u/kuroreaper25

A lot of them legit believed you were acting dumb on purpose to avoid any kind of responsibility and you acted weird in public and embarrassed the family. You know when you got home an ass whooping was coming as soon as pops took off that belt it was a wrap.

And you never wanted to correct your dad because he might look at that as you insulting his intelligence and that could lead to an ass whooping hell talking to him with a monotone voice can be seen as disrespect that might lead to an ass whipping too

I grew up an environment where you had to be tough. The Sheldon from Big Bang theory types didn’t really do well socially, I was 140 pounds in high school on 174 now when I tell you I used to get my ass beat every single fucking day my bullies would wait for the teacher to step out of class and punched me in the back of the head and then sit down as if nothing happened when the teacher walked back in. I gained weight during the pandemic.

And if you were not into sports like football and basketball other guys looked at you crazy “who this weirdo”

I’m talking about stutters speech impediment severe autism has to have an aid cannot live on their own guys like that because one thing I hate about Reddit is that some not all leaving this Disney Channel ass mindset that anything is possible just gotta believe in yourself and to be honest with you it’s kind of insulting.

I was at a frat party one time and they had this kid there. He might’ve been on the spectrum or and he had a severe stutter and these these guys were using him as entertainment and making fun of his stutter to make a bunch of girls laugh, and the fuck up part is it actually worked.

They pretty much invited him there to crack jokes on him and make fun of him to entertain the woman there at his expense

Just like how you have people who are not mentally capable enough to own a firearm or people who are not mentally capable enough to drive a car do you think someone can be not mentally capable enough to have to be in a relationship?

First things first wishing to be dead wanting to self delete are 2 separate things, I honestly do believe that if I was dead to my family would be better off, being dumb is worse than being ugly, one of the things you need to have as an adult learn when you were born without those traits, life is just hard. You can teach me something 1 million times and I will not understand it.

And then my mom will say that I’m a smart kid. I’m so smart but I get put in special ed. I don’t know where you guys grew up, where I’m from if you were put in special ed or you were neurodivergent, you were looked at as the bottom of the hierarchy people would make fun of you and call you slow or retarded people will call you a sped

The world is cruel to people that cannot learn it’s important for getting a license. It’s important for a career. It’s important for a relationship, but if you’re incapable of doing it, it’s pretty much sucks. I don’t understand why I was born like this.

As a late 90s Gen Z, I kinda have survivors guilt. I got to graduate high school and go to my graduation in person and not buying a computer screen on Zoom even though college was mostly online due to the pandemic, You guys are somewhat similar to the late 90s Gen Z but different in many ways. I admire the fact that you guys were able to resist all that brain rot shit.

You guys got to watch your late 90s Gen Z get put through the ringer with the cost of living crisis inflation in the housing market as far as I’m concerned, you guys are cool honorary uncs,

My family always tells me it’s an irrational fear to have. I’ve had it for a very long time. Is the reason why I dropped out of college. The reason why I never asked the girl out the reason why I don’t do certain things the way my brain works is in my mind. I think if I try, I’m gonna fail, so let me just not try at all, and my family thinks it’s a bad mindset to have me and my mom were having a conversation over the phone and she wants me to go back to college. I told her that I don’t wanna go back to college because the last time I was there I failed why would I want repeat a failure all over again?.

She said it’s a lack of motivation, laziness, or resiliency and then I asked a good question if somebody’s trash at boxing, you’re not gonna put them in a ring against Floyd Mayweather or prime Mike Tyson the guy who’s trash at boxing come with a positive attitude all he wants he’s gonna get his ass kicked so why would he put himself in situation where he knows he’s going to lose and my mom replied with that’s your issue you’re always being negative

I went to hang out with my cousin and one of his friends. They were sitting on the front porch of an apartment smoking weed, and my cousin had a GPS ankle monitor because of an ongoing court case.
He asked me what I was doing with my life. I told him I was working, training, just doing the usual. Then he started bragging to his friend about going to prison and how tough he was,

as we’re having a conversation this homeless dude looks like he might have some sort of mental or developmental disorder walks near the fence of the apartment. My cousin lives in. He smelled bad and was talking to himself. My cousin walks up to him they’re having conversation next to this Honda Accord. The guy gives my cousin some dollar bills and my cousin pulls out some pills in a bag and give it to the guy I could not tell how much my money it was because it was so far away

Growing up, a lot of people around me acted like being in the streets made you a man. But now that I’m getting closer to 30, I have no problem working a regular job. The risk just doesn’t outweigh the reward anymore. Honestly, I never understood why that lifestyle was so glorified where I grew up.
Do you think it’s arrested development, immaturity, or something else?

I’ve seen tombstones at funerals with birth years starting with 2000. I’ve seen moms cry because their sons got sentenced to life in prison. Even into my mid-20s, people called me lame or a cornball because I didn’t want to get involved in that life.

Looking back now, I don’t regret staying away from it.

Stuck at home since 2023 and my mom‘s only getting older. I had to move back in It sucks that only sons a failure and incapable of learning, which is one of the most important things of being an adult, you can teach me something 1 million times and I I will not get it and in the real world. People are not gonna have that kind of patience. You’re either gonna get fired from a job or have a relationship the person you were with leave you.

My mom also does not approve my hobbies. She thinks they’re a violent and dangerous. I like Muay Thai and MMA. She’s afraid of me getting punched or kicked and doesn’t want me getting CTE. I’m trying to explain to her that because of my Asperger’s. I’m “slow” so it wouldn’t really matter if I get brain damage, that’s like being concerned for a sink getting wet, and then she went on to say how she’s concerned about my face being bruised up, I told her how my looks don’t really matter because I was already unattractive before it so I don’t really care.

And she then goes on to say how I’m so smart and then my reply is always if I’m so smart why they get put in a special ed smart people don’t get put in spaces like that and she thinks that I’m wasting my time and not doing anything with my life, even though I’m not good at anything.

I haven’t really done anything since high school. Yes, I work. Yes, I have a job. yes I exercise because martial arts/combat sports involves exercising/physical activity. I’m just sick and tired of spending my free time when not training. Drinking in my room and feeling sorry for myself.

Stuck at home since 2023 and my mom‘s only getting older. It sucks that only sons a failure and incapable of learning, which is one of the most important things of being an adult, you can teach me something 1 million times and I I will not get it and in the real world. People are not gonna have that kind of patience. You’re either gonna get fired from a job or have a relationship the person you were with leave you.

My mom also does not approve my hobbies. She thinks they’re a violent and dangerous. I like Muay Thai and MMA. She’s afraid of me getting punched or kicked and doesn’t want me getting CTE. I’m trying to explain to her that because of my Asperger’s. I’m “slow” so it wouldn’t really matter if I get brain damage, that’s like being concerned for a sink getting wet, and then she went on to say how she’s concerned about my face being bruised up, I told her how my looks don’t really matter because I was already unattractive before it so I don’t really care.

And she then goes on to say how I’m so smart and then my reply is always if I’m so smart why they get put in a special ed smart people don’t get put in spaces like that and she thinks that I’m wasting my time and not doing anything with my life, even though I’m not good at anything.

I haven’t really done anything since high school. Yes, I work. Yes, I have a job. yes I exercise because martial arts/combat sports involves exercising/physical activity. I’m just sick and tired of spending my free time when not training. Drinking in my room and feeling sorry for myself.

Stuck at home since 2023 had to move back in and my mom‘s only getting older. It sucks that only sons a failure and incapable of learning, which is one of the most important things of being an adult, you can teach me something 1 million times and I I will not get it and in the real world. People are not gonna have that kind of patience. You’re either gonna get fired from a job or have a relationship the person you were with leave you.

My mom also does not approve my hobbies. She thinks they’re a violent and dangerous. I like Muay Thai and MMA. She’s afraid of me getting punched or kicked and doesn’t want me getting CTE. I’m trying to explain to her that because of my Asperger’s. I’m “slow” so it wouldn’t really matter if I get brain damage, that’s like being concerned for a sink getting wet, and then she went on to say how she’s concerned about my face being bruised up, I told her how my looks don’t really matter because I was already unattractive before it so I don’t really care.

And she then goes on to say how I’m so smart and then my reply is always if I’m so smart why they get put in a special ed smart people don’t get put in spaces like that and she thinks that I’m wasting my time and not doing anything with my life, even though I’m not good at anything.

I haven’t really done anything since high school. Yes, I work. Yes, I have a job. yes I exercise because martial arts/combat sports involves exercising/physical activity. I’m just sick and tired of spending my free time when not training. Drinking in my room and feeling sorry for myself.