u/kuroreaper25

I don’t know where this mindset came from and it could be a GenZ thing but just because you lift up weight and put them down does it make you a fighter so I showing one of my friends some Muay Thai footage at my gym and both things cause he’s 220. He could beat up one of the top fighters in my gym who weighs like 170, mind you my friend has no combat training experience. He tried to say that he has chicken legs. He’s victim weight. I’m like bro that dude would shatter your jaw into 1 million pieces.

And then when I asked them one time, do you wanna come to a session with me he said sure so we both meet up we go to the store we buy some gloves from Dick’s, and we go over Bro got gassed from hitting the bag, like I don’t know where people get this idea just because someone’s smaller than you you could beat them. Yes weight classes exist for a reason. Yes, size does matter but experience and timing matters a lot.

I was in a debate on discord this white guy who was a “race realist” he talked about all the accomplishments of Europeans and I asked him what have you done in your life as a white man to improve your race he kept dodging the question, he talks about the great replacement theory, I then asked him if has any children he said no, bro is 41.

I asked him if you look at the stats and data most people marry within their race and that can predict to a certain degree on child births and how much of a certain race of people are gonna live in the United States in terms of population, white men marry white women the most on average why is the white birth rate so low, he tried to say it was the Jews, he bragged about white inventors from Europe, and philosophers from way back while being fat bald and broke

I ended the voice chat by saying if you want to feel superior for something you are born with like skin color something you did not earn that’s sounds pathetic, almost like you want a participation trophy, then his dumb ass tried to say southern Europeans and Slavic people are not white, bro is so dumb, he kept moving the goalposts on what white is, I even told him about the ironic part about his evil ideology, and the supporters of it get more and more diverse look at nick fuentes and Myron Gaines

Do to the bullying as a teen, and living in a fucked up part of my city, it caused me to walk around guarded all the time, I always felt like I would never be accepted anywhere I go into every social interaction expecting the worst outcome, always felt like that positive shit was fake Disney shit and I always felt like therapist and people on Reddit operate on how the world should be versus how the world already is.

All the experiences I’ve had in life caused me to develop a certain world view for example I had people pretending to be my friend and me and my family went on vacation and they broke into my mom’s apartment and took all my stuff and I was 14 PlayStation TVs everything so that experience taught me not to trust anyone and then in high school I had a guy tell me his girlfriend liked me even though I didn’t know they were together and when he encouraged me to shoot my shot, he was in on the joke and I did and she said “eww I don’t date “r*tarded guys like eww” and her, and her friends and everybody in the hallway laughed at me.

I grew up in an environment if you were smiling or looking happy people looked at you like somethings wrong with you usually got hit with the response “you good bro” “the fuck you staring at” so I trained myself to have a blank expression all the time, even my mom would look at me weird if I was happy or smiling too much. I’ll get responses like “you better not be on no drugs”

That’s the one thing I always wondered because when you look at the immigration patterns of southern Europeans and people of Mediterranean descent from the 1880s to the 1940s it was always in northeast and Midwestern cities New York City Boston, New Jersey Philadelphia Chicago Detroit. It’s never places like Alabama, Georgia, Mississippi, Kentucky, Tennessee, Louisiana, Texas.

I never understood how northern organized crime never expanded into the southern United States. Do you think it’s because the mobster is back then thought it wouldn’t be a good market or did they think it’ll be too hard to get in? It’s so weird

I was sparing this big guy who was the gym bully and I was to teep his chest as he went for a hook, thank god I did or else it would of hurt

It started when I was at my friends Josh house, the ps3 had a web browser and his older brother let us use the console to play Naruto this was in 2011, he went downstairs and went on the porch with his friends to smoke weed while we were in his room play video games on this console we noticed that you had a bunch of videos downloaded onto his PS3 so my friend Josh use the deep pad to get to the video icon and press the X button to open it up and it was this light skin mixed looking girl performing oral on this buff black dude,

And saw the x videos logo on the screen and out of curiosity, I googled it at home on my computer it my life chased for the worse I was watching it every day to the point of recognizing the same bed that could be used in multiple videos,I spent more time on the hub than talking to women

I feel like a loser, I used it as a substitute to talking to women brought flesh lights and all,I was a ugly nerd, medium voice, no athletic, Asperger’s so I was at the bottom,

I always felt like it was just impossible to do because most of my hobbies and interests were always a male dominated or male coded and since most men formed friendships based on hobbies and activities that both members of the friend group mutually enjoy, it’s kinda difficult to make friends with a woman

And I hate the advice just talk to her the way you talk to your friends. I’m not gonna walk up to a random girl in the street or at a event or function and start talking about the Crusade in Warhammer 40 K ,number one the average girl on the street is not gonna know what I’m talking about number two. She’s gonna think I’m mentally ill and need therapy or need to get put in the psych ward,

What do guys even do with female friends like women they aren’t sleeping in their friend group honest to God I’m not trolling. I just wanna know, I don’t think I’ve ever came across a woman in any of the spaces that I’m in on the regular,

I honestly do believe that I’m in the bathroom right now at my Asian homie’s house and me and him were cracking the most vile jokes back-and-forth, bro. I laughed so hard. I almost choked on my pho, but I feel like since I’ve known him since 2006 it’s different compared to somebody who makes those jokes around me when I don’t know them, me and Bro would say the most vile shit in the group chat if that shit gets leaked we’re all getting canceled.

Bro said I look like Mr. Popo if he took too much Ozempic, I responded with you look like when you listen to disturbed instead of saying down with the sickness you say, I caused the sickness, we both are are cracking up to the we were laughing so hard the people in the upstairs in the apartment, heard us and told us to calm down,

How do y’all feel about this?

Look at anime when I was coming up, you had to hide that shit you couldn’t let people know that you was into anime because like people would roast you, for it, nowadays, I see teens wearing Naruto headbands or akatsuki cloak, just vibing , I deadass seen a dude working construction fixing the the pavement with a attack on titan scouts sticker on his helmet,

And when it came to video games back in the day, you can only play “safe games” mainstream NPC shit like madden, NBA 2K, call of duty, GTA, and Fortnite towards the end of high school, being quirky was not cool back in the day you deadass kept that shit to yourself or risk becoming the verbal or worse physical punching bag of the friend group.

And when it came to dating forget about it, because all the nerd spaces where all male dominated, ratio was like 30 to 1 or something crazy like that and even then she most likely had a boyfriend who was not into the stuff you was into, she was like 17 bro was 22 and had his own apartment and car, and before y’all hit me with the oh “the nerds lacked charisma” how are you supposed to build confidence and charisma if you are constantly getting laughed and being used as a punchline for jokes at your expense

That’s like trying to grow a tall tree but it keeps getting cut down every time it grows , as im pushing 30 look at 2010-2019 as the dark ages.

Because I find that very prejudice and very hateful to do, you mean to tell me I have no agency over my life and I have to be at the victim and at the mercy of other people, I have a 11-year-old nephew. I never show my nephew black trauma porn and if I do show him things about the civil rights movement and bad things happen to minorities in America I balanced it out with positive images, black, billionaires, black entrepreneurship YES THEY EXIST,

I’ll never forget the day at a teacher tell me to my face that trying hard in life waking up early grinding, locking in wanting success, so I can have a better life than people in my family who came before me is trying to fit into white cis male patriarch forms of oppression, it was this white teacher she had blonde hair, since when is ambition in life internalized racism ?

, my uncle’s and my mentor never taught me to beg people for nothing. They taught me if you want some you gotta go out and work for it, and this is not me trying to sound like a centrist, but a lot of leftist in their rhetoric, sometimes feels as if they’re infantilizing minorities and I don’t like being viewed with pity like i’m beneath you, you can show empathy towards people who are less privileged than you without viewing like they can’t help themselves or they are not competent