u/Glitterballdacat

I ended up crying and not wanting to sleep because in the past my sister was EXTREMELY EXTREMELY EXTREMELY EXTREMELY abusive towards me!! And nobody cares!! Not 1 person! And her and my other sister would bring up her name just to piss me off cause they know it bothers me. They don't give a fuck! So my younger sister came home last night (I think my mom invited her just to piss me off or she just came over. I don't know) and I think my mom invited her just to piss me off cause she knew my sister was abusive towards me. And nos in fucked up altogether 😣😓😟😥😢☹️🙁🫤😕

Is it true 😰😨😦😮

Cause I don't want to spread peace and love anymore. And I don't want to be a starseed nor a lightworker anymore either. People on this earth are just mean. What would happen if I stopped altogether?

I've tried every hair product from a to z. And not 1 helps my hair! All it does is dry my hair out badly where it stiffens.

So a while back, my intuition told me out of nowhere that I'd have Kleine-Levin syndrome. I think I shrugged it off at first or didn't believe it, but I see it slowly kicking in. I've been becoming sleepy 24/7. Except I haven't slept for long periods of time yet. I get sleepy once or more a day.

There are times I doubt my intuition.

Note: I hate Elon, and wish he was in prison. But? I want a Tesla. But my intuition told me to not get one. Help!

Hello, everyone. Um? I'm extremely socially awkward where I freak out and want to hide 🐢😶‍🌫️🫣🫥 Sometimes I wish I had a book that would teach me how to communicate with people. Which probably wouldn't work cause it'd still be socially awkward regardless 😕

If I said anything to make you mad, I'm sorry.

I have an overbearing, narcissistic and bipolar mom, a bipolar, narcissistic and extremely violent sister (who I don't talk to anymore, thankfully) and a really rude and mean sister. I tried to get along with them, but it's not working. Like what siblings do, I mess with my sister. And she and my mom got really upset 😥😢 I mean, I was just messing with her. But she didn't like it where I stopped. So I'm planning on changing my own perspective, such as my last name, number and location, cause I can't take this anymore. My entire family, yes all of them, are extremely toxic. So yeah.

Water by tyla. I HATE THAT SONG 🤬😤

There's this stereotype that people with autism have anger issues. I'm autistic and I'm a very calm and stoic girl. Even if I was mad, I wouldn't yell, scream or cause a ruckus 🫯 like break things. Not my character.

I'm not going to show my photo cause people call me ugly 🫥

So I came from a dinner 🍽️ until I see 2 stars moving. Until my intuition told me it was my arcturian family 🛸 checking up on me. And I want to cry. Why?

For a while now, I've been lying to myself by saying "I don't want a boyfriend or girlfriend! I don't want to get married!" When I actually do. I'm OBSESSED with finding love. But it never comes. Especially since I'm ugly..........

Note: I don't go around asking people out. I just keep my feelings to myself. And no I'm not looking for online dating either.

He also said to tucker Carlson that there was a black woman whose sons were all named Tyrone. How did she tell them apart? She called them by their last names.

He was also upset that there was a statue of a black woman in New York. Lol Elon REALLY, really hates black women. There was even a tweet Elon said that said "The era off at brown brown bitches is over" and "If it wasn't white women, I wouldn't be with a black woman. I can't find the tweet anywhere btw can someone help me find it?

Okay, soo, I've been questioning my sexuality for a while now. And I think I might be a lipstick lesbian or bisexual. I'm only saying lipstick because not all gay women are studs or butch. I'm extremely girly.

But yeah 😕 I think I might be a lesbian or bisexual and I want to cry 😢