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Just asking?

Im 18m and autistic in britain

I felt fully normal and was eating classic british working class food fine until feb 19th and have bern having issues fully pooping wich has damamged eatimg and caused me to lose weight and drop from 58 to 38kg at 5ft8 wich is badddd.

Im mostly consuming huel rtd and oatbix and having macrogol in yhe afternoon and getting small small tiny nasty bms. i try to push but cant and it feels i cant fully push it out if i try. i try my best not to strain so i dont spend much time in the loo and leavw not long after getting only the tiny bits. both hard and mushy poo struggle to pass

i cant eat without bloating and getting backed but if i dont i lose more nurishment creating a deadly loop

This has been goimg on for months and messed up me enjoying things like eating wgwt i want,sleep,walking and family stuff Prior to this i had zero food intolerances but did have urinary incontince since 16

I used to masturbate daily at 15-16 while sitting tons but quit then when i tried again i would finish to early so i quit fully and regret not quiting prior cuz i think this fudged me up

I feel that was the issue but now cuz the nhs didnt do anything about my urine that its noy affecting my bowels and now my weight

Im scared of how much damage has been done but i alwqys thought pelvic floor was my issur but was being brushed aside

Im scared now the damage is permanant or severe but i cant tell

I used to drink 1l now i am drinking 1.5-2 not including fluid from oatbix or huel and walk 30 mins twice a day after each meal wich is 2 a day. I average 500-700kcals but have managed to push 900-1100 before and i consume a decent amount of protein and mostly soluble fibres.

Im too physicaly weak to exercise and struggle to even put my socks on ir change my undies and wobble when i walk or do anything snd my cutd dont heal but i try to walk and my knees wobbly and stuff but i try to jist stay alive and its hard

Im on the waiting list for a gastroenterologist for months. I pee lots and have clear urine

Im somewhat mentaly bad with biting and eating certaim things and eill not ever eat raw vef

Im scared the doctors are being too slow abd i cant manage this condition for anymore than i have. My goal is to be ateast good enough to indulge on my birthday and be fully healed by next Eid

How realistic is it for me to recover fully?

bare in mind im mentaly handicapped cant book appointments and need mom for everything and barely live on my own

The muscles used to work fine before but only became shit in the time i said wich was 4 months ago

Im trying to consume as much as i can but its worrying cuz ill just back myself up aswell sp its a deadly loop and the doctors need to get to work asap but im still on refferal

I take macrogol its not helpful and upping macrogol bloats and makes bms feel nastier and kills appetite so its not good either 

ive taken both high and low fibre and neither change much i feel

Im 18m 5ft8 and 38kg and autistic in britain

I felt normal until feb 19th and have bern having issues fully pooping wich has damamged eatimg and caused me to lose weight and drop to 38kg at 5ft8 wich is badddd.

Im mostly consuming huel rtd and oatbix and having macrogol in yhe afternoon and getting small small tiny nasty bms. i try to push but cant and it feels i cant fully push it out if i try. i try my best not to strain so i dont spend much time in the loo and leavw not long after getting only the tiny bits. both hard and mushy poo struggle to pass

i cant eat without bloating and gettinf backed but if i dont i lose more nurishment creating a deadly loop

This has been goimg on for months and messed up me enjoying things like eating wgwt i want,sleep,walking and family stuff Prior to this i had zero food intolerances but did have urinary incontince since 16

I used to masturbate daily at 15-16 while sitting tons but quit then when i tried id go to early so i quit fully

I feel that was the issue but now cuz the nhs didnt do anything about my urine that its noy affecting my bowels and now my weight

Im scared of how much damage has been done but i alwqys thought pelvic floor was my issur but was being brushed aside

Im scared now the damage is permanant or severe but i cant tell

I used to drink 1l now i am drinking 1.5-2 not including fluid from oatbix or huel and walk 30 mins twice a day after each meal wich is 2 a day

Im too physicaly weak to exercise and struggle to even put my socks on but i try to walk and my knees wobbly and stuff but i try to jist stay alive and its hard

Im on the waiting list for a gastroenterologist for months. I pee lots and have clear urine

Im scared the doctors are being too slow abd i cant manafe this condition for anymore than i have. My goal is to be ateast good enough to indulge on my birthday and be fully healed by next Eid

How realistic is it for me to recover fully?

bare in mind im mentaly handicapped i cant book appointments and need mom for everything and barely live on my own

Im 18m and autistic in britain

I felt normal until feb 19th and have bern having issues fully pooping wich has damamged eatimg and caused me to lose weight and drop from 58 to 38kg at 5ft8 wich is badddd.

Im mostly consuming huel rtd and oatbix and having macrogol in yhe afternoon and getting small small tiny nasty bms. i try to push but cant and it feels i cant fully push it out if i try. i try my best not to strain so i dont spend much time in the loo and leavw not long after getting only the tiny bits. both hard and mushy poo struggle to pass

i cant eat without bloating and getting backed but if i dont i lose more nurishment creating a deadly loop

This has been goimg on for months and messed up me enjoying things like eating wgwt i want,sleep,walking and family stuff Prior to this i had zero food intolerances but did have urinary incontince since 16

I used to masturbate daily at 15-16 while sitting tons but quit then when i tried again i would finish to early so i quit fully and regret not quiting prior cuz i think this fudged me up

I feel that was the issue but now cuz the nhs didnt do anything about my urine that its noy affecting my bowels and now my weight

Im scared of how much damage has been done but i alwqys thought pelvic floor was my issur but was being brushed aside

Im scared now the damage is permanant or severe but i cant tell

I used to drink 1l now i am drinking 1.5-2 not including fluid from oatbix or huel and walk 30 mins twice a day after each meal wich is 2 a day. I average 500-700kcals but have managed to push 900-1100 before and i consume a decent amount of protein and mostly soluble fibres.

Im too physicaly weak to exercise and struggle to even put my socks on ir change my undies and wobble when i walk or do anything snd my cutd dont heal but i try to walk and my knees wobbly and stuff but i try to jist stay alive and its hard

Im on the waiting list for a gastroenterologist for months. I pee lots and have clear urine

Im somewhat mentaly bad with biting and eating certaim things and eill not ever eat raw vef

Im scared the doctors are being too slow abd i cant manage this condition for anymore than i have. My goal is to be ateast good enough to indulge on my birthday and be fully healed by next Eid

How realistic is it for me to recover fully?

bare in mind im mentaly handicapped cant book appointments and need mom for everything and barely live on my own

The muscles used to work fine before but only became shit in the time i said wich was 4 months ago

Im trying to consume as much as i can but its worrying cuz ill just back myself up aswell sp its a deadly loop and the doctors need to get to work asap but im still on refferal

I take macrogol its not helpful and upping macrogol bloats and makes bms feel nastier and kills appetite so its not good either 

I find it hard to use different sweeteners honey,syrup etc portion wise and plain oatibix isnt very nice. Dont u think weetabix company should jus ygive us oatibix eaters flavours already that are predone like weetabix has banana and choc

I have a billion suggestions

. Oatibix choc (either choc,hazelnut dark choc, orange, choc cherry, choc banana , choc pb, choc etc)

. oatibix banana bread nutmeg

. Oatibix cinnamon spiced

. Oatibix maple and brown sugar

. Oatbix raspberry and strawberry

. Oatibix caramalized biscuit

. oatibix blueberry muffin

. Oatibix mocha

. oatibix gingerbread

oatibix bakewell cherry

Oatibix chai spiced

Just asking but im worried

Im 18m and autistic in britain

I felt normal until feb 19th and have bern having issues fully pooping wich has damamged eatimg and caused me to lose weight and drop to 38kg at 5ft8 wich is badddd.

Im mostly consuming huel rtd and oatbix and having macrogol in yhe afternoon and getting small small tiny nasty bms. i try to push but cant and it feels i cant fully push it out if i try. i try my best not to strain so i dont spend much time in the loo and leavw not long after getting only the tiny bits. both hard and mushy poo struggle to pass

i cant eat without bloating and gettinf backed but if i dont i lose more nurishment creating a deadly loop

This has been goimg on for months and messed up me enjoying things like eating wgwt i want,sleep,walking and family stuff
Prior to this i had zero food intolerances but did have urinary incontince since 16

I used to masturbate daily at 15-16 while sitting tons but quit then when i tried id go to early so i quit fully

I feel that was the issue but now cuz the nhs didnt do anything about my urine that its noy affecting my bowels and now my weight

Im scared of how much damage has been done but i alwqys thought pelvic floor was my issur but was being brushed aside

Im scared now the damage is permanant or severe but i cant tell

I used to drink 1l now i am drinking 1.5-2 not including fluid from oatbix or huel and walk 30 mins twice a day after each meal wich is 2 a day

Im too physicaly weak to exercise and struggle to even put my socks on but i try to walk and my knees wobbly and stuff but i try to jist stay alive and its hard

Im on the waiting list for a gastroenterologist for months. I pee lots and have clear urine

Im scared the doctors are being too slow abd i cant manafe this condition for anymore than i have. My goal is to be ateast good enough to indulge on my birthday and be fully healed by next Eid

How realistic is it for me to recover fully?

bare in mind im mentaly handicapped i cant book appointments and need mom for everything and barely live on my own

I have some but am worried about it

Waiting from last post

Nothing is djfferent

Im on refferal to a gastro still

If i eat more i bloat too much

stress

As of febuary 19th while eating a regular meal I started bloating and having stool issues not realising this would start the saga of hell

before i had any issues I used to wake up around 12am and walked to shops for half an hour then ate at 1pm and done by 2:30 ish then paced in my house chewing gum till 3 and brushed teeth and went bathroom then would be on phone till 6 ish pm and paced around more and had dinner around 7pm and done by 8 and did my chewing gum and pacing and brushing teeth. then pace and talk to my family till 9:40-10pm and went to bed around 1-2am

Im worried

Btw im having fibre often rn cuz ma mostly soluble but have had a few insoluble things and am being made to have more grams per meal rn. Idk whats gonna happen.

did not have too little fiber nor did i have too much of it. while i had crap like oven frozen stuff, pasties and did eat alot of cheese. i did have some sugary snacks and crisp/chips often a decent amount of the time and did eat spice it wasnt higher than the average working class person i guess and sometimes i had takeaway but it wasnt more than what a majority of people have. id say most of my family and people overall eat worser than i do and while i had occasional constipation it was usually fixed fast with some water,fiber, massages and stuff and I didnt have any food triggers or any signs of IBS or any notable issues it seemed other than my past with urinary incontinence

Im eating alot of soluble fibre and drinking tons of water but just feel bloaty and shit. I tried low fibre high fibrr everything

i currently attempt to sleep in a fetal position

Today i ate a jacet potato with cheese and beans 11g of fibre wich was filling af and had 8g of fibre in a meal shake and felt ill and im a bit worried . And im gonna do naughty stuff tommorow cuz greggs steak bake (refined white pasty with steaj bits wich is low in fibre and a bit fatty) and a coffee then huel (soluble fibre) at dinner. Im taking alot of liberaties wich is naughty then mostly oatbix and huel till the 26th wich is a family celebration being Eid wich i might have some bad stuff like samosas, spring rolls and dessert(idk). Then 31st is sis bday wich is chocolate fudge cake. Those are all very naughty and im worried. Btw i havent taken macrogol in a few days but will reluctantly do so on thursday prior to dinner.

Today was 19-20g of fibre tho

Tommorow is lower

Its all over the ppace

My mom keeps telling me i have to eat food but im wondering if i should stop eating and while in this condition

Im 18 5ft8 40kg

Getting zero nutrition yet being backed up and cant eat anything without bloats abd shit i hate this. I miss my past life.

I didnt realize how priveleged i was in the past with that life but was depressed and wish i could go back to that over an even worse life im having that i worry will have life changing changes. my whole life is revolving around these issues and i hate it

im 18 and it doesnt make sense for such a young person to have these issues unless something chronic has developed and im scared. i cant make change or live like this. i have pelvic issues as i also discharge very fast and easily and use pads for my urine and it caught up to me and is affecting stool now.

uncertain and the next week seems especially scary

Just curios since i love choc and cake

also tell me why u prefer it to the others and the differenves and any other variations of chocolate cake aswell like boston blackout cake or something but these mainly choices

Im ill for months and waiting to recover so id wanna celebrate with one special chocolate cake since choc cake is my fav but so far ive only had choc fudge

Ive only had the plain one wich is nasty and one flavour wich was bio and mes vanilla wich other than the weird bits was fairly lovely addition to my cereal

i cant eat plain kefir pots so flavours help tons

Ps im fine with any flavour that aint citrus or bits

Prefer cherry, any berry,chocolate or honey

Vanjlla good too

And wich brands are above others

Im mostly gonna be at Aldi and Tesco for friday. Also tell wich supermarkets do others for later

Im 18 and have an issue i keep inhaling dry snot into my throat until it goes wich isnt healthy and i also am constipated and bloated as of feb 19th. I used to drink 1l daily 500ml in 2 decent meals and was 55kg 5ft8 but am at 1.5ml in 2 small meals with 500 as i drink then 250 ish after 30 minutes of gum chewing and am currently 40kg . I struggle to drink throughout the day as its overwhelming and scary and i like having free time to lay in bed on my phone and also pace and i like gum and i have chewing issues and globus swallowing fears and sore throat in general and sticky mouth sometimes, my pee is very clear btw since i do drink alot in the sittings just not throughout. Can someone give me advice how to drink the water throughout but wirhout overhwleming me too fast schedule wise and also bare in mind thr only exercise im capable of is just walking to the local shops and also be able to still fit time in the day to relax without thinking about water or throat or gut.

You can see my post i also clearly have bad issues happeneing alot as of feb 19th. I felt perfectly healthy before despite not doing things right

How do u sip water? I only know how to drink and gulp after.

My mind doesnt get it

Also quick question but im 5ft8 40kg+ cant really be active exerciser just can do a walk thats all btw (usually 55kg but yk i cant touch on too much cuz sub rules is getting in the way) i drink 1.5l of water a day (i pee clear) but i usually can only drink during meals (i eat twice a day cuz issues and usually have 500ml in the sitting then drink the extra after i chew gum for 30 minutes) idk what im doing rn

Bare in mind i have heavy adhd and ocd and am autistic and 18

,not sure if this sub is ok with this post as its not the usual eating disorder but it is a eating disroder i guess

Sorry if this is paste :(

Hi i am autistic 18 year old and since a kid id have the occassional globus sensation type of incident swallowing something thinking its stuck and hurting for about a few days and also regurgatating and picking out bits from mouth (this was never helped by the fact im autistic, not the best chewer yk and having naturally crooked teeth +i have fillings (have been like this forever)(no i likely wont be able to get braces btw and am past the point i can do it without immense struggle/pain + money) and have struggled with life in general but overall it felt mostly manageable and that i could go about most of my life maybe with occasional incidents) however recently due to stress from dealing with my seperate newly occuring motility issues(urinary incontince,bloating,constipation, using horrible sachets sometimes etc wich is only as of feb19th and eating smaller portions and scared of food) i have been having more and more cases of struggling to swallow or eat normally as well as i did prior to those conditions happening. I believe maybe its caused by the general stress of it all plus my pre existing issues. It also lasts for much longer each time and is almost all meals now and when having a hot green tea i scolded my throat then got a alcoholic burn for age and that likely didnt help as i also have paranoia about scolding and stuff aswell and swallowing mouth wash and toothpaste even aswell as even when having something simple like warmed cornflakes. It feels sharp to swallow sometimes and my neck muscles also feel hurt. Im worried because my current throat problems are also gonna mess and get in the way of my other issues and having them both makes it feel like im being tag teamed by horrible conditions at just 18.

I wont ask about the other stuff since this isnt that sub but for the throat problem do you believe i can return to normal with that? I worry this may become a lifelong problem.

I do greatly wish the best for us all as this severely impacts daily life alot more then others realize due to food being so prevelent in our lives especially since i always used to use it as a form of family bonding and learning my culinary skills and dreams wich i feel are dead atm, im jealous of people who can just take bites out of a whole burger casually i really would like someone to talk to and relate with on my problems and just to speak with in general to help my mind and hopefully both us and all here will get out of our situations and just be normal again but its been so long i feel this cant be reversed.