u/justonefrenchfryAA

They ban people for calling out the truth lol.

And they have the same copy paste response waaa waaaa waaa racist comments are beneath you. Lmfaooo 🤡 It’s not racist to say that lot of the hiring managers are Indians.

So go drink some soy tea.

I’m in some server and these Americans keep laughing saying the program ICT is stupid. I’m in first year and one guy says he did ccna and stuff and how come I don’t know about nodes and stuff. And in the discord vc they kept laughing and making fun saying lol bruh hahahaha you’re x age and learning binary pfft hex math.

Like what the hell man I’m first year. Oh you don’t need to take college for this stuff.

Do trade school. But I am not a physical type of guy.

Jesus.

I don’t wanna do this anymore. I’m not mentally right in the head. I get banned from some subreddits. I troll. I wasn’t like this before. I wanna cry and rip my hair out. The vent subreddit also.

I need to start taking medicine again mama but sometimes I feel like dad will say oh again you’re taking medicine? Take herbs or some stuff. I’m from a Pakistani Canadian family.

My dad says I don’t have autism. My mom says autism is just bad habits.

First years of my life in USA I was in special ed.

My mom gets mad when i cough a lot. She says I don’t even exercise. I drink coke. And eat and sit.

I love my parents but sometimes when my mom gets mad and yells and wants to hit me I wanna hit her. But I can’t do that. I’m too soft.

And I used to stim heavily back in special ed in USA.

Some years I become atheist. And some years I go back to Islam. I used to be a normal Sunni Muslim and then I got into salafism. I still have some books about theology but when I tell people I’m now progressive the salafis say oh you’re on wrong path. I wanna cry.

Like if I’m now progressive oh no you’re following your desire. Hellfire hellfire hellfire.

Oh shaking hands with women who aren’t your mahram it’s haram.

And I’ve just let myself go completely. I don’t even take any joy in anything. The only folks I hang out with are people too religious or spiritual. And I’m also in Ontario disability support program.

And I’m currently in bed writing this trying to hide my tears.

And I also am 30, have a receding hairline, and I have a habit of double texting. I can’t understand social cues. Some days I’m good some days I let myself go.

My own papa is not talking to mama. He’s still mad at her cuz she told him to stop flexing his money and trying to impress her sister. He flexes his money to people so he can get praise.

And my dad said he won’t be involved in our lives now. And said his friend will decide what spouses me and my sis will have. In Islam it’s the father’s responsibility to be involved in the marriage process.

Last year and the year before when my cousin (female cousin and her brother the year before) were getting married my dad purposely took a work trip. Last year an uncle said where’s your dad? I said he went to work and he just shook his head.

And my dad used to punish me in the past by locking me in closet as a time out.

And yet if I talk about them it’s backbiting. It’s haram.

Imran khan being in jail is a good thing. All he did was make the country bad. Zardari at least knew how to run a country 🤡. I know some of the youthias here are gonna down vote me and start cussing that’s all they know. They froth at the mouth like wild kuttay. My friend’s dad is so obsessed with Imran that he joins WhatsApp groups and cusses people who are anti Imran in voice messages.

We need police officers to round up and arrest those fake beggars at ridgeway plaza. A full scale police presence. These beggars are run by organized gangs.