I'm sorry if this is inappropriate to ask.
I was just reading through the comments of a post about this special bed cover for bed-wetters, husbands and squirters, and one of the comments said that the skene's gland, which is the thing that makes you squirt, is the same kind of tissue as found in the prostate. So, I was thinking, does testosterone make it more active?
I thought I'd put on some deoderant in case it would, I dunno, moisturize the skin or something, but it burned so I wiped it off but now I'm stuck stancing up like one of those weird wrestler dudes with no solution in sight.
I've been on T for 6 months now, did my own injection for about 5 of those months, now I cannot bring myself to pierce the skin.
I feel utterly pathetic, old farts can handle their own injections every other day for 5 years and I start to give up after 5 months once a week.
I have my dad, but he's sometimes unavailable and he's only getting older. He just turned 50 a few months ago. I don't have anyone else, no friends and no family I can trust with this.
Setting up a reward is useless. I have no driver's license, car, nor money, and anything I can do is something I would have done anyways.
Distraction doesn't work either. It doesn't matter how distracted I am when ultimately I have to be present during my own injection.
To be honest, I've been thinking about quitting. I don't want to. I really don't want to. It's only been 6 months and I still am not happy with my results. I've barely grown any hair and my figure has hardly changed. I just don't know what to do anymore. I don't know how I'm supposed to do this every week, every month, every year, for the rest of my life. At least my pills I don't have to injure myself to take, just swallow with water (or other liquid).
I've been trying to get DLC working for my legit copy of ark survival ascended for a while now but I think I might have copied over something I wasn't supposed to because upon startup it immediately crashes, showing this error.
I'm not sure how to fix it, I assume it's one of the DLL files in the Binaries folder which I replaced with the pirated copy's version but I'm not sure exactly which file it was nor how to fix it. I was thinking I could just delete those files so that the game might generate new ones upon startup but that could just as easily stop the game from starting at all.
Level 90+ creatures just don't spawn with enough frequency or density for me to be able to kill 20+ of them in however long it takes for my baby to grow up.
I'm a beginner, I was having difficulty with moving around my yarn so I decided to lower the tension, but now I'm worried the tension is too low and that my short is going to be... Inappropriate for public use. I can upload more pictures if necessary.
This essay has been a strugglebus so far. Basically, I have to write a 5-page-essay about how our career choice is a good career choice from an objective standpoint, using articles from the school's library. That means talking about how it's good for anyone, not just you.
I was able to write the right draft but I feel like it's just word-vomit and it doesn't really make any sense.
Like, for some people ASMR is like, this transcendental experience, for others (like me), it's viscerally disgusting. Why?
She immediately "went for a fly" outside and almost died.
if you start a wildfire because you couldn't resist your precious pyrotechnics even in the middle of a months-long drought and severe heatwave, I'm blaming you.
I'm not at all interested in PIV sex but I still don't want my vagina to experience atrophy because it can be painful and lead to infection. Is the only way to avoid it to get bottom surgery? To be honest I don't really want bottom surgery, I guess if I ever become interested in sex when I'm older that might change but I'm 18 and I've still never really been interested in sex. I just don't want to get hurt.
There is SO MUCH that you need to have JUST for the first part of getting your name changed. I did EVERYTHING right, I brought in all the papers I needed, they got verified, and I'm STILL not able to get it changed because APPARENTLY your ID needs to have an address to be valid. This means that my passport which was very difficult and very expensive to get is not a valid ID which ALSO means that I'll have to pay for TWO IDs--one to get my name changed and another with the newly changed name.
Even with my fee waiver this whole process has probably cost me around 100 dollars or more--without that fee waiver it would have been well over 200 dollars.
I don't have any proof, but I'm 100% certain this is a form of redlining--making the process extremely arduous and expensive to discourage transgender and disadvantaged people from being allowed to change their own names.
It's disgusting that this has been allowed to continue.
I just bought spore since it was on sale (I already had a pirated version of the game with the DLC but I wanted the online features as well) but I don't have the money to also afford the DLC. If not, that's fine, I can live without it, but I would appreciate it if there is.
I tried to play with the DND club at my school but they treated our meeting time as a "watch videos loudly and make out" time than a time to play tabletop roleplay. The only person I can say actually cared about the game itself is the club leader since she was the only one who actually seemed engaged at all when we actually started playing.
I want to find a group of friends to play DND with, because it sounds fun and I STILL haven't gotten the chance to actually play it proper before but I'm afraid I'll end up with the wrong people--dangerous, transphobic people. I thought, "well, Time Out Youth has a DND night, why don't I just try that?" but I'm scared to actually try just to see they're like my school's DND club or worse.
I see they have the products listed on their website but they don't have even an expected price-point for it. I need to know because I need to know because I'm making a business plan and I need to know how much advertising costs so I can add it to the start-up costs.
I like to build but I struggle a lot with floor plans and stuff so I like to use shells instead of building the whole thing myself.
I love the idea of flower arranging but they're just so UGLY. Like, why are there so many fucking leaves, I thought we were doing flower arranging, and you're stuck with the ugly as sin rectangle pot. I want arrangements that look more like the wedding bouquets with the customizable pots from businesses and hobbies.
This umbrella I used to protect a small tree from getting too much rain which was, eh, very unsuccessful. It got busted up and the arms are broken.
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There are 3 parts to each arm, a small thin one to support the arm that pushes the umbrella open and the larger ones which hold out the edges of the umbrella fabric.
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I was thinking I could remove the arms and replace them with thin wood but there's several problems with that. First of all, wood is extremely frail compared to metal, it may just snap on half the moment it meets a bit of wind. Second of all, there need to be hinges attached where the arms connect to both the metal pole in the middle and each other, further compromising the integrity of the wood.
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In addition, the hinges which attach the arms to the metal pole are inside of a small metal divet I'm not sure how I'd attach a new rod to.
A few days ago I made a post on here talking about how I was stopping my birth control for health related reasons and that I was hoping the testosterone would stop my periods.
Bad news: it didn't.
4 days after I stopped my birth control I got my first period in years and it was *brutal*. The day before it started I was experiencing severe POTS symptoms (Postural Orthopedic Tachycardia Syndrome) such that I was panting from exhaustion just walking up the wheelchair ramp to my school, the day after--cramps, blood, headaches, faintness, delirium. All after just 4 days of stopping my birth control.
So, I'm going back on the birth control temporarily while I wait for my appointment with my GYN to find a birth control which doesn't increase risk of blood clots OR aggravate my POTS symptoms.
Honestly, with how much this has disrupted my life even after just a few days I've been considering actually taking steps to get a hysterectomy. I'm not sure where I would even start, doctors barely even allow CIS women to get hysterectomies, let alone transmascs, and my insurance does not cover "gender-affirming healthcare" which means that I'll either have to convince them it's not gender-affirming or I'll have to pay out of pocket, which will suck because I don't have that kind of money just laying around.
