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Here for me and will help me and not let bad go on to me? How can I feel it? I want to

Today and last night I did feel it real and I DID feel it real I did feel it so so so so so so SO real I really really REALLY did be like yeah I’m going to get it 100%…..today I did NOT get it. I did not feel it real that I won’t get it at all I DID feel it real that I do get it….but I didn’t? So huh what’s going on? How do you feel it real and all and not get it?

I do feel it real in my sats but maybe I don’t feel it so so real if I feel it real? I want to do more and I want to feel more I was in the ER for 2 days and I did my sats and feel it real to get out and help me in the ER for someone to be nice to me but sometimes my feel it real worked and sometimes no it did not, so how do I get it to work all the times? Some at the ER were nice and some were mean so it did not work 100% but I did it the same way all the times? How can I get it to work 100%

I feel bad I’m getting sick of 4th of July I don’t want it it’s bad for me it’s bad here by my home it’s a lot bad it goes on and and on and on no stop at all up to like 2 am I don’t feel good someone dm me or talk to me I can’t take it 😢😢😢😢😢😢😢 im going to be sick 🤢 I can’t take I can’t I was in the ER I can’t take more I can’t I can’t!!!!!!!!!!

It was got took I can’t talk so I can’t say any so I peed in me I can’t say I had to go I try and try now they let me get it now for allll day and I feel so bad took my aac took it!!!!!! I peed on me I did not get how I need I got sick

I did go on here and say it in a post here like 2 times but I I don’t get how I’m feeling a lot in my belly I feel it but I don’t know how the feeling is it feels bad but I can’t feel if it’s Ibs bad have to poop or pee bad or have to eat bad or to hot or sick bad

ALL day I did not eat it’s 6 37 pm I eat at like 6 20 it feels bad now to and I peed on me as I was eating I did not feel it but it came out so yeah it’s bad oh and I went to the bathroom like one time to but I did not feel I had to go I felt the pee coming out is all…..I don’t tell anyone I’m peeing on me oh yeah and my new worker is not good at helping me my old one use to help me make sure I eat and get water and do the bathroom in the day it’s hard for me to feel it and see so…the one who went away helped me more good this one is so bad for me I’m not safe I cut and do bad stuff with her I no she won’t look it on me so…and I’m at a bad time so I need more help not take away all of it…

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7 weeks or 6….cant talk feel sad i try faster eft its not working i tap tap tap all day not working i want to die i hate my life i try to do lob feel it real see how you want in your head and its comes to you for real…it dont ever come to me for real i try and i try and I try and I try and im sad and im sick and no one sees how bad i am or they do and they dont care but i feel it’s more they don’t see it like they always dont see it i have mental illness at 14 years old and they did not see how bad it was….now all are like to me oh wow you lost a lot of wait wow wow wow its all they say so good ITS NOT FUCKING GOOD ITS BY NOT EATING!!!!!!! Its bad its not in a good way i take like 3 bites of food like 1 time a day and 1 bite for dinner its not good its not good its not good! I have to be all happy if they say it like yay it’s so good but in me im like its bad…its so bad my aac is so hard to use its so hard i hate it i go back on the website to help you die and talk to someone who wants to die and they help you die to and one is in NY were I am so yes it’s so bad im on it i try to do Silva 2 times a day i try to tap and tap and tap i try to do feel it real in my head…..in it all 0 works at all 0!!!!!!!! Im sad of the girl going away im sad of it i cant stop 🛑 i cant

Can weed get it away? Get me back how I had it seeing and feeling in my head all the time like I use to? The gummy kind?

It’s so hard I wish I can talk but I can’t I’m so sad I’m so bad I hate my life I want to die I can’t get words I try to look up if they got words to put in they don’t I can’t put the words in me I need help I CANT DO IT I AM FEEL LIKE I AM DIEING!!!!!!!!!! I can’t take it any more I can’t take it I can’t take it I can’t take it I am trying so hard the aac is so hard it’s all so hard!!!!!!

I can see and feel in my head as a kid so good(TO GOOD!!! It got bad for me some times) how do I get it back???

As a kid I was good at seeing and feeling In my head (to good at it) I got some bad times and it went away at a teen but I want to get it more so what kind of MEDITATION helps you get it? See and feel in your head?

Can anyone help me use it more good?

1. What aac is good and not like 100s? I put on here if the new weave chat one is good but no one says if it is? It’s 14 or 15 $

2. I don’t want to go to camp like this! They are making me go it’s in 2 weeks I don’t know if I can talk in 2 weeks I don’t want to go I don’t want them to get mad I’m not talking!!!!!

I get a feeling like in my belly but I don’t know what the feeling is is it I’m sick is it my Ibs is it full is it hungry? I get a feeling but don’t know what it is is that autism? I got it all day all week I don’t know

I try and work on it I want to be happy and get how I want my life to be

Good games for iPad I like the box one unpacking

I can’t do it I can’t take 4th of July tish year I can’t do it it’s to much it’s to hard by me they do fireworks ALLLLLL day like 5 pm to 3 am I can’t it’s hard for me a lot but for how bad I am doing I can’t at all do it the year now it’s bad by here and mom did call 911 they don’t do a lot I can’t get away by it and my headset I can’t keep it on in bed I don’t go on my back so if I want it on I have to stay up to 3 am??? It’s not 4th of July today but I feel it now it’s soon

My spellings bad a lot sometimes my phone gives me the word so it’s ok but sometimes no it’s not and it’s not on aac to do it so can someone give me words to put in I have to get words for my head say going on in here like how I feel more not a lot in feelings I have to get more for my mental health words see I can say it here but my phone gives me a lot the words it puts it in I can’t say a lot of the words here if it don’t give it to me