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I don't get it and my np doesn't get it either. They lowered my does from 600mg to 300mg. The voices came back after being gone 3 years so they increased it. I've been back at 600mg for 2 weeks so far and I'm hearing whispers sometimes and having weird experiences at church occasionally.

Not sure where to go from here. My np is waiting on my blood work of clozapine and norclozapine levels to come back before she makes her next move.She also referred me out to a psychiatrist.

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The site isn't allowing me to pay off my ads balance. It has an error every time I add my card. What can I do about this other than sell on other platforms?

Why is it when I go to church I hear my pastor praising demons, but in other places I don't experience anything odd that much. I use to hear external voices as well as internal ones but now it's just whispers and demon voices at church. If this was psychosis shouldn't I be experiencing weird things everywhere I go?

I don't know what they can do for me. I'm still having auditory hallucinations even on the increased dose of clozapine. Still hearing the Pastor praising the devil when I go to church. Hearing in my own head I'm a demon in hell and that my son is a demon and that nothing will help me.

Should I bother going to the walk-in clinic mind 24/7 or just wait until my Dr sees me on the 18th?

I'm scared ECT is going to be my only option. My voices claim I'm in hell and too stupid to realize it and that's why my meds don't work. Clozapine use to work like a year back and then they started messing with my dose because it got too high and toxic

The voices came back when they lowered it. They slowly increased it again but I can still hear the voices at a whisper.

I went to church and heard my Bishop praising Satan. I went to church a week before and he was praising demons. He was praising God but then suddenly I heard him praise the devil in the middle of it.

Is this psychosis or am I in hell? I definitely feel like I'm in hell and that this is one of the churches that didn't make it to heaven.

im so sick of people complaining about drug related psychosis. I didn't take drugs and I'm going through this. I feel 100% alone!

Anyone up for a chat? I'm dealing with psychosis and I'm so tired of it...

I'm so sick of hearing demon voices tell me I'm in hell or going to hell. I feel like no one can help.

I currently see a NP and I absolutely loved her, but my Schizophrenia got worse and it's treatment resistant. She has kinda dipped out on me. She thinks my emails and calls are annoying. I try to not bother her but it's difficult...Should I see a psychiatrist instead are they better equipped to handle treatment resistant schizophrenia?

I already am on medication and I'm still hearing voices. I'm really frustrated. If you must know the voices are very negative and mocking my religion.

I don't know what to do anymore the voices harass me when I wake up and all throughout the day. They insist I'm in he double hockey sticks. I keep rebuking them and telling them Jesus is in control. I don't think this is a mental illness I feel like it's too sinister.

I already am on medication and I'm still hearing voices. I'm really frustrated. The voices are demonic.

I obtained my degrees in biochemistry and medical technology and then passed my ASCP exam last July. I've been working from home as a customer service rep for about two years now. I really want to work as a lab tech it's just I don't know if I can handle it. I deal with hearing voices on a daily basis even though I'm on a last resort antipsychotic. I've been trying to wait until I get it together, but I feel like that day will never come... I need to update my resume and my LinkedIn and just go for it...

These are my lab results... the Drs suspect lupus but my C3 and C4 were normal

I see the Dr again in 3 months. im trying not to freak out but a lot of my results are out of range on my labs...

Positive ANA

speckled ANA pattern

ANA titer 1:80

Anti-dsDNA positive

dsDNA antibody index 16.0

CRP 8.1

ESR 80

RDW (sd) 50.7

RDW(cv) 15.5

I tried pomegranate for 3 months didn't lose weight but I wasn't really dieting. I stayed the same weight basically. Pomegranate was only like $150 a month for semaglutide. I want to try terzepatide but it cost $300-400 a month from ro and options weightloss... I can't decide which to use...