u/Altruistic_Froyo_174

So I’ve did bca in my graduation from a ridiculous college in a small town. Didn’t have any other option.
I just had the worst three years of my life so lost all interest in studying. This year i chose mca at a decent private uni in Mumbai.
Mainly the reason was that i didn’t know better and i didn’t want a drop year. I didn’t do MBA as that needs an excellent profile anyhow before you’ve even started MBA (to get in tier 1 and then get top placements in tier 1) and i don’t have it.

I came here and living at a relatives house. But the situation is not good here either.

I still can’t understand anything in the college and I’ve got college from 9 to 6.

It’s not like i don’t understand anything but the course itself feels unfulfilling and drains my life. Waste two hours in travel. Can’t even take any leaves as they want 80 percent attendance.

I travel from bus which is extremely crowded and humbles me bad. I can’t take auto as it’s hard to find from my college and costs about 150 per day.

I think I’m not hell bent on getting a job in coding or through campus placements. I was planning on doing an ms or mba after this. Or even shift to doing something entirely else about something I’m passionate about such as media or marketing.
But for that i need to make money somehow by doing things on the side, business, internet money.

I can’t drop out now and go back home as a failure. And I’m sick of living like a pauper here. What do i do?
Has anyone here made money that way? Can anyone who’s been through this give some advice?

I did a bca from the worst college possible. And it disappointed me so much that i lost all interest in studying and trying at all.

Then i just wandered in different fields and tried other options. Marketing, media, all that stuff.
Then after graduating this year, i thought maybe it’s due to the bad experience in college that i hate cs. So i wanted to give this another chance and joined a decent private uni in Mumbai.

But it’s no better here. The workload is too much. Attendance, classes, assignments, i don’t even have time to actually think about myself anymore. And i still don’t like cs.

I feel like the dumbest loser in my class. And i feel like it was a big mistake to even choose this course.
What am i supposed to do?
If i drop out, i have no other option that i know right now. All colleges have closed for other programs too. And I’ve paid the fees here which i won’t get refunded and it’s a significant amount too.
If i think about dropping out after one year, it’s still an extremely bad image to my profile which isn’t great anyways.

I don’t know if the mods will allow this kind of post, but I’m extremely desperate and depressed.
I just don’t know what to do anymore.

I’m having problems of all kinds, then I tried astrology too. But finding no solution anywhere.
Suffering in education. I’ve dropped out already once and my mind is making me on the verge of it again. I was so depressed that i once even tried the worst of it.

I tried all kinds of astrology subs, local astrologers too, counselling irl too. But i just don’t know what to do anymore.

So hoping to find some advice here. If anyone can help me, id be really grateful.

So i did bca from a ridiculous college. Can’t even fathom the level of non sense. The ceiling was chipping in class literally. The students , the faculty, Everything.

That broke me inside. And i lost all motivation to study or do anything. So i coasted around all those three years, tried different things, never went deep in actual cs or coding.

Then i thought a lot and ended up joining an mca at a private decent uni. The workload here is too much at once. 80% attendance. And class timings are 8-6 or 8-4. And i have to commute two hours daily.

Now i feel I’ve made a big mistake in my life. I can understand nothing at all. And I’ve realised coding is not for me.

I should’ve just done something in liberal arts, humanities, or media.

What do i even do? I just don’t understand.
I have only last two days if i want to cancel the admission. But the problem is, i have no other plan at all and i don’t know what I’ll do. If i quit this right now, I’ll be sitting at home and take a gap year. All good colleges have closed this time now.

Can anyone please give me some advice?

Myquals

So i did bca from a ridiculous college. Can’t even fathom the level of non sense. The ceiling was chipping in class literally. The students , the faculty, Everything.
That broke me inside. And i lost all motivation to study or do anything. So i coasted around all those three years, tried different things, never went deep in actual cs or coding.
Then i thought a lot and ended up joining an mca at a private decent uni.
Now i feel I’ve made a big mistake in my life. I can understand nothing at all. And I’ve realised coding is not for me.
I should’ve just done something in liberal arts, humanities, or media.
What do i even do? I just don’t understand.
I have only last two days if i want to cancel the admission. But the problem is, i have no other plan at all and i don’t know what I’ll do. If i quit this right now, I’ll be sitting at home and take a gap year. All good colleges have closed this time now.

Can anyone please give me some advice?

So i get the urge to change it again and again and again and i still feel empty on the inside. I even had to leave my home for a masters degree that im now unsure about.
Is this due to ketu md ?
Should i not quit this degree again then?

I took admission in mca. But now I’ve been seeing people commenting crap and looking down on it.
They’re just saying it’s got no value. Really??
I’m so confused rn. 😭

I got in the mca program. But now that i look for it, everyone giving out negative reviews on it.
Have i made a mistake?

Myquals

I got in the mca program. But now that i look for it, everyone giving out negative reviews on it.
Have i made a mistake?

So if anyone does their undergrad or post grad something from nmims, does it help in any way?

Does it make any difference if you do your graduation or post grad from here?

I’ve always wanted to be an engineer, but now i don’t know if it was what i want or just my delusions and influenced by films.
I took commerce in school due to family pressure to become a ca but i hated accounting and all of it, so i quit it after one year.
Then i did bca. But my mental state never let me truly accept it so i did the bare minimum and just floated through it.
I think my brain is better suited to learn theory and such subjects. But i don’t hate computer science either.

I’m at crossroads and i truly don’t know what to choose now.
I have the option to choose law at a local college here in my town, or do an mca from a private uni in Mumbai.NMIMS. It’s a pretty good college compared to what i have in other options.
Even if i want to do an MBA later, the brand name should help i believe.

But the only thing I’m worried about is what should i actually choose?
I’ve tried to measure both of them against each other and I’ve tried every possible way to determine my choices. Still can’t decide on one.

Also, i really don’t want to get in government jobs as i don’t like the system in that at all.

What do i do now? I have only 2 days as the college applications will close then.

Myquals

Does anyone know if there’s even gonna be one?

They're asking for an id verification now. And guess what. I did upload my aadhar.

Now i feel stupid that i shouldn't have.

Can aadhar really be misused?