u/unkindness_inabottle

More a vent; I see games and movies about those having a soulmate and a healthy relationship. But to me, loving is so easy, but it also comes and goes. (Family is the exception). I’ve loved friends, people around me, most of the time it passes after a while and we never grow closer or we grow apart.

How is a soulmate even possible? I don’t seek it, I just don’t understand. A ‘soulmate’ is just another human that can change, it doesn’t feel possible to love and be with that person forever. You can move on or simply lose interest. It’s hard to put into words what I mean, but I just feel like love isn’t special, it isn’t meant to be. It just happens because we want it to, and can end the same

Anyone know what this dream meant? And anyone got any fent?

So I recently thought to myself I might be cupio, with the logic of; I want a romantic relationship, I see this girl and think, the idea of a romantic relationship with her sounds so nice! So what I do is get in a relationship, experience limerence, and when that was over I didn’t like it anymore and didn’t feel love at all so I broke up.

This might just be a normal romantic experience, but it made sense to me for cupioromanticism. Feel free to let me know in the comments

Im going to see System of a Down Friday in Düsseldorf, but this I my first time going to such a large venue;

I’ll be there early, like- 2 hours before the doors open possibly and I’ll be standing there for at least 4 more hours. I want to stand as close to the stage as possible, but what if I need to pee? Do I just not drink because hydration is important. How do y’all deal with things like this? Drinks and food is also not allowed to bring inside, but I don’t wanna lose my spot to get something, I always have a small bottle of water on me

For those that have a fluid romantic orientation, obvi

My autism makes me wanna take one label and claim it forever to describe myself, but my feelings and thoughts keep changing. I keep thinking I’m one sublabel and a month later I find another one, but it doesn’t feel right for me to identify as aromantic outright since I feel some kind of attraction at least, or something around Cupio/bellusromantic yk?

I was wondering if others struggle with the same and what your solution is. I just need more romantic experience too to figure myself out, but I’m not into dating (:> shit’s difficult

I relapsed again with cutting myself when I had managed to stop for months, a year ago I had managed to stop for almost a full year but it just keeps happening. I’m embracing it at this point, I’m not even crying anymore when I do it, I even laughed.

Now that I’m deeper in this rabbit hole I really feel like ending it all. I had thought of a date this summer when to do it, and I feel so free and happy about the thought, that it’ll all be over and I can rest, not worry about the future.

All day I thought about it too (have been for weeks/months), but suddenly after talking with my parents I’m a little unsure. I’ve just gone so deep that it feels impossible to escape. Though I know that if I try, I could change and stay alive, but again, it feels like I’ve gone too deep and the decision has been made.

I relapsed again when I had managed to stop for months, a year ago I had managed to stop for almost a full year but it just keeps happening. I’m embracing it at this point, I’m not even crying anymore when I do it, I even laughed.

Now that I’m deeper in this rabbit hole I really feel like ending it all. I had thought of a date this summer when to do it, and I feel so free and happy about the thought, that it’ll all be over and I can rest, not worry about the future.

All day I thought about it too (have been for weeks/months), but suddenly after talking with my parents I’m a little unsure. I’ve just gone so deep that it feels impossible to escape. Though I know that if I try, I could change and stay alive, but again, it feels like I’ve gone too deep and the decision has been made.

Im stuck in the spires at barely level 29 with armor that I can’t make better armor because the material I need is in other maps. I’d like to have better gear before I finish the story, but I don’t see a way

So I (19F) broke it off with my ex(19F) a few months ago, both of us our first relationship, it only got as far as one kiss and cuddling. I broke it off since I lost the feeling of ‘love’, but I wanted to stay friends. She understood but still had feelings for me, which I understood in return. And we are good friends! We have a great friend group, and we chat almost daily. We flirt often times in the group server, I think that’s pretty normal, but lately I’ve been having some romantic dreams about handholding and being close, almost intimate with her. Again, I’m aware that’s quite normal too, but does this mean I’m still attracted to her? I have trouble identifying romantic feelings and linger around the aromantic spectrum, as I often lose feelings for someone. I’m not quite sure if I want to get back with her (not really, I like being single and a dedicated relationship gave me anxiety) or if this is just fine and we can be friends this way anyway?

God this was amazing!! It was terrifying, I adored the tutorial, it was so dystopian and really gets you into the character, being treated like an object. I love the dialogue during exploring the cave, but when I fell down from too far a height everything went wrong…. I’ve learned from my mistakes, but what a great game! 30 mins in and I’m gonna continue a new game :D can’t wait to learn more

Im looking for media that represents suicide in the way Arcane did with Jayce and Viktor respectively. How its not a huge terrifying deal, but rather they need someone to talk to, it’s calm.

A bit of a random request, but I was hoping others could relate and maybe know some movies or shows that handle suicide the same way