I'm secretly evil, when you talk irl to me you'll think that I'm a dumb nice guy but I just hate every persons I know even my parents who loved me deeply they can die I wouldn't even care,I'm just nice with them because it's what children do and that I can be kicked out of the house if I told them how much I hate them, It annoys me how of a trash I am, I have no talent, I'm bad at everything I do and I live a miserable life and I have low self esteem

people talk to me but in my back I know that they hate me or pity me or just want to scam me and it just annoys me, why I had that life and why was I born that way it's so unfair. I want an apocalypse so that everyone can finally suffer and idc if it's a bad thing to think, I hate you all my life is trash and it will get worse even if I didn't even choose to live

I hate myself so much, why am I not an other person much more strong and intelligent and more of a man. I just with everyone dies and I want to no one irl to talk to me, I'll have to see my coworkers and I hate them so much

I genuinely think it's not possible to have a worse life than mine, like I wasn't gang graped or traumatized or my all family murdered and some guy find me as a baby in a dumpster or some great storytelling which would justify how I turned that way, no I have no excuses

nothing happened, literally my all life is just being a dumbass who have no social clue and staying in my room all day, that's all. and I'm not even good at some geek stuff like videogames and how to repair a computer no I'm just good at posting on reddit

RIP Hayden Panettiere, I hope you're in peace nevertheless

seriously the first post I see is "Thank You Radio Silence for bringing Kirby back for Scream VI".

SOMEONE DIED ! why do you talk about a fictional character as if it was kirby who died

"I'm glad she at least got to come back when she did so she knew people loved her character"

???? brooo it really sounds like "ok she died but at least she was in my favorite movie so I'm glad she didn't die before it". Am I the only one who find all those type of comments very unsettling ?

season 5 was self sabotaged, every fight scenes is unreadable, and are ugly, everything seems slow while two seasons before the fighting were great, the dialogues were cool also the color grading is ugly too in season 5

anyways everything seems low budget

why didn't they just kill homelander in season 3 like made him killing citizens and destroying some more building and then using soldier boy to kill him and that's it ?

then season 4 would be about killing Neuman and Stan Edgar which are bigger and more experimented threats ?? and no season 5 and that's it.

like Ange moved out of her trauma and was happy because she accepted magic and forced herself to view her family as some good people.

but we all know the truth, kinzo was a jeffrey epstein type of monster and stole the money of all the italian soldiers + did in*est and treated his female children terribly.

Rudolf is a terrible person too with no redeeming qualities. Kyrie is well kyrie (we know that she had her upbringing with the yakuza but does it even explain her vision of things and why did she kill children like this, we know that the yakuza don't kill children and actually have a moral code etc. but anyway she is a under written character so we can just do headcanon at that point)

Krauss was an asshole, eva and hideoshi killed two people without even being sad or shocked like any normal being would do but instead just clearly and normally ask to hide the bodies and stole their inheritance and Eva acknowledge that if she had the time, she would also kill everyone just for the inheritance and protect herself

Natsuhi, Sayo and Rosa are kinda complicated because they clearly suffered a lot and have big remorse for what they did but they are still awful too, rosa didn't care about her brother death, sayo is sayo

and Natsuhi pushed a baby and a maid out of a cliff and never expressed remorse for the baby, (she did go see the husband of the maid and came to pray on her tomb tho) but in chapter 5, we have to do an entire killing game and multiple phone call so that she can FINALLY acknowledge how it was bad for her to push the baby and almost killed it

also Jessica and georges are ready to kill their family just for some romance in episode 4 and 6

the servants are all terrible and covered everything kinzo did. Maria is well clinically ill and a children but the way she acted and laugh like a freak after her mother died shows that if she grew up, she would be a bad person

and Battler is well Battler, he is the only person who stay pure but I thought that the last plot twist of the game would be that he actually participated in the murders because in the tea party of episode 7, he saw her mother with blood and then nothing. we don't see him again

what if kyrie told him everything and that she is his real mom and that he felt something about it and wanted to help her just because of that ? it seems ooc but idk it seems logic to me.

Anyway : they are ALL terrible persons except Battler but I just think that umineko is incredibly bleak tho and that the moral about overcoming the truth with magic is very very sad also yes erika furudo is my favorite character

like do you not see how many pedophiles there are irl and in internet ?? it's so obvious that people with POWER use that power to do something terrible like this. just see how many normal people are pedophiles already.

especially after the epstein files, everyone also knew about diddy parties but everyone shut their mouth.

THERE IS AN ELITE WHICH TORTURES CHILDREN !!! it's so obvious and you have to be morons to think that it doesn't happen and that the elites are great persons.

and I'm not being complotist like it's just pure logic at that point

unpopular opinion but it's annoying how tlou2 forces us to sympathize with abby and loving her

like in tlou1 you can like the game while hating Joel because the game doesn't want you to like him, it does want you to like Ellie tho as a character but Ellie was very sympathetic so it was easy to root for her

but with Abby it's obviously different, she killed Joel so yeah she could never be as sympathetic as tlou1 ellie.

Now I understand why Abby did this but I grew with Ellie and Joel not with her so it's logical that I still want to kill her ?? we can understanding someone and still want to kill that fictional person

I'm sick of having to be perfectly moral and that "abby let Ellie go and listen to Lev" idgas, I want to kill her and not because I hate her but because it makes more sense that's all, and she was let alive just because she is the creator favorite character and that all this game is some kinda twist revenge against the tlou1 creators who rejected all his revenge ideas so he killed Joel that badly as a revenge that's all, the game feels very personal and it's the reason why his OC survived

especially about how the wlf vs seraphites is like israel vs palestine. (lmaoo as if palestine was that much of a threat, irl it's not even close why is he pretending it's a very close war, also the seraphites apparently win in the end of the game)

anywayyyys, so yeah, Abby deserved to live because she chose to not kill Ellie even after she killed the love of his life, but the point is that Joel also deserved to live then because he saved Abby life in the first chapter.

and everyone justify it by saying "joel death is realistic, action gets consequences", then I want realism until the end too, so Abby has to die logically ! because no one would just stop in a middle of a fight especially after doing a threat to kill abby child so that she can fight so that us killing abby is satisfying. lmao everyone forget that Abby implicitly says "I don't want to fight just kill me and let this be over" and that Ellie has to threat lev with a knife so that she accepts it. and she would 100 percent kill Lev if Abby refused because in her mind killing lev would give abby enough rage to accept the fight

all the game is pure depression and Ellie was hyped up for being just a shell who wants to do anything to forget Joel death even if it means tracking a woman and search her everywhere and about how she is violent and this world is violent.

then, she fight abby, random flashback appears and boom she stopped her vengeance despite the fact that she killed like a lot of soldiers in game and all abby friends to get there, all those lifes lost were meaningless if she doesn't kill her.

Ellie literally can't spare Abby, especially not in a middle of a fight after losing several fingers.

it would be so much better if she killed Abby and stabbed her and beat her to death then stay like 10 minutes paralyzed and realizing that she is still haunted about her death.

and she realized that Lev watch everything and that she has to do a choice, she just want to let him go but if she let him go, he would have to face the same trauma she did after losing his mother, so with a twisted logic, she decide to do a spare kill and Lev's dead

then we learn that Dina's gone, that tommy doesn't even care about ellie and she was a fool to abandon dina and that she can't do guitar again as a punishment for what she did

but unfortunately they had to milk sequels so neil's favorite character survives. and she will be a major part in tlou3 because they will obviously make tlou3 after the netflix show.

and the ending with Ellie which is just misery porn in the main game starts being a sort of punishment for everything she did and then we can finally start hating Ellie too after hating Abby for half of the game

I would want this as a alternative ending

they are so overrated, the last time they were interesting was in scream 3. they keep milking sequels and then turn sidney and gale into very booooring characters.

people praise their development but what development excuse me, sidney stayed the same person the entire time like except in scream3 when she stops being scared and face her trauma but after that. there is nothing.

same for gale who reset her arc every movie

I just wish they do a likable ghostface so that I can root for them to kill Gale and watch them kill her (I know they wouldn't have the balls to kill sidney so)

like we had a scene before about komaru saying to toko that she was abused by her teacher, the thing is that this trauma shaped her and make her having terrible tastes in men because of the way she was abused by men.

so her finding haiji hot after he says he is a pedo isn't just a joke made by freaks but is genuinely good writing. like I have to defend UDG about unnecessary slander

like episode 5 season 5 of the boys was great, we saw the motivations of all the characters and their psychology (especially firecracker, the others are just cartoonishly evil but at least they tried something)

then bro start doing his supernatural reunion or whatsoever and destroys the episode but WE DONT GIVE A SHIT ABOUT YOUR TRASHY 15 SEASONS CNN SHOW FROM 20 YEARS AGO !!!

soldier boy is so overrated and is just adored because the boomers have some boner over the actor but seriously why do they shove us some nostalgia, I'm not 40, I didn't even know that supernatural trash show existed, why did they destroy an episode of a main show just for nostalgia bait.

they could do their supernatural shit in gen v like it's a spin of and it would maybe attract more viewers but doing it in the boys is just dumb and looks like the show runner takes nothing seriously

yeah duh, she is his only family + he saved her life, basically eren was the only person she cares for with armin.

I don't understand this criticism like her being in love of eren is logical because of the trauma she had. and it's logical why she fell in love

like I'm neurodivergent and it's so painful, I am always rejected by social groups every single time, and it's like people hate me for nothing like I probably do a lot of social mistakes without realizing it.

I'm the problem but I don't care, I'm a fool for starting to try to be social in the first place because people prefers when I'm timid and I shut my mouth but each time I show my real personality, people dislike me or are hypocrites or get bored after sometime

I hate them so much because it's so humiliating like I just wanted to be social and try to be a normal person but each time there is a misunderstanding or me who says some stupid shit who annoys everyone.

I wish I shutted my mouth and I never talk to them or try being friendly with them, it's not about having no friends but trying and get rejected is so humiliating especially when they say bad things behind our back

I hate them so bad and Idc if I was the one who is in the wrong or who was annoying, I hate them.

everyone thinks I'm needy and the only friends I have will probably start hating me soon if they don't secretly do.

I just wish I could tell to everyone how much I hate them, trying to be friendly was a terrible idea and I was a fool for doing that. I should have stay timid and in my shell

I don't know if it's because I'm anxious but I'm sure every single people I know either secretly hate me or pity me or both, I don't want their pity it disgusts me so bad, I hate them for thinking they are superior to me, and to all the people who act like that, I hate you personally

like I'm neurodivergent and it's so painful, I am always rejected by social groups every single time, and it's like people hate me for nothing like I probably do a lot of social mistakes without realizing it.

I'm the problem but I don't care, I'm a fool for starting to try to be social in the first place because people prefers when I'm timid and I shut my mouth but each time I show my real personality, people dislike me or are hypocrites or get bored after sometime

I hate them so much because it's so humiliating like I just wanted to be social and try to be a normal person but each time there is a misunderstanding or me who says some stupid shit who annoys everyone.

I wish I shutted my mouth and I never talk to them or try being friendly with them, it's not about having no friends but trying and get rejected is so humiliating especially when they say bad things behind our back

I hate them so bad and Idc if I was the one who is in the wrong or who was annoying, I hate them.

everyone thinks I'm needy and the only friends I have will probably start hating me soon if they don't secretly do.

I just wish I could tell to everyone how much I hate them, trying to be friendly was a terrible idea and I was a fool for doing that. I should have stay timid and in my shell

I don't know if it's because I'm anxious but I'm sure every single people I know either secretly hate me or pity me or both, I don't want their pity it disgusts me so bad, I hate them for thinking they are superior to me, and to all the people who act like that, I hate you personally

1- Shion is a murderer and mion psycho twin

2- rika is in a loop and she saw all her friends die for years

3- every girls is a murderer like except mion maybe

4- they want to kill the leaders of the village

she would mind broken her so bad, like she would show no love to her. Eva loves georges because he is an extension of herself and was able to be shaped perfectly by eva but someone like Maria could never

I'm sure she is the most abusive mom. Kumasawa would be a good mom to Maria and just be annoyed if she does something wrong.

Natsuhi would be sad but resigning and accepting who is daughter is, she would still love her and try to make her be normal without success

kyrie would not care and accepting her daughter for who she is but she will not love her

like chapter 1 is really long, I stopped at the festival and I know there will be murders and that Rika is a witch because I played umineko but how the chapters are constructed ?

like in umineko each episode is one interpretation of what happens in an island full of murders and the protagonist debates with a witch to know if what happened in the island was because of magic or human.

Anyway I want to know if it would be the same type of thing but just with the "island" replaced by "village" or is it really different.

I tried to be the least clear as possible but what I mean is how the characters accepted and get bribe to let sayo do all the killings ?

- [ALL EPISODES] so Genji accepted to participate and help sayo because he feels bad about sayo life being destroyed because of the ushiromiya family and is loyal to the family chief

- [EPISODE 1] Eva and Hideoshi accepted to be accomplices because sayo told them that she will only kill the adults sibling and let every other people alive, it's the reason why they aren't stressed and think everything is over in the second day

- idk why kumasawa and Nanjo accepted to help sayo, I think it's because they thought it was some kind of weird pranks and that sayo wanted to do a petty harmless revenge like this as a vengeance, I think kumasawa and Gohda would fell for this but not Nanjo tho, I don't understand why Nanjo helped at all, he doesn't seem to be someone who can't be bribed

-Rosa accepted to be accomplice because she was bribed and want money but it seems ooc for her to accept that everyone dies even her nephew and niece for this and she seems scared during episode 2

- everyone in episode 5 was either threatened to say what sayo wanted in the phone calls with her gun or they were paid to follow a script but didn't know that murders would happens same in episode 6 where almost every girls pretend to be dead, it was because sayo bribed them to do it I guess

he has fun from episode 2 until half of episode 3 when he sees all his family getting murdered over and over because it's fun to try to discover the mysteries, then beatrice tortures Rosa and Maria and now suddenly he feels angry but not before.

So beatrice starts to pretend to be nice and battler immediately fall for this then she taunts him.

In episode 4, he still feels like he like beatrice despite everything that happened then he kills her (she kinda let him do it) and beatrice turned into a vegetable in episode 5

But Battler isn't mad towards her and wants beatrice to come back because lambdadelta and bernkastel stole the gameboard but what. she was a bitch during all the game why do you like her ?

Then in the end of episode 5 out of nowhere he knows everything and know what really happened so he turns to kinzo and love beatrice.

in episode 8 he also forgive bernkastel and erika despite the fact that she raped him metaphorically, and his relationship with beatrice just doesn't work

you can't love someone even after that person was the reason why your family got killed.

I know that you will tell me that everything he did is just metaphorical and it's to foreshadow the real plot twist about why sayo did that but idk, I don't understand the hype, also his intelligence is illogical, sometimes he is the smartest character ever and then at some other moments, he is very very slow, it changes based of what will drive the story forwards

except that I enjoyed the game

like I had some group of people who said racist things like because it's funny and to fit in I also said racist stuff but because I'm socially dumb, I did it but in a weirder way even if it was just to fit in, and then I'm the one in the wrong.

anyway I feel deeply shameful for doing this but I didn't even think all those stuffs I said, I don't have personality so I'm easily manipulated but that's not even manipulation like I chose to say those things.

I don't know if I can be forgiven for this but I'm feeling bad to have been such a dumbass and try to fit in with those type of people. But I'm sure it happens to a lot of people but no one confess about this so I'll be the first.

It's so difficult like I'm sure I'm the type of person who can bully someone for "fun" because a group does it too without thinking that it can have bad consequences.

I hate group of friends and having to form friendship because it always finish badly, If I chose to be alone, I wouldn't do those things and I would make no mistakes like that. I hate myself and people so bad in general