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I never thought I would be writing something like this, but I have nowhere else to turn and I am asking for your prayers.

I am a queer person from the most homophobic region in the Caucasus. My family has threatened honour killing, and if I go back I also face forced military conscription where queer men are regularly sexually abused. I lost my mom to cancer when I was 15. She was my only support. I have struggled with severe depression and self harm for years.

The one thing I had was my studies. I worked harder than I thought possible. I graduated as faculty first with a 3.76 GPA, did funded research, exchange programs, internships. I was accepted to multiple master's programmes abroad and even got a merit scholarship from a university in Italy, full tuition waiver plus a yearly stipend.

But to get my student visa, I still need to show a specific amount of money in my bank account. I have contacted over 100 organisations, human rights groups, refugee support, LGBTQ+ funds. Only one helped with a small part, but I am still far from. I have exhausted every possible option.

I graduated recently. I had hoped that would be a new beginning, but instead I feel like it is an end. In the past days I have had many self harm episodes. If I do not find a solution soon, that will most likely end my life. I do not want to die. I want to live, become an academic, build a future. But I feel completely trapped.

I am writing here because I still have a tiny sliver of hope left. I am asking for your prayers, for a miracle, for a breakthrough, for some door to open that I have not seen. Pray that the right person sees this, that some organisation steps in, that the visa requirement is waived, that anything changes before it is too late.

I have done everything I could. Now I am placing this in God's hands and in the hands of anyone who feels moved to pray for me.

With gratitude,

Francis

Hello everyone. I hope you are all doing well.

First of all, I want to clarify that I have been practicing witchcraft for years now and am well-versed in esotericism. I am also from Catholic and Shia Muslim mixed background so I know their traditions also quite well. However, when it comes to working with celestial beings, I am quite a beginner. I would be really glad if experienced practitioners could offer some guidance.

To shortly mention my situation: because of my queer identity, my family has disowned me and threaten me with honour killing. I am also from a region with an incredibly deadly environment for LGBT individuals, so I need to maintain my distance from them. I studied for my bachelor's degree in a foreign country and am currently finishing it. Thanks to my exceptionally brilliant academic record and the help of the Universe, I also managed to secure a scholarship for a master's program in a different foreign state. However, I still need to show a specific amount of money in my bank account to obtain my student visa. I have tried contacting numerous human rights organizations; while some helped in different ways, only one was able to provide financial assistance for a small portion of the amount.

Since I'm going through a very hard period, I don't want to attract even heavier energies, so I feel angels would be better for me than demons. I wanted to share this background context so you know I am not coming at this from a shallow "I want to get rich" perspective. It is way deeper and more complex than that.

Which angel do you think would be the best match for my current situation? As an esoteric practitioner myself, I know that spirits generally do not care about human identity, but many do care about injustice and repression. Ultimately, my goal is to work with a powerful angel that can help me receive positive breakthroughs from organizations or alternative avenues to solve this financial hurdle my survival may depend on. I fully understand that this does not work like money simply falling from the sky, but as I mentioned, I have exhausted every potential traditional path.

​Hello everyone. I hope you are all doing well. ​First of all, I want to clarify that I have been practicing witchcraft for years now. However, when it comes to left hand path, I am quite a beginner. I would be really glad if experienced practitioners could offer some guidance. ​

To shortly mention my situation: because of my queer identity, my family has disowned me and threaten me with honour killing. I am also from a region with an incredibly deadly environment for LGBT individuals, so I need to maintain my distance from them. I studied for my bachelor's degree in a foreign country and am currently finishing it. Thanks to my exceptionally brilliant academic record and the help of the Universe, I also managed to secure a scholarship for a master's program in a different foreign state. However, I still need to show a specific amount of money in my bank account to obtain my student visa. I have tried contacting numerous human rights organizations; while some helped in different ways, only one was able to provide financial assistance for a small portion of the amount. ​

To be honest, since I have already tried all possible traditional, "right-hand path" options, I would like to try the Left-Hand Path. I wanted to share this background context so you know I am not coming at this from a shallow "I want to sell my soul to a demon to get rich" perspective. It is way deeper and more complex than that. Which daemon, spirit, angel etc do you think would be the best match for my current situation? As an esoteric practitioner myself, I know that spirits generally do not care about human identity, but many do care about injustice and repression. Ultimately, my goal is to work with a powerful spirit that can help me receive positive breakthroughs from organizations or alternative avenues to solve this financial hurdle my survival may depend on. I fully understand that this does not work like money simply falling from the sky, but as I mentioned, I have exhausted every potential traditional path. ​

In the past, I initiated a month-long pact with Duke Bune. I essentially got what I wanted-not fully, but it still helped. I am also familiar with Clauneck, though I really couldn't find a lot of information regarding his/her superior, Duke Syrach, to better understand that hierarchy and use it for command. That said, I still feel like these more commonly known spirits might not be the exact right answer for my specific situation since it is more complex.

​Considering it is Pride Month, I would be really grateful if my knowledgeable fellow practitioners could offer some real spiritual advice and insights. Thank you so much.

​Hello everyone. I hope you are all doing well. ​First of all, I want to clarify that I have been practicing witchcraft for years now and am well-versed in esotericism. However, when it comes to demonolatry, I am quite a beginner. I would be really glad if experienced practitioners could offer some guidance. ​To shortly mention my situation: because of my queer identity, my family has disowned me and threaten me with honour killing. I am also from a region with an incredibly deadly environment for LGBT individuals, so I need to maintain my distance from them. I studied for my bachelor's degree in a foreign country and am currently finishing it. Thanks to my exceptionally brilliant academic record and the help of the Universe, I also managed to secure a scholarship for a master's program in a different foreign state. However, I still need to show a specific amount of money in my bank account to obtain my student visa. I have tried contacting numerous human rights organizations; while some helped in different ways, only one was able to provide financial assistance for a small portion of the amount. ​To be honest, since I have already tried all possible traditional, "right-hand path" options, I would like to try the Left-Hand Path. I wanted to share this background context so you know I am not coming at this from a shallow "I want to sell my soul to a demon to get rich" perspective. It is way deeper and more complex than that. ​Which daemon do you think would be the best match for my current situation? As an esoteric practitioner myself, I know that spirits generally do not care about human identity, but many do care about injustice and repression. Ultimately, my goal is to work with a powerful spirit that can help me receive positive breakthroughs from organizations or alternative avenues to solve this financial hurdle my survival may depend on. I fully understand that this does not work like money simply falling from the sky, but as I mentioned, I have exhausted every potential traditional path. ​In the past, I made a month-long pact with Duke Bune. I essentially got what I wanted-not fully, but it still helped. I am also familiar with Clauneck, though I really couldn't find a lot of information regarding his/her superior, Duke Syrach, to better understand that hierarchy and use it for command. That said, I still feel like these more commonly known spirits might not be the exact right answer for my specific situation since it is more complex. ​Considering it is Pride Month, I would be really grateful if my knowledgeable fellow practitioners could offer some real spiritual advice and insights. Thank you so much.

​Hello everyone. I hope you are all doing well. ​First of all, I want to clarify that I have been practicing witchcraft for years now and am well-versed in esotericism. However, when it comes to demonolatry, I am quite a beginner. I would be really glad if experienced practitioners could offer some guidance. ​To shortly mention my situation: because of my queer identity, my family has disowned me and threaten me with honour killing. I am also from a region with an incredibly deadly environment for LGBT individuals, so I need to maintain my distance from them. I studied for my bachelor's degree in a foreign country and am currently finishing it. Thanks to my exceptionally brilliant academic record and the help of the Universe, I also managed to secure a scholarship for a master's program in a different foreign state. However, I still need to show a specific amount of money in my bank account to obtain my student visa. I have tried contacting numerous human rights organizations; while some helped in different ways, only one was able to provide financial assistance for a small portion of the amount. ​To be honest, since I have already tried all possible traditional, "right-hand path" options, I would like to try the Left-Hand Path. I wanted to share this background context so you know I am not coming at this from a shallow "I want to sell my soul to a demon to get rich" perspective. It is way deeper and more complex than that. ​Which daemon do you think would be the best match for my current situation? As an esoteric practitioner myself, I know that spirits generally do not care about human identity, but many do care about injustice and repression. Ultimately, my goal is to work with a powerful spirit that can help me receive positive breakthroughs from organizations or alternative avenues to solve this financial hurdle my survival may depend on. I fully understand that this does not work like money simply falling from the sky, but as I mentioned, I have exhausted every potential traditional path. ​In the past, I made a month-long pact with Duke Bune. I essentially got what I wanted-not fully, but it still helped. I am also familiar with Clauneck, though I really couldn't find a lot of information regarding his/her superior, Duke Syrach, to better understand that hierarchy and use it for command. That said, I still feel like these more commonly known spirits might not be the exact right answer for my specific situation since it is more complex. ​Considering it is Pride Month, I would be really grateful if my knowledgeable fellow practitioners could offer some real spiritual advice and insights. Thank you so much.