I'm planning to get back on streaming this weekend and only have league of legends to stream. I have a lowspec pc and I can only stream limited games.
What's some hidden gem singleplayer games you know?
I'll go first, Slay the Princess.
I tried that game blindly only playing it since I like the art and it was a very creative and fun game that I did not expect to love.
I'm planning to get back on streaming this weekend and only have league of legends to stream. I have a lowspec pc and I can only stream limited games.
What's some hidden gem singleplayer games you know?
I'll go first, Slay the Princess.
I tried that game blindly only playing it since I like the art and it was a very creative and fun game that I did not expect to love.
I'm planning to get back on streaming this weekend and only have league of legends to stream. I have a lowspec pc and I can only stream limited games.
What's some hidden gem singleplayer games you know?
I'll go first, Slay the Princess.
I tried that game blindly only playing it since I like the art and it was a very creative and fun game that I did not expect to love.
I had these thoughts for some time now, but I never really sit on it and thought hard cause I'm scared on what my conclusion is.
You work to earn money and then spend it on things you like or people you care for.
But what else after that?
People say it gets better. Some would say it gets worse, but for me, it just turns bland, grey, and boring.
I had these thoughts for some time now, but I never really sit on it and thought hard cause I'm scared on what my conclusion is.
You work to earn money and then spend it on things you like or people you care for.
But what else after that?
People say it gets better. Some would say it gets worse, but for me, it just turns bland, grey, and boring.
I just received my evaluation and all I can say it was a bunch of 2 (5 as the highest 2 means need for improvement).
It's my first job since graduating and I've been only here for like 3 months. I think that the job is too hard for a no experience employee, I also didn't have a proper training. It was basically; they told me what to Google, give me the files of the person I replaced then throw me in the job straight away.
I also have trouble presenting work as most of it are from my own self research and trial and error. The person I call supervisor also would laugh at me if im wrong, ask me if I am sure with my answer while smirking and ask me why I don't know this and that.
This affects my job as it lowers my spirit and as I don't want my job to take personally, hate my coworker.
There's also this one person that keeps dominating scrum meetings making it more like an evaluation rather than a team meeting. He keeps talking over people, doesn't listen when other people talk and would ask questions again and again.
Personally, I don't like this job but it's supporting my plans in the future so I want to atleast keep it for a year.
When do probation ends for EEs that won't get regularized?
Will I still have to do rendering after failing probi?
Is 3 months experience doable in finding a new job?
It would also be nice to chat, since sometimes I just want someone to listen to me.
I just received my evaluation and all I can say it was a bunch of 2 (5 as the highest 2 means need for improvement).
It's my first job since graduating and I've been only here for like 3 months. I think that the job is too hard for a no experience employee, I also didn't have a proper training. It was basically; they told me what to Google, give me the files of the person I replaced then throw me in the job straight away.
I also have trouble presenting work as most of it are from my own self research and trial and error. The person I call supervisor also would laugh at me if im wrong, ask me if I am sure with my answer while smirking and ask me why I don't know this and that.
This affects my job as it lowers my spirit and as I don't want my job to take personally, hate my coworker.
There's also this one person that keeps dominating scrum meetings making it more like an evaluation rather than a team meeting. He keeps talking over people, doesn't listen when other people talk and would ask questions again and again.
Personally, I don't like this job but it's supporting my plans in the future so I want to atleast keep it for a year.
When do probation ends for EEs that won't get regularized?
Will I still have to do rendering after failing probi?
Is 3 months experience doable in finding a new job?
It would also be nice to chat, since sometimes I just want someone to listen to me.
I just received my evaluation and all I can say it was a bunch of 2 (5 as the highest 2 means need for improvement).
It's my first job since graduating and I've been only here for like 3 months. I think that the job is too hard for a no experience employee, I also didn't have a proper training. It was basically; they told me what to Google, give me the files of the person I replaced then throw me in the job straight away.
I also have trouble presenting work as most of it are from my own self research and trial and error. The person I call supervisor also would laugh at me if im wrong, ask me if I am sure with my answer while smirking and ask me why I don't know this and that.
This affects my job as it lowers my spirit and as I don't want my job to take personally, hate my coworker.
There's also this one person that keeps dominating scrum meetings making it more like an evaluation rather than a team meeting. He keeps talking over people, doesn't listen when other people talk and would ask questions again and again.
Personally, I don't like this job but it's supporting my plans in the future so I want to atleast keep it for a year.
When do probation ends for EEs that won't get regularized?
Will I still have to do rendering after failing probi?
Is 3 months experience doable in finding a new job?
It would also be nice to chat, since sometimes I just want someone to listen to me.
I've been working for not long but I'm overthinking if I'm being too laid back or giving too much effort on my job.
I'm 24 currently living with my parents and older sister.
Every time there is an argument. My sibling always point out that she pays everything in the house and I shouldn't complain about anything since she's stressed or that they are going through so much worse.
I get that, I really do understand but can't I express that I'm tired?
I only have small saved up like 15k but I think if I stay here I might lose my mind and kill myself.
I live with my parents and my older sister, my older sister covers most of the bills in the house(electricity, water, etc.)
I recently started a job(that my mom helped me get into since it's the same as her company) and would just occasionally give gas money to my mom(we use my older sister's car to work, my dad drives us) cause I'm saving backup money for myself.
I'm almost 3 months in the job and throughout those time I had like taken 1-2 leaves(I'm a probi)
The amount of mental pressure that I had to face was a lot compared to when I was in school and it hit me really hard mentally. Back then I wouldn't think about harming myself voluntarily.
This morning we(my dad, mom, sister and me) had a huge argument after I said I wanted to take a leave and would just email my supervisor that I won't be working today.
My mom and sister immediately got angry saying it unprofessional that I didn't inform my supervisor yesterday that I was taking a leave today.
My sister asked me why I want to take a leave and I told her I was tired. She asked my what would make me tired since I don't commute or don't spend anything in the house. Then my dad also added I was just tired because I spend my entire night playing video games(I only play games until morning if I don't have work the day after but they reasoned I do it everyday) this escalated to my sister demanding me to hand over my gaming setup to which I angrily yanked from my room and put on the dining table. She threatened to smash it to pieces I try getting it back from her, so that's the pc situation.
Then they pressured me to get up and get ready to work(probably because they think I won't be doing shit the entire day since she has my pc) I still said no.
Then my sister said im only acting this way because I don't bare any responsibilities (that I don't pay bills in the house, I don't commute and get up early, I just play all day) so she banned me to use her car so I'll be commuting to work next week's monday. She also added that I won't be able to survive my next work if I act this way which I agree.
They would also constantly say that I was not acting like this before and that I suddenly develop an attitude. To my defense I was used to standing down before especially when they mention bills and things in the house since I rarely pay for things that I own(except for my pc and some gadgets, I saved to buy that) and would often become mute when they start scolding me, mainly because my voice gets ugly when I cry so it's hard to talk sounding like a horse.
The fight died down after my mom have to go to work and my dad had to take her there.
After this argument is when I realised how I want to kill myself. How it would be so so easy to just let go, I've thought about it for a while but now my dreams and career just feels to weightless compared to wanting to end it all.
I researched ways to kill myself painless or not but sites blocks me with emergency hotlines(kudos to them) so I ended up deciding not to eat or drink anything at all.
I just feel so done, I have no one to talk to. My family just says what they want I don't think they can hear me or listens at all. Talking to my friends calms be down but doesn't erase the feeling.
They'll probably ignore me for days until I get better on my own(which I don't plan on doing) it had been like that everytime there's an argument.
I live with my parents and my older sister, my older sister covers most of the bills in the house(electricity, water, etc.)
I recently started a job(that my mom helped me get into since it's the same as her company) and would just occasionally give gas money to my mom(we use my older sister's car to work, my dad drives us) cause I'm saving backup money for myself.
I'm almost 3 months in the job and throughout those time I had like taken 1-2 leaves(I'm a probi)
The amount of mental pressure that I had to face was a lot compared to when I was in school and it hit me really hard mentally. Back then I wouldn't think about harming myself voluntarily.
This morning we(my dad, mom, sister and me) had a huge argument after I said I wanted to take a leave and would just email my supervisor that I won't be working today.
My mom and sister immediately got angry saying it unprofessional that I didn't inform my supervisor yesterday that I was taking a leave today.
My sister asked me why I want to take a leave and I told her I was tired. She asked my what would make me tired since I don't commute or don't spend anything in the house. Then my dad also added I was just tired because I spend my entire night playing video games(I only play games until morning if I don't have work the day after but they reasoned I do it everyday) this escalated to my sister demanding me to hand over my gaming setup to which I angrily yanked from my room and put on the dining table. She threatened to smash it to pieces I try getting it back from her, so that's the pc situation.
Then they pressured me to get up and get ready to work(probably because they think I won't be doing shit the entire day since she has my pc) I still said no.
Then my sister said im only acting this way because I don't bare any responsibilities (that I don't pay bills in the house, I don't commute and get up early, I just play all day) so she banned me to use her car so I'll be commuting to work next week's monday. She also added that I won't be able to survive my next work if I act this way which I agree.
They would also constantly say that I was not acting like this before and that I suddenly develop an attitude. To my defense I was used to standing down before especially when they mention bills and things in the house since I rarely pay for things that I own(except for my pc and some gadgets, I saved to buy that) and would often become mute when they start scolding me, mainly because my voice gets ugly when I cry so it's hard to talk sounding like a horse.
The fight died down after my mom have to go to work and my dad had to take her there.
After this argument is when I realised how I want to kill myself. How it would be so so easy to just let go, I've thought about it for a while but now my dreams and career just feels to weightless compared to wanting to end it all.
I researched ways to kill myself painless or not but sites blocks me with emergency hotlines(kudos to them) so I ended up deciding not to eat or drink anything at all.
I just feel so done, I have no one to talk to. My family just says what they want I don't think they can hear me or listens at all. Talking to my friends calms be down but doesn't erase the feeling.
They'll probably ignore me for days until I get better on my own(which I don't plan on doing) it had been like that everytime there's an argument.
I live with my parents and my older sister, my older sister covers most of the bills in the house(electricity, water, etc.)
I recently started a job(that my mom helped me get into since it's the same as her company) and would just occasionally give gas money to my mom(we use my older sister's car to work, my dad drives us) cause I'm saving backup money for myself.
I'm almost 3 months in the job and throughout those time I had like taken 1-2 leaves(I'm a probi)
The amount of mental pressure that I had to face was a lot compared to when I was in school and it hit me really hard mentally. Back then I wouldn't think about harming myself voluntarily.
This morning we(my dad, mom, sister and me) had a huge argument after I said I wanted to take a leave and would just email my supervisor that I won't be working today.
My mom and sister immediately got angry saying it unprofessional that I didn't inform my supervisor yesterday that I was taking a leave today.
My sister asked me why I want to take a leave and I told her I was tired. She asked my what would make me tired since I don't commute or don't spend anything in the house. Then my dad also added I was just tired because I spend my entire night playing video games(I only play games until morning if I don't have work the day after but they reasoned I do it everyday) this escalated to my sister demanding me to hand over my gaming setup to which I angrily yanked from my room and put on the dining table. She threatened to smash it to pieces I try getting it back from her, so that's the pc situation.
Then they pressured me to get up and get ready to work(probably because they think I won't be doing shit the entire day since she has my pc) I still said no.
Then my sister said im only acting this way because I don't bare any responsibilities (that I don't pay bills in the house, I don't commute and get up early, I just play all day) so she banned me to use her car so I'll be commuting to work next week's monday. She also added that I won't be able to survive my next work if I act this way which I agree.
They would also constantly say that I was not acting like this before and that I suddenly develop an attitude. To my defense I was used to standing down before especially when they mention bills and things in the house since I rarely pay for things that I own(except for my pc and some gadgets, I saved to buy that) and would often become mute when they start scolding me, mainly because my voice gets ugly when I cry so it's hard to talk sounding like a horse.
The fight died down after my mom have to go to work and my dad had to take her there.
After this argument is when I realised how I want to kill myself. How it would be so so easy to just let go, I've thought about it for a while but now my dreams and career just feels to weightless compared to wanting to end it all.
I researched ways to kill myself painless or not but sites blocks me with emergency hotlines(kudos to them) so I ended up deciding not to eat or drink anything at all.
I just feel so done, I have no one to talk to. My family just says what they want I don't think they can hear me or listens at all. Talking to my friends calms be down but doesn't erase the feeling.
They'll probably ignore me for days until I get better on my own(which I don't plan on doing) it had been like that everytime there's an argument.
I live with my parents and my older sister, my older sister covers most of the bills in the house(electricity, water, etc.)
I recently started a job(that my mom helped me get into since it's the same as her company) and would just occasionally give gas money to my mom(we use my older sister's car to work, my dad drives us) cause I'm saving backup money for myself.
I'm almost 3 months in the job and throughout those time I had like taken 1-2 leaves(I'm a probi)
The amount of mental pressure that I had to face was a lot compared to when I was in school and it hit me really hard mentally. Back then I wouldn't think about harming myself voluntarily.
This morning we(my dad, mom, sister and me) had a huge argument after I said I wanted to take a leave and would just email my supervisor that I won't be working today.
My mom and sister immediately got angry saying it unprofessional that I didn't inform my supervisor yesterday that I was taking a leave today.
My sister asked me why I want to take a leave and I told her I was tired. She asked my what would make me tired since I don't commute or don't spend anything in the house. Then my dad also added I was just tired because I spend my entire night playing video games(I only play games until morning if I don't have work the day after but they reasoned I do it everyday) this escalated to my sister demanding me to hand over my gaming setup to which I angrily yanked from my room and put on the dining table. She threatened to smash it to pieces I try getting it back from her, so that's the pc situation.
Then they pressured me to get up and get ready to work(probably because they think I won't be doing shit the entire day since she has my pc) I still said no.
Then my sister said im only acting this way because I don't bare any responsibilities (that I don't pay bills in the house, I don't commute and get up early, I just play all day) so she banned me to use her car so I'll be commuting to work next week's monday. She also added that I won't be able to survive my next work if I act this way which I agree.
They would also constantly say that I was not acting like this before and that I suddenly develop an attitude. To my defense I was used to standing down before especially when they mention bills and things in the house since I rarely pay for things that I own(except for my pc and some gadgets, I saved to buy that) and would often become mute when they start scolding me, mainly because my voice gets ugly when I cry so it's hard to talk sounding like a horse.
The fight died down after my mom have to go to work and my dad had to take her there.
After this argument is when I realised how I want to kill myself. How it would be so so easy to just let go, I've thought about it for a while but now my dreams and career just feels to weightless compared to wanting to end it all.
I researched ways to kill myself painless or not but sites blocks me with emergency hotlines(kudos to them) so I ended up deciding not to eat or drink anything at all.
I just feel so done, I have no one to talk to. My family just says what they want I don't think they can hear me or listens at all. Talking to my friends calms be down but doesn't erase the feeling.
They'll probably ignore me for days until I get better on my own(which I don't plan on doing) it had been like that everytime there's an argument.
I live with my parents and my older sister, my older sister covers most of the bills in the house(electricity, water, etc.)
I recently started a job(that my mom helped me get into since it's the same as her company) and would just occasionally give gas money to my mom(we use my older sister's car to work, my dad drives us) cause I'm saving backup money for myself.
I'm almost 3 months in the job and throughout those time I had like taken 1-2 leaves(I'm a probi)
The amount of mental pressure that I had to face was a lot compared to when I was in school and it hit me really hard mentally. Back then I wouldn't think about harming myself voluntarily.
This morning we(my dad, mom, sister and me) had a huge argument after I said I wanted to take a leave and would just email my supervisor that I won't be working today.
My mom and sister immediately got angry saying it unprofessional that I didn't inform my supervisor yesterday that I was taking a leave today.
My sister asked me why I want to take a leave and I told her I was tired. She asked my what would make me tired since I don't commute or don't spend anything in the house. Then my dad also added I was just tired because I spend my entire night playing video games(I only play games until morning if I don't have work the day after but they reasoned I do it everyday) this escalated to my sister demanding me to hand over my gaming setup to which I angrily yanked from my room and put on the dining table. She threatened to smash it to pieces I try getting it back from her, so that's the pc situation.
Then they pressured me to get up and get ready to work(probably because they think I won't be doing shit the entire day since she has my pc) I still said no.
Then my sister said im only acting this way because I don't bare any responsibilities (that I don't pay bills in the house, I don't commute and get up early, I just play all day) so she banned me to use her car so I'll be commuting to work next week's monday. She also added that I won't be able to survive my next work if I act this way which I agree.
They would also constantly say that I was not acting like this before and that I suddenly develop an attitude. To my defense I was used to standing down before especially when they mention bills and things in the house since I rarely pay for things that I own(except for my pc and some gadgets, I saved to buy that) and would often become mute when they start scolding me, mainly because my voice gets ugly when I cry so it's hard to talk sounding like a horse.
The fight died down after my mom have to go to work and my dad had to take her there.
After this argument is when I realised how I want to kill myself. How it would be so so easy to just let go, I've thought about it for a while but now my dreams and career just feels to weightless compared to wanting to end it all.
I researched ways to kill myself painless or not but sites blocks me with emergency hotlines(kudos to them) so I ended up deciding not to eat or drink anything at all.
I just feel so done, I have no one to talk to. My family just says what they want I don't think they can hear me or listens at all. Talking to my friends calms be down but doesn't erase the feeling.
They'll probably ignore me for days until I get better on my own(which I don't plan on doing) it had been like that everytime there's an argument.
I'm looking for an online job can be full-time, part-time, or gig.
I'm currently a Technical Business Analyst, I can handle menial task or related to my career. I can learn fast and study on my own if given enough material.
I'm planning to collect enough experience and skills to transition fully into remote jobs.
I've been employed for 2 months and I think I'm genuinely going insane.
It's the same day over and over again wake up go to work go home do my hygiene play games or watch a show for a short while then sleep and rinse and repeat.
Just waiting for weekends then feel like there's nothing to do during my free time.
I tried taking a break and skipped work for a long holiday(4 days) and in those days I feel so pathetic I just kept thinking about that pay I missed cause I was absent for a day.
Nothing genuinely makes me happy aside from talking with my friends but most of us are busy in work now and could rarely log in. I tried music but it barely do anything for me.
I tried talking to my parents and siblings but they always shut me down telling me it's normal or just bear with it for a year so I'll have a strong experience in my resume.
I'm actually just gaslighting myself to get through the week and I don't how long that would push me forward.
I genuinely hate my work, I don't plan to continue on this career path in the future. I don't have friends at work cause all my coworkers are older than me and I hate talking to strangers. Maybe because corporate work is just not for me.
I'm thinking of quitting with the condition of finding an online job to replace my current job. I have a lot of dreams and goals but I think I myself don't have what it takes to work hard for something.
If it gets worse I'll quit even if I haven't saved enough yet
I'm currently a business analyst since April 27, 2026.
I'm mainly looking for ONLINE jobs
I have experience in making formal documents be it technical or business side and have participated in projects involving payroll, daily time record, customer support, technical problem solving, basic SQL query and data entry.
Other skills included: video editing, online research, content creation, graphic design (I can also take commissions to draw characters), voice overs like reading over text and etc.
I can learn fast with enough training and I am also hardworking. I am very organised and uses tools like excel, word, pdf, teams, outlook, telegram, SQL, CANVA, blender, and Photoshope
PS online jobs that are entry level(or have simple task) are also welcomed.
I've been working for a while now in my first job and I've been getting used to having long coffee breaks and just chilling in the bathroom when I'm stressed.
When I first started I was so scared leaving my seat thinking that maybe my supervisor will think I'm not doing my job.
But now I'm even eating breakfast on my desk and doing my make up at the bathroom before starting my job.
I'm still getting used to feel like I'm being watch while doing my work but I guess I'm more comfortable now.
Counted din ba kase I hate my job 😆 to be fair I don't really care if they terminate me as long makaipon ako.
How did you deal with work stress(especially in your 1st job) and did it scar you mentally forever?
It's been 3 days and by the day I'm losing my passion for my job. I work a 7-5 corporate job for 2 months now and slowly realising that the job is not for me. As my hate grew for my job it also dwindle my motivation to work down. My coworkers are also not very nice and the micromanaging of the company is stressing me.
I am also financially stressed since I want to move out of my parents home as fast as possible and be independent. I'm not gonna lie I've been having negative thoughts for a while now and it's even stressing me more 🙃.
I tried to tell my parents and siblings about it but they just told me to grit my teeth through it and be thankful because many people wants to be in my position.
It is my 1st job but I didn't know it could affect me this mentally.