. So hopefully, whoever will message me, don't do it, or at least warn me? okaythanksbye :(

Today I slept little and spent my day fighting a losing battle against my own eyelids, instead of doing the reading I promised myself to do. And, as if to finish things with style, yet again I get reminded that... I don't really seem to be meant for relationship success, or just conversation success anyway. Just being there as others have fun or get happy. But well. It’s been worse, as Russians would say.

For now, I’m just procrastinating grabbing my books and index cards, and I feel exactly like that guy in the meme, the miner who kept swinging his pickaxe and gave up just before he hit the diamonds. So here I am again, giving the mine yet another blow. I’ve never done this here before, so I thought, why not give it a try? I want new bonds. People here want new bonds. Maybe I’ll find someone on my own wavelength. Who knows.

I might be tired, but I can always write.

What am I looking for, really? Well, in principle, just someone to talk to, because I really, really want it. Most of my conversations have fizzled out, and I miss that little dopamine surge that comes with a genuinely good one. I also truly wish for a real friendship to grow out of this, checking up on each other, caring whether the other is okay, the whole thing. It’s incredibly difficult to find anyone who vibes, but I refuse to stop trying. It is just so good when it happens.

On the other hand, I know there’s not much use in trying to force these things. In my experience, the best conversations, the best connections, are unmistakably good right from the start. The words flow without effort, nobody is straining to keep it alive, and you find yourself already looking forward to the next message. I’ve had that before, so I know it exists and that it’s possible. I’m reaching out here hoping that someone who could share such a moment with me sees this, finds it worth their time, and decides to say hello. Or even just someone wanting the same thing I do.

That’s why I’m not placing any rigid expectations on whatever comes of this. If it’s only a fun, fleeting conversation, that’s already great. If it stretches on longer, that’s great too.

About me? Usually listing personal facts isn’t the magic key, but it does offer a few possible points of contact and a sketch of who you’d be talking to, so here goes:

• I’m quite indoorsy, usually only heading out when I need to. Still, I vowed to visit new places now that I’m on leave. I’ve already done it a little.
• I have a lot of pets. (Across two houses no less)
• I spend an inordinate amount of money on books, even though I don’t read quite as much as I’d like, especially with work leaving me sleep-deprived as often as it does. Right now I’m focusing my efforts on two books, one by Charles Sanders Peirce and another by Domenico Losurdo. I also bought a whole bunch more, because apparently the croissant incident taught me nothing.
• If you know what it is, I’m building a physical Zettelkasten. I’m forcing myself to write ten permanent notes every day of my leave. Let’s see if I can keep it up.
• I’m studying electrical engineering, but I’m still at the very beginning of the programme.
• I’m autistic and Brazilian. I like mentioning those two together, for some reason.
• Appearance-wise, if it matters: I’m tall, somewhat scrawny, white, with long, curly light brown hair.
• I don’t like to lead with politics (at least not right at the start, lmao), but I’d say I’m some sort of socialist.

Welp, that’s it, folks. Anyone can and should message me if they felt pulled to. The fact that you’ve read this far is a pretty strong sign, so by all means — if you’re here, do reach out. Just make sure to include the basics about yourself, like age, gender, a little something about your life or your tastes. You know, the basic stuff.

And since we are past the point where most people read this anyway, I suppose I can vent a little bit. It is no fun to feel like you're finally getting close to someone, just for it to fizzle out and you to hear they've been talking to a bunch of other people, the implication being that you just faded into the background of a bunch of DMs. No fun. So hopefully, whoever will message me, don't do it, or at least warn me? okaythanksbye :(

I'll be short in this one because I lack the energy to list my whole life in here now. Hoping I will find conversations that will not fizzle out quickly with me realising that I was just one people among a million others talking to someone I was just starting to think I was getting close to.

I am open to pretty much any dynamic in here, provided it makes sense. And even if it doesn't. We can always discuss these points in DMs.

I am just a brazilian autist looking for the particular event of having a conversation work out so well that I end up looking forward to opening my messages again, preferably without ending up in being ghosted (I know it's prolly asking for too much, but a man can dream, yes?). So there we are.

About me? I like mostly reading, being indoors, maybe going out for visiting either a historical site or somewhere with trees. If appearance matters to you, I'm tall, scrawny and have long, curly brown hair and hazel-green eyes.

I'll be short in this one because I lack the energy to list my whole life in here now. Hoping I will find conversations that will not fizzle out quickly with me realising that I was just one people among a million others talking to someone I was just starting to think I was getting close tol

I am just a brazilian autist looking for the particular event of having a conversation work out so well that I end up looking forward to opening my messages again, preferably without ending up in being ghosted (I know it's prolly asking for too much, but a man can dream, yes?). So there we are.

About me? I like mostly reading, being indoors, maybe going out for visiting either a historical site or somewhere with trees. If appearance matters to you, I'm tall, scrawny and have long, curly brown hair and hazel-green eyes.

I'll be short in this one because I lack the energy to list my whole life in here now. I am just a brazilian autist looking for the particular event of having a conversation work out so well that I end up looking forward to opening my messages again, preferably without ending up in being ghosted (I know it's prolly asking for too much, but a man can dream, yes?). So there we are.

About me? I like mostly reading, being indoors, maybe going out for visiting either a historical site or somewhere with trees. If appearance matters to you, I'm tall, scrawny and have long, curly brown hair and hazel-green eyes.

I'll be short in this one because I lack the energy to list my whole life in here now. I am just a brazilian autist looking for the particular event of having a conversation work out so well that I end up looking forward to opening my messages again, preferably without ending up in being ghosted (I know it's prolly asking for too much, but a man can dream, yes?). So there we are.

About me? I like mostly reading, being indoors, maybe going out for visiting either a historical site or somewhere with trees. If appearance matters to you, I'm tall, scrawny and have long, curly brown hair and hazel-green eyes.

I'll be short in this one because I lack the energy to list my whole life in here now. I am just a brazilian autist looking for the particular event of having a conversation work out so well that I end up looking forward to opening my messages again, preferably without ending up in being ghosted (I know it's prolly asking for too much, but a man can dream, yes?). So there we are.

About me? I like mostly reading, being indoors, maybe going out for visiting either a historical site or somewhere with trees. If appearance matters to you, I'm tall, scrawny and have long, curly brown hair and hazel-green eyes.

I'll be short in this one because I lack the energy to list my whole life in here now. I am just a brazilian autist looking for the particular event of having a conversation work out so well that I end up looking forward to opening my messages again, preferably without ending up in being ghosted (I know it's prolly asking for too much, but a man can dream, yes?). So there we are.

About me? I like mostly reading, being indoors, maybe going out for visiting either a historical site or somewhere with trees. If appearance matters to you, I'm tall, scrawny and have long, curly brown hair and hazel-green eyes.