u/Salty_Audience_3562

I was let out by a guard this morning because turns out a person call killer croc broke free and ran through the whole Arkham and knocked me out cold and the guards SOMEHOW thought it was me.

I also went to my psychiatrist again and it was basically the same thing “Blah Blah Blah Gotham Gotham Gotham“ but he did give me more medication this time, I think it’s a bit too much but he knows what he’s doing so I’ll just go along with him and the meds.

My hallucinations have somehow stayed prominent and sometimes even worse, and I couldn’t go to sleep last night because I hear crazy laughter echoing in the hanging cell I was in…

I think I should escape but should I wait? You guys can decide for me

I woke up a couple minutes ago and for some reason the alarms were going off and there was a massive hole in my wall and a bunch of guards coming coming to my cell and they dragged me into a cell that was attached to some chain contraption and they threw me inside.

I don’t remember a thing about what happened and my hallucinations were beginning again, because not only I was in a cell that was basically the size of a closet, now I see drawings on the walls in red.

Was it because of the medication? was it because of me being unconscious on day 4? they only started on day 6 though…

what should I do next?

I went to go see my psychiatrist, he doesn’t work at the asylum but they visits to come help some patients like me, I told them about my nightmares and how I was knocked out the other day but they were more interested telling their views on the situation and how theirs is right.

I didn’t really get any help mentally today, but they gave me some medication to take to reduce the nightmares I’ve been having.

But when I returned to my cell, the blood symbols and words on the walls were…gone and I didn’t even take the medication yet but I think I’m just hallucinating

I’m going to take these pills and I want you guys to tell me what I should do next here tomorrow.

I was writing something a couple hours ago I think about a guard that looks suspicious but suddenly I felt I got stabbed in the back and I woke up in my cell covered in bruises and my cell was covered in blood while I was asleep, if any of you know what happened please let me know

I don’t know what to do next so I’m gonna ask you guys on what to do next

MJ is basically adjusting his mic the whole show and it’s very annoying to ignore when noticing it after the first time and also limits dances moves a lot because he keeps trying to fix it and when he leaves in SC to go fix it mid performance it tanks the performance for me

Plus the band messes up quite a bit this show

̰͟W̨̛̺̪̱̼ ̰̲̣B̡̭͎͓͓ ̴̥̺̤̠̲̟̳͘H͖̠͓͜ͅ A͢͏̜̖̙̲ ҉̶̡͕͓̪͚͕̩͈͔̩E̱̭̘̫̮ ̙̥̻̰̻̀͡T̩̙̰̬͙͖ͅ ̰͖̯͕̥̱̲̰̳͟Ŗ̜̯͟͡ ̛͍̥M͏̬̗͍͓̘ ҉̶̡͕͓̪͚͕̩͈͔̩E̱̭̘̫̮ A͢͏̜̖̙̲ A͢͏̜̖̙̲ ̵͎̲̞̣̥͘N͚̟͉̭̘͟ ̛͍̥M͏̬̗͍͓̘ ̨̣͕͉̫̜ͅI̴̞̦̦̗̥ ? ? ?

I was allowed to go stretch my legs in the yard for a bit but I noticed something strange, I saw this guard watching his back while going into this “green” building.

I need to figure out what his name is so I can figure out what he’s doing and why he’s walking around so cautio-

Most thriller performances feel the same and the dancing in the zombie isn’t very high energy, especially in HIStory

12th. April (Shame because it’s my birthday month but it‘s definitely the weakest)

11th. February (unfair because there’s only 2 performances and because of that it sadly goes lower)

10th. September (this is really sad because the Tokyo nights in the bad tour are fantastic…then it just becomes ass afterwards, Prague-Moscow of HIStory, 30th anniversary, the whole month of 1993, Ostend etc. Drag this month down so hard)

9th. November (Not a lot of good concerts come from this month but this month gets absolutely carried by Brisbane and the second Auckland concert)

8th. March (the first couple of shows in NYC are really good and then it slowly gets worse)

7th. May (probably the most average month out of all of these, just nothing really notable came from it)

6th. August (as much as I like Copenhagen 14th and Gothenburg 1997, I can’t rank them higher than the other months especially with some of the weaker ones like Copenhagen 29th, Bremen 1992, Hockembelm (butchered the spelling) etc.)

5th. July (probably the most inconsistent month, there’s some hits like Basel, Copenhagen, Oslo, London 31st etc. but there’s some also weaker ones like Munich 6th, Wembely 16th, Vienna 2nd etc.)

4th. October (pretty solid month, there’s only a couple ones that are weaker but pretty good)

3rd. January (fantastic month with bangers like LA and Hololulu 3rd and 4th)

2nd. December (Near perfect month, It has absolute bangers like Brunei, Manila, Tokyo 1988 and 1992 but there is one month that beats it by just a bit)

1st. June (i’m pretty sure everyone here knows the peak run of June 1997 which almost has 0 below average or average shows, The two shows in 1992 etc. June is the BEST month for MJ performances)

Now don’t get this wrong, I love the Dangerous tour but in my opinion it does have the weakest vocals across the tours.

He sounds exhausted and out of breath in some songs like Human Nature, Billie Jean etc.

Jam and WBSS is probably the most exhausting songs to perform because of much movement there is and sometimes it worsen the vocals for the rest of the concert like Burcheast and half of the ‘93 leg (Plus sickness and allegations)

In the tour like HIStory where he’s used playback for like 70%of each concert, when he does sing halfway through or for the entire time, Its sounds better because he can save up his voice a little bit more and deliver some better vocals.

This is my documentary of living in Arkham, I was sentenced 24 ago and I’m being transported to Arkham as of this moment, I hope anyone will see this if I live or not…

I considering deleting my account because I feel like I don’t belong on Reddit anymore after the last 24 hours, So I’m putting the opinion posts on hiatus, if not cancelled I don’t feel like talking about MJ in general on reddit anymore because I’ve been getting hate on most of my posts, so this might be goodbye.

Shows like Copenhagen 1992 are the peak of pro footage and that show deserves way more love then Bucharest, it only wins in hype but besides that it’s mid