u/Sauce218

I’m 31 years old and I can’t even do yoga. I have so much pain and muscle tightness throughout my whole body. I can’t afford medical care to see a PT.

I can’t relax.

I can’t get into any of the poses, trust me I’ve tried beginner videos.

All I can feel is my muscles and tissues pulling against each other and it just pisses me off and makes me want to stop.

Fuck I hate feeling like this.

I not only have anxiety at work but also after work, when I’m trying to relax all I can think about is all the things I did or said during the day that was probably stupid. I also sit there and think about everything I have to do at work the next day. I hate it. Why are just bred to work and die.

I don’t deserve to be alive.

I want to deactivate my account. I forgot my password so I went to change it in ACCOUNT SETTINGS. I got all the way to the end, put a new password and was prompted with “this can only be done in account settings”. Tried it all over again…same thing what the FUCK. I did in the app and mobile browser. I don’t understand why shit like this is so fucking difficult.

There’s no hope left for me. I’ll never be enough. I’ll never own a home and be able to call something mine. I’ll never find a relationship. I’ll never amount to anything. I’ll just keep living paycheck to paycheck until I die.

What type of doctor do I need to see for overall chronic pain. Back, ribs, knees, feet, hands. I don’t have a primary and I hate having to see a doctor for a referral to someone else who refers me to someone else sho then again refers me to someone else. I’m going to be straight up with them and tell them I can’t afford and probably won’t pay for the care I receive. This healthcare system is a fucking joke and they won’t be profiting off me.

I’m a project manager and I’m so damn sick of my job. Every morning I get to work there’s always a problem or always a mess to clean up. The stress is taking a toll on me and it’s over things I can’t even control.

Im sure I’ll get a bunch of “welcome to the workforce” replies, go ahead and roast. I won’t be around much longer anyway.

I swapped out the struts in my 2014 SE. After doing so my brake pads scrape against my rotors, any ideas of the cause?