u/unkindness_inabottle

For those that have a fluid romantic orientation, obvi

My autism makes me wanna take one label and claim it forever to describe myself, but my feelings and thoughts keep changing. I keep thinking I’m one sublabel and a month later I find another one, but it doesn’t feel right for me to identify as aromantic outright since I feel some kind of attraction at least, or something around Cupio/bellusromantic yk?

I was wondering if others struggle with the same and what your solution is. I just need more romantic experience too to figure myself out, but I’m not into dating (:> shit’s difficult

I relapsed again with cutting myself when I had managed to stop for months, a year ago I had managed to stop for almost a full year but it just keeps happening. I’m embracing it at this point, I’m not even crying anymore when I do it, I even laughed.

Now that I’m deeper in this rabbit hole I really feel like ending it all. I had thought of a date this summer when to do it, and I feel so free and happy about the thought, that it’ll all be over and I can rest, not worry about the future.

All day I thought about it too (have been for weeks/months), but suddenly after talking with my parents I’m a little unsure. I’ve just gone so deep that it feels impossible to escape. Though I know that if I try, I could change and stay alive, but again, it feels like I’ve gone too deep and the decision has been made.

I relapsed again when I had managed to stop for months, a year ago I had managed to stop for almost a full year but it just keeps happening. I’m embracing it at this point, I’m not even crying anymore when I do it, I even laughed.

Now that I’m deeper in this rabbit hole I really feel like ending it all. I had thought of a date this summer when to do it, and I feel so free and happy about the thought, that it’ll all be over and I can rest, not worry about the future.

All day I thought about it too (have been for weeks/months), but suddenly after talking with my parents I’m a little unsure. I’ve just gone so deep that it feels impossible to escape. Though I know that if I try, I could change and stay alive, but again, it feels like I’ve gone too deep and the decision has been made.

Im stuck in the spires at barely level 29 with armor that I can’t make better armor because the material I need is in other maps. I’d like to have better gear before I finish the story, but I don’t see a way

So I (19F) broke it off with my ex(19F) a few months ago, both of us our first relationship, it only got as far as one kiss and cuddling. I broke it off since I lost the feeling of ‘love’, but I wanted to stay friends. She understood but still had feelings for me, which I understood in return. And we are good friends! We have a great friend group, and we chat almost daily. We flirt often times in the group server, I think that’s pretty normal, but lately I’ve been having some romantic dreams about handholding and being close, almost intimate with her. Again, I’m aware that’s quite normal too, but does this mean I’m still attracted to her? I have trouble identifying romantic feelings and linger around the aromantic spectrum, as I often lose feelings for someone. I’m not quite sure if I want to get back with her (not really, I like being single and a dedicated relationship gave me anxiety) or if this is just fine and we can be friends this way anyway?

God this was amazing!! It was terrifying, I adored the tutorial, it was so dystopian and really gets you into the character, being treated like an object. I love the dialogue during exploring the cave, but when I fell down from too far a height everything went wrong…. I’ve learned from my mistakes, but what a great game! 30 mins in and I’m gonna continue a new game :D can’t wait to learn more

Im looking for media that represents suicide in the way Arcane did with Jayce and Viktor respectively. How its not a huge terrifying deal, but rather they need someone to talk to, it’s calm.

A bit of a random request, but I was hoping others could relate and maybe know some movies or shows that handle suicide the same way

I’m a girl if that gives any context, but our friendship was always platonic to me. I don’t want to get into details because of the guilt I feel, but I had been so rude and unforgiving to my best friend from 3 years ago. Now finally I made him an apology letter and unblocked him to tell him how sorry I am and that he didn’t deserve all the things I said to him.

He forgave me immediately. I should’ve known, with how kind he is. I just… didn’t see it coming, and I don’t think I deserve to be forgiven. We talked shortly just to catch up and ask how both of us are doing after all these years. Then with a goodbye message he told me to keep living, that I’m amazing and that he knows I can do this…

I don’t deserve that kindness, we haven’t talked in years after I hurt him and still he says this to me. I can’t cope with it, I don’t deserve that.

If the Prototype killed Huggy in the end, who patched Huggy up after he fell? Or did the Prototype save him but kill him when he started to calm down and get back with Kissy

In the soundtrack on Spotify I can’t find the first part of his chase, from the part where ‘he’s entering sector 4’ till somewhere around ‘I looked at my uncle, and…’, and I really wanna listen to that part too